
Pov Syifa.
The thing a student likes most is rest, because what? Obviously we can be free from the complexity of lessons that are very draining of energy and brain.
The brain that is saturated with thinking hard about the material given directly fresh saw the number of snacks neatly arranged along the food stand in the canteen.
No exception, Ana and her friends, including me.
The stomach that sounds indicates hunger begins to hit, the nose can smell a fragrant smell that tempts the taste buds.
We can be sure all students in droves came to the food stand and willing his body crammed.
But I don't think it's a bad idea, having a tiny body like me seems to benefit indirectly at times like these.
I glanced at my three best friends, they were still chatting without them noticing, I stopped walking.
"Mathematics is my true enemy from now on!!" Lita said excitedly.
"Dizziness thinking Mathematics, when he doesn't think I'm back, not fair!" Nisa did not lose her insistence on speaking.
"Saturday, we enter the IPA" This is Ana, the mediator.
"Try if we enter IPS" if Lita, wondering what will not be achieved. It was clear that we entered IPA from the beginning, where we could move majors in the middle of the gini.
"Again, IPS there is also Matematianya really" Reply Ana calm.
"But there is no Math Interest, Mathematics Must be difficult, this is more difficult interest!" Lita is still ngeyel.
"Don't go to school there, at the house!" Nisa who got sprained so go nyolot right.
"Sama Lo yes, we changed the status of students to hackers"
"What's the thugger?"
"People who love to lie down, wahaha" Lita laughed at the end of the sentence.
"It's not clear Lo ah!"
I let them walk to the cafeteria table without me, I'll start a mission to rob the food in the cafeteria. Because who's fast he got.
I don't want to run out of food because so many people are hunting for the food.
I stepped my feet slowly and opened the crowd with my small hands, then my body entered the crowd with maximum effort.
"Well, I can finally get in too"
I inhaled the air greedily, which seemed to be thinning because many people were crammed here.
Maybe we like breathing air in the same container that will eventually run out faster, than we breathe air when we are at a distance. Eum, what a good parable.
"Mom, Mommy... Syifa wants to buy this one, this, this, this same!"
"Oh that one too!" My welcome was quick while pointing at the food I meant.
After I get what I want, I'll pay for everything, and I'll have to get out of here as soon as possible.
It turns out that stuffy feeling makes me short of breath.
"Excuse me.. Excuse me" I said so they would give me a way.
I'm having a lot of trouble getting out of this sea of people, it's like my chest hurts from lack of oxygen.
"I need oxygen"
"Akhc!"
I was shocked when someone pulled one of my hands quickly to get out of this crowd.
I took a lot of breaths to get back to normal breathing.
"Huh Huhh.." My breath was dull, one second later I remembered. Who pulled me out.
My head looked up at the person standing in front of me, he was a man seen from the trousers of the school uniform he was wearing.
My eyes glared in surprise when dressed with razor sharp eyes that were ready to cut the skin.
I looked away from him, then looked down, between fear and guilt.
"You know what's wrong, baby?"
I blinked, then nodded.
"Jawab" His voice sounded low and full of emphasis.
"I-iya knows" I replied in fear.
Twisting my fingers that one of my hands holds a plastic package filled with food.
A hand pulled my chin to look up at the person standing firmly in front of my body. I who had been looking down ended up looking at that person timidly.
"M-sorry Syifa.."
I felt the rubble on my left cheek that was wet because my tears were dripping without me noticing.
"Hiks hyks.."
I cried without caring about the sight of the person who was looking at us curiously, most importantly I really feel scared right now.
"Sstt, it's a shame don't cry. Later shortness of breath again"
Because her words just made me cry even more.
He immediately pulled me into his arms and took me out of the cafeteria, taking me somewhere.
I returned his embrace tightly, very tightly. Even the elusan on the head and back I received from someone who hugged me. I drowned my face in his chest.
"Hiks hyks.. Maafin Syifa Brother"
No answer makes me cry, it sucks with my guilt. Huhu I hope I'm forgiven.
Now, I'm calmer, sitting in a bankar in the UKS.
Yaps, the guy who hugged me took me to the UKS. Not just the two of us, but there are seven people including the two of us.
"Clearly with Brother" He said flatly.
I looked at him with a pleading but uninspired look, I resigned and finally explained what I was doing in the cafeteria.
My brother Revan, he was the one who pulled me out of the crowd at the cafeteria stand and hugged me and brought me here.
Now looking at me flatly asking for an explanation from me, plus the gaze of five other people who came to look at me with demanding.
Haish, this is an atmosphere I don't want.
"So?"
"So want to buy snacks in the cafeteria, afraid of running out of it" I explained as briefly as possible.
"Keep unable to get out of the crowd, until shortness of breath is what it means?" Revan said sharply, ughh cruel.
Grimacing because I was still a little afraid, I nodded in agreement.
Revan even rubbed his face rough in a frenzy, I knew he was like that because he was too worried about me.
"Sister.. Sorry"
I flicked my lips when there was no reply from Revan's lips at all, he was silent.
My eyes glazed over ready to shed tears, it felt sad when my own brother still inhabited us out of anger, is it possible that he has not forgiven me?
I have to apologize from him, at any cost.
"Sister.."
"Syifa m-apologize hiks hiks... Huaaa"
"Eh uh!"
Revan who was probably surprised by my tightening crying voice immediately hugged me.
"Sstt don't cry anymore, Brother has already said, how about shortness of breath later, hmm?"
"Hiks hyks.."
"Udahlah Van, sorry aja adek Lo" said Sandi sage.
"Yes, don't pity what was so horrible" Chirps Doni added.
Revan sighed, "Yes, Brother sorry"
I looked up with a teary face, my eyes sparkling with pleasure.
"What's so sorry?"
"Yes, don't repeat it again or your loving brother's punishment"
"Not Syifa repeat again" I said solemnly.
Revan nodded in satisfaction, "Good!" Praise delighted.
Revan wiped away the remaining tears on my cheeks and under my eyes.
"Don't cry, ugly tau" Her ejek with a shitty face.
"Yes, Syifa is not ugly!" I deny, yes, I was so ugly.
I looked at him stupefiedly.
Revan laughed, the others chuckled.
"Yes you're not ugly really, pretty cute gini where can be ugly anyway" Revan uttered that in a seductive tone.
My hand hit her shoulder slowly, not too hard in return. Who told me to tease me with a made-up face. Besides, I am also embarrassed in the face of many people even from the closest person.
"Ciee shy"
"Ishh, brother!" I covered my face with both hands, surely my cheeks were reddened by it.
"Yes yes"
"Can you eat now? Laper nih Gue" Nisa said diverting attention to everything.
Lita rolled her eyeballs, "Ck! You ruined the atmosphere, you know!"
Nisa didn't care, she just shook her shoulders.
"Let's eat!" Ask who.
Nisa walked towards the gurney in front of me because I was sitting sideways, Revan who was standing in front of me even to the point of turning her body.
Nisa sat there and unwrapped the plastic wrap that was so much variety of snacks. Eat it without caring about the other stares that are fixed on him a.
"Jeez, this is a kid, we're not here?" Lita said with annoyance.
"Siwapwa suwyuh dihem ajya"
"In telen first!" Seru Doni.
After Nisa swallows the food she chewed in her mouth, she continues her speech.
"I've already invited you to eat, why did you just eat. Wrong himself" He continued to bite the food in his hand.
"Syifa wants to" I said slowly, the sensitive Revan quickly picked up a snack that I had bought.
My face brightly stared at the rusty pouch in Revan's hands, "Here Brother!"
I quickly opened it, then ate it voraciously.
Seeing me eating voraciously, Revan smiled at me, smiling back at me until my eyes narrowed.
Revan stroked my head gently, "Eat a lot of well"
I nodded in response.
The others ate the food quietly, they must have bought all the food and brought it here. Huft, it turns out that something I think is trivial can be as complicated as finishing it.
It took a struggle to get an apology from Revan. I understand that he is worried about me, but I still feel unaccustomed to the exaggeration after living in the Winata Mansion.
After meeting the biological family and living with him, I can understand the exaggeration because they are rich. I still feel bad sometimes, and I'm not used to it.
I've been living in the Mansion for about six months, or half a year. It's not really felt.
In the middle I chewed suddenly I remembered with Alfa, my fiancee.
How is he doing, huh? Is it always busy? Eating and sleeping regularly is not well? Questions popped into my head.
We undergo LDR with a long distance is also a time difference of four hours slower than West Indonesia Time.
I stared at the wall clock of the UKS room, the hour hand showed the number nine past fifty minutes, which means that in Instanbul is five o'clock past fifty minutes.
Chewing slowly while thinking about the intensity of the two of us who rarely communicate.
Is he too busy to rarely contact me, I don't know what I miss now.