
Caesa is getting ready to go to the hospital.
Caesa is now standing in front of Sakura Hospital. General Hospital, with four-storey building.
Caesa entered the Hospital, he sat waiting in line.
There were several names before he was called.
Caesa's appearance uses casual clothes that look relaxed, he uses a mask to cover his face.
A nurse suddenly made a sound calling Caesa's name, "Caesa Ayura"
Caesa looked up, then nodded briefly.
The nurse invited Caesa to enter the room.
About half an hour later, Caesa came out with an envelope in her hand.
Caesa walked down, she did not want anyone else to recognize her.
Caesa returned home, snorting violently when she found her father sitting alone with a foreign woman.
Caesa was not surprised, his papa often shuffled to bring different women. Nyokap and his bokap are more concerned with their respective egos. The two are almost on the verge of divorce.
But, until now there was no news about the divorce, I don't know. He doesn't care anymore.
It is up to them how, want to cheat many times, want divorce, or want to marry again Caesa will not interfere.
Caesa walked into her room without looking at the two people who were sitting making out.
Caesa was sitting in bed, she opened the envelope, which bore the name Sakura Hospital and her full name.
He began to read the contents of the letter, and he stared at it for a long time without expression. A memory flashed, recalling the moment two years ago.
Two years ago, where he was still in 8th grade Junior High School.
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A girl walked cheerfully, she stepped closer to a guy who was also walking in front of her.
The girl looked at the guy who was a few steps away from her.
He saw the guy approaching his bike, as if he knew that the guy was leaving soon. The girl ran over to the guy who was sitting on his bike.
The guy lifts the helmet for him to wear. His hand came to a halt in the air as a tiny hand clasped his sturdy arm.
"Wait!"
The girl's breath looked dull as she had just run.
"Yes?" Answer the Man.
"Gue wants to"
The guy frowned, a sign he was confused by the girl in front of him.
"Well?!" The guy's still confused.
"Surely speaking!" Push the guy a little hard.
The girl was surprised, then quickly opened her voice.
"GuemaungomongkalauGuesukasamaLo" he said quickly without spaces.
The guy was silent trying to absorb the words that entered his hearing. I hope he doesn't hear wrong.
"Lo likes me?"
The girl smiled and then nodded enthusiastically. Finally he can express his true feelings in front of his person directly.
The girl felt even more relieved after expressing her feelings for the guy.
But now he was nervous about the guy's reply later. Will accept or reject his love.
"Sorry, I like other girls"
Deg
His heart was beating faster, not even because it was so fast.
His heart pinched hearing the sentence coming out from the lips of the guy he liked secretly.
In fact, he liked the guy since he first entered this school, more precisely in the 7th grade.
Not expecting that simple sentence to hurt her heart so much.
His eyes glazed over, even the water had already spilled from his eye pelup.
"G-go.." Said the girl stammering.
"Sorry, Caesa"
After saying that, the guy immediately put on a helmet and turned on the motor.
He immediately left his drive leaving Caesa standing in the middle of the parking lot with tears on her cheeks.
Caesa cries as she is being rejected by the guy who is her first love.
The pain was really gnawing at his heart.
Caesa wiped her tears violently. He hates this situation.
He hates being rejected, let alone having his love rejected because of another girl.
He hates the girl, Caesa is determined to find out who the girl who is liked by her boyfriend.
Caesa went home with her eyes moist and cheeks reddened.
The tears fell again as his eyes looked at the front.
His parents argued, amplifying each other's voices even to the point of shouting.
Caesa covered her ears and ran to the room with tears that never stopped flowing.
Caesa dropped his body on the bed, he fell on his stomach, his face he put on a pillow. He cried roaring but his voice was muffled by a pillow.
Caesa hit her pillow and bolster, she was upset, angry, sad, hateful, all mixed up in her emotions.
"Why is this all happening the same? Hiks.."
"What's wrong with you?"
"Hiks hiks"
Caesa was crying with messy hair, her eyes were swollen from constant crying.
"Gue hates my life"
"Gue hates Lo Dandy!!"
Caesa's eyes flashed with hatred, but it didn't last long. As his eyes re-emitted insolent tears barged out without excuse.
"Gue doesn't want to be born if this is all I get" Caesa muttered.
Crying, that's all he can do now.
"THE WORLD IS NOT FAIR TO ME!!!"
Caesa shouted out loud, followed by a heartbreaking cry. Because tired of crying constantly, he had unconsciously fallen asleep even though sometimes as much as he was still carried away with sadness.
Next day.
Caesa woke up with her head feeling so sick, she was dizzy. His eyes are hard to open.
His hands rubbed both eyes that felt heavy to just open his eyes, he was sure his eyes must be swollen from crying all night and then immediately fell asleep. It even added swelling in his eyes.
Lowering her legs off the bed, she stepped towards the dressing table. Seeing his own reflection in front of the mirror.
How sad!
Ugly!
Yes, those are two words that deserve to describe her state that is far from being okay.
Caesa melengos, she was reluctant to see the appearance of herself.
"Gue's a match for Sadgirl" Her hand grabbed a towel in the closet.
Caesa entered the bathroom with a towel in her hand.
A few minutes, Caesa came out of the bathroom already dressed in her Junior High School uniform.
He should still go to school, even if his condition is not good.
When it comes to the physical, Caesa is still strong to move. But another with his mind and heart.
Caesa wore her sunglasses, to cover her swollen eyes.
Caesa left the room and went to school without breakfast. I'm used to it.
No farewell and no breakfast.
Boro-boro breakfast, meal table is not available anything he can eat or drink. The table was clean of cups and plates.
My mom has not had breakfast since a few months ago. Where it is the peak of domestic conflict that afflicts Papa and Mama Caesa, Raka and Sina.
As usual, he gets the same question from some of his classmates. He asked why he was wearing sunglasses in class.
His other friend was wearing glasses, but it was minus glasses.
Unlike the glasses that Caesa is wearing. It is a dark color sunglasses that is black, which is usually used for relaxing, shopping, holiday, and traveling.
Surely, the glasses were not suitable at all for use in the classroom, but Caesa answered casually if she had an eye pain.
The reality was that, his eyes were swollen and sore, but more pain was felt in his heart.
His heart is filled with love for someone, but it is someone who destroys that love.
The heart and love that are still intact, have now been smashed into pieces.
After school, Caesa walked around and hid behind a wall. He watches the movements of the guy he likes, even if rejected.
He hates to remember the moment he was rejected, but the most important thing now is, he has to get info about the girl Dandy likes.
"Gue has to follow him"
Caesa follows Dandy's departure, he rides an online motorcycle taxi.
"Bang, follow the red bike"
Caesa pointed a red ninja bike in front of him.
"But it must be in accordance with the application"
"Later I pay more, already cepetan nija Bang why the hell?!"
Abang Ojol nodded in approval to customer requests with resignation.
"Oke-okay Neng"
Caesa furrowed her brows, seeing Dandy stopping his motorbike in front of a cafe.
"Does he want a date here?"
He snorted in annoyance if what he thought had really happened.
"This is the money Bang, thank you"
Caesa went down and handed over the fare.
Caesa looked for the closest position he could to eavesdrop on later.
Dandy got off his bike, approached a girl, who was dressed in a cafe waiter uniform.
"SHIFA!" Call Dandy out loud.
The girl named Syifa turned her head and turned around.
"Yes?"
"Lho Dandy?" Syifa was surprised to learn that Dandy called his name.
"Yes I" Dandy scowled to dispel his nervousness.
"Gue wants to say something to Lo"
"What by the way?" Ask Syifa curiously.
"Gue s-like Lo, you want to not be my girlfriend?"
Dandy's statement expressing his love for Syifa.
Caesa who saw that with her own eyes, clenched her hands together. From the look of his eyes emanated hatred for the figure in front of him.
Caesa leaves without hearing her continuation, without hearing Syifa's reply to Dandy's love.
Caesa does not know how Syifa replies to Dandy's love.
It was there that Caesa's hatred arose for Syifa. Though Caesa did not know, if Syifa had rejected Dandy's love subtly.
"Eum, sorry Syifa yes Dandy, Syifa can't accept Dandy"
"Syifa wants to focus the school together, so that it can help Mother Rani and the sisters in the Panti" Syifa continued.
Dandy looked down, he was sad and also sick.
It turned out that a rejection was so painful, it was appropriate that when he rejected some girls including Caesa, they all spontaneously cried out tears.
The pain is no joke coy.
Dandy raised his head and tried to smile, as if he was fine against the subtle rejection from Syifa.
"No papa, I understand"
Syifa smiled sweetly, she was relieved. Syifa thought Dandy would be angry because he had refused his love.
"Once again sorry Syifa"
"Yes, I'm sorry" Reply Dandy smiled sweetly.
Syifa also smiled sweetly to see the smile created by Dandy's lips.
"Syifa first yes, want to work first"
Dandy nodded, "Yes, his morale"
"Thank you, bye"
"Bye" Reply Dandy, he smiled looking at the departure of Syifa who had entered the cafe.
Dandy also went to ride his motorcycle with a speed above average aka speeding.
It was an outburst of his feelings.
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