The Ojek That's My Soul
Shortness of regret(Over no longer left)
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Adiguna glared while staring at the orange tinge on the western horizon.
Where dusk is now beginning to crawl closer to night.
The balcony on the top floor of his room was the second spot, where he pondered in addition to his private workspace.
On an iron chair with a small round table in front of him.
Adiguna let go of her fret, she will take the biggest decision of her life.
He seemed to be breathing heavily, his decision was final, his determination was unanimous.
Again he looked at the scattered papers before him.
Many times he calculated the amount of assets he acquired for 35 years.
His head turned to look into his room which was visible from the separation glass.
Then his eyeballs shimmered down where around his house was visible from there.
"I have to start over,"
"I will take away all this, the pseudo-luxury that is not property, the mortal luxury that I snatched from the rightful heir, the world-gloom that I achieved by cheating, the magnificent palace that I built with tyranny."
"I think I almost look like Qorun, don't I?
who worships wealth and wealth, can I be called a Pharaoh who deified power over him?"
"Na'udzubillah, they even died without a chance to repent,"
"Alhamdulillah, I am still given a second chance, I will cleanse the soul of contempt, I will purify the body that is full of bloodstains of vengeance and the sin of oppression,"
Adiguna stepped inside when the sholawat was already on a drone at the mosque, the tip of the elite housing complex.
Mirna who had just entered the room, was gasped with the appearance of Adiguna.
How not that hard and stiff face, now shaded with a stream of water flowing between his temples and jaws, even the ablution water was still seen dripping from the bangs of his hair.
"Papa_mau to the mosque?" asked Mirna with a happy hue.
"Dear, I'll be the minjem of the kang Kusdi motorcycle, our gardener," Adiguna replied even with an expensive smile, because during his life he could count how many times he did it.
That is, when he married Mirna, when his first son was born, and when the princess called him papa for the first time.
You can imagine how gloomy the face of Adiguna at that time.
Mirna cupped her hands together in front of her face.
The words of gratitude were unceasingly spoken in his heart.
The change that she never thought, she finally came also touched the soft side of her husband's heart.
"I'll call one of the servants to help you pray" said Adiguna softly with a faint smile.
" Go, welcome the cry of God."With a look of pride and a hue of love.
Mirna accompanied Adiguna's footsteps to the front of the door.
Adiguna turned around and smiled back, before finally her figure turned and went down the stairs.
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Mirna could not stop not developing her smile.
He turned the wheels on the chair he was sitting in, which helped him move for two weeks.
Mirna advanced to the front of the dressing table and then polished her face with a little moisturizer, then put on an instant veil that was draped shut to the chest.
She was waiting for her husband to come home so they could have dinner together.
A moment that had never happened in this magnificent house for so long.
Clamps, clamps,
The sound of the door opened, then displayed a tall figure of dashing pus even in middle age.
The figure was wearing a plain, cream-colored shirt and a brown plain glove cloth.
"Papa, who are you wearing ?"mirna asked in surprise, because her husband had no sarong before.
In fact, when he left, Adiguna was wearing material trousers.
" In the pinjemin kang Kusdi earlier," replied Adiguna as he approached the wife and handed her right palm to be reached by Mirna, a wife who understood the meaning of the husband, and who knew the meaning of the husband,then kiss him with reverence as a sign of devotion and respect.
Then Adiguna chuckled awkwardly as he felt this was not him.
Unlike Mirna, who responded with a smile.
For some reason the smile seemed to be, slicing the heart of an arrogan man in a class of sandals like him.
Both hands held the knee of the woman whose one leg was still in the cast, so she relied on this wheelchair to move.
"I'm sorry.for Allah's sake forgive me...,"
Adiguna could no longer hold her back, she was stunned while continuing to stroke the foot of the woman who was loved so much.
"Pa, wake up, don't you like this!" mirna exclaimed as she grabbed the shoulder of her husband who was shaking up and down.
"I will be sincere, will my pain, all paid for by the grace that God has given you, Pa!"he added.
" I've given it all back, everything I have," she said in between her tears.
"Including this house, which I will give to a foundation," she sobbed again until her whole body shook violently.
A deep regret is being felt by the champion of the dark world.
He will protect his family, even with his life.
Once enough, he watched his loved ones almost die because of his greed, because of his selfishness.
"Now, I have nothing left, other than the clothes that are attached to my body,"
"Look, my dear Mirna.., even these are the clothes and sarongs of our maid, our gardener," he explained with a face soaked in tears.
Mirna's heart also hurt, her eyes felt hot.
Until the roundness of clear crystals had poured into both cheeks.
"We still have each other, right?that's better and more important, "rejection of the words of the husband.
Mirna erased the crystal trail at the end of a man's eye, which she never hated.
He is still a hero to her, who has always looked after him for a long time.
Who will always sacrifice anything for him, always granting his request.
Mirna also felt sinful and guilty, because she felt a part in shaping the character of her husband, so that his bad habits increasingly make him a thirsty and unsatisfied man.
"That's it, Pa...,"
"There's still my work, and the work of Jihan, our daughter,"
"Even, your son already has a business,"
"A business that is directly related to the effort that I have pioneered in my entire life." Mirna said it while laughing, three days he had not met the child and daughter-in-law.
"We have enough, and we have each other." Mirna said softly while cupping a shabby face in front of her.
Adiguna caught a wiggle of lentic fingers rubbing her cheeks.
Then he put it before his lips, pecking it long and deep.
Until he returned sobbing, until his breathing faltered.
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Take out all your tightness, spend those tears of regret.
Because of the tears of repentance of a sinful servant, because of his fear of Allah.
It can actually shed the sins (it)
Until your sins are gone, Allah is forgiving and accepting of repentance.
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Mak Chibi wants new nupel dong promotion...
Still angel neh.baru loncing this afternoon.
May you also read the second work.
Blurbs:
The story of a teenage SMK who accidentally meets a young woman who is chased by a hitman.
The Muslim woman who was shot in the back felt weak because she had shed a lot of blood.
He was forced to leave his baby daughter to Andra, a tall skinny teenager with a pretty handsome face.
His intuition told him that in his presence this was a good young man.
Who is this baby really?
How did love finally come between them 18 years later?
