The Ojek That's My Soul

Nyabu

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"Why is your Deck looking for excuses? "he said as he brought his body closer and I reflexively rewinded myself.

"Do you think I'm a bad man,ha?"

he said a little, making me aghast.

I wanted to fight back, but I didn't want that to cause any trouble.

This time he held both of my hands together by grasping both of them.

I frowned feeling the pain in his tightened grip.

" What I'm doing is hurting my heart and body, is this a way to treat a friend? "obviously I tried to persuade him by understanding.

And evidently, he let go of his grasp.

" I'm sorry Dek, I don't intend to hurt you, I'm only offended because Adek often rejects me,"

he spoke slowly as if he were sorry for his treatment.

(I can be grateful, and breathe a sigh of relief now right?)

"This time I'm sorry, because I assume I don't understand yet,"

I said while rubbing my arm that was quite painful scars earlier.

"I'm sorry, Dek, I got carried away with my emotions, again,"

He said with a little head down.

"Alright, I'm sorry, as long as Akang promises never to force me again. "

I said with full affirmation.

"If not forced, will Adek accompany me on the road tomorrow?"

stare with a clear expression.

His words were a threat.

(Ck, let alone this, why even take this road of perverts. Oh my God, what do I answer?)

I am angry in my heart.

"Alright Kang, but around here aja yaa,"

my advice is to let him quickly walk out of my sight.

"Okay, okay, this neighborhood is also nothing, which is important to you,"

he answered with a smile.

I nodded slowly and passed.

Thank goodness,

Alhamdulillah, be grateful,

Finally, it was also released from the danger of demonic interference.

After entering the room, I immediately locked the doors and windows.

My heart is still worried, the sharp eyes of the man are still imprinted.

I took a deep breath and threw it away slowly.

I held onto my chest, I felt the pounding of my heart beating fast and irregularly since.

"Astagfirullah Al - Adzim! " let me say while rubbing my face with both hands.

I lay my body on that sheet of bed that was getting thinner.

My appetite is gone and the hunger is either evaporating, I just want to stretch the tension in my neck and also my mind.

Many times I took a stand and sighed, trying to close these eyes, hoping that the shadow of the incident had flashed away.

But it didn't work.

I rushed to change my clothes with a long nightgown and an instant veil, I never dared to take a night bath, let alone the bathroom outside, and at this time I felt always stalked by hungry wolves.

Before opening the door, I prayed, hoping for protection from God.

I rushed to the bathroom, washed my face and ablaze.

Hopefully after the Isha prayer my heart will be calmer.

I am here alone, no friend, far from family, but I have a God who will always take care of me.

I call the blue velvet prayer mat, facing the qibla.

I close my eyes.

(I am facing you, O Allah. Your weak and small servant is despicable) I have cried out in my heart.

I raise both my hands to ear level.

"Allaaahu... Akbar..! "

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This morning I woke up with a calmer heart, and the body was also quite rilex not as stiff as last night.

After finishing the two dawn skirts, I intend to wash my clothes.

O Allah, may there be no interference and my washing agenda is smooth.

I'm done with my weekly job, I've taken a shower and dressed.

Well, that promise has to be kept, right?

Here I am and Suryana now, filling the stomach in the morning with Shabu aka breakfast porridge.

The location is not too far from the city.

The place is also rame, so I can calmly eat my breakfast without worrying about last night happening again.

"The bury is delicious so I brought Akang here"

"In addition we need an energy fuel supply right. "obviously I am as friendly as possible, because I see the look of astonishment from his face.

He told me to choose a place and a destination.

So yeah, it's up to me.

It is safer in public and open places.

Although I'm not comfortable eating alone with her, but for my safety, what can I do.

There are always such model creatures in the world, especially around me, and again I have to drain more energy to deal with them.

If only I knew, I would have been on the brakes at home.

I unconsciously shook my head, expelling all non-no thoughts.

"Why are you so screwy Deck ? "

Suryana asked me by tilting her body towards me.

"Ah, that's, no, no problem,"

I replied with a faint smile.

"You don't like the same way I do? "

"You had to, right?"

ask again while looking at me

(How does this answer?

The question is really on target, though,

But, when I answered, Yes I was forced to go along with you.) My monologue is in my heart.

"God willing I sincerely nemenin Kang Yana breakfast. "

I assured him with a thin smile and then I sipped my warm tea, which had just arrived on our table.

(I'm not lying, I'm really sincere, hopefully my sincere intention can change all intentions, whatever it is, that may be in his mind and heart.)

Is not Allah turning over the hearts of men.

All I leave to HIM, and I take refuge only in HIM.

"Keep up why?"

"Hurt your head?"

she asked again with a frown, still belom satisfied with my answer apparently.

" I'm really okay,"

I replied, by chance the porridge of our order has been delivered by the wife of the father of the chicken porridge seller.

" Please Mas his same Mbakya, enjoyed the porridge,"

he said politely with his friendly smile, putting a bowl of porridge on our table.

" Matur suwun Bude. "I replied with a small smile, trying to return his hospitality.

It is fitting that the chicken porridge depot is always crowded by buyers, both those who eat on the spot and those who are wrapped.

In addition to the good taste and affordable price, the service is also fast and friendly.

One of the most important things is that the place and the seller are clean and tidy, even though the sales are on the side of the road.

"Let's eat kang" I told Yana.

He then answered with a smile.

We began to eat, solemnly without anyone talking.

Since every Yana was about to say something I hurriedly held her down with a hand gesture.

I tried to spend the porridge quickly, do not use chewing events, immediately swallow it maybe.Because suddenly Yana moved to sit in front of my desk. And I know that throughout the meal he kept staring at me intensely.

It is very uncomfortable and uncomfortable, in the face of the opposite sex like that.

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