The Night Woman's Woe

BLURRED

after leaving a letter to steady.with no direction and purpose I drive the car aimlessly.with an empty gaze I walked either way to mna .

right now I'm aimless, but I don't want to go home mom. I'm not going home to a solid house either. I drive a car without direction , ' I'm not going , I stopped at the beach .

I stopped the car from getting out of the car and threw a rock towards the sea. I shouted so loudly . "monkey .... yettt .. yett.

I tried to stem my tears, and at the end of it the clear crystal splashed on my cheek.

"what must I do, Lord, what is the lack of me in being a wife "

I questioned non-stop. arrive raindrops wet myself .that day it rained so hard, I was still crying under the torrential rain.

tok ...

"wait a minute "walk towards the door "

"assalam muallaikum buk "kissing mom's hand

"steady, let's go in son . at mna Merry "ask mom on staunch

"what Merry is not here buk "said staunchly looks soft ..

"do you guys fight, he's not here . maybe he'll come home later , let me call Mery yes son" said mother

"yes it's buk , I'm sure saying go home first . later if there is anything with Merry kasi strong news ya buk"

say goodbye to mommy, then head to the car parked outside.

staunchly called Merry many times but there was no answer . staunchly looking for Merry where the place was but did not find it .the solid hope was completely destroyed .

I truly regret his actions .

but what is the strong will not be able to repeat the time that has already happened. staunchly looking for Mery in mna mna. but he did not find it . all nightlife venues have been staunchly visited but did not find Merry .

Merry has left me. I feel great sorrow . the grave is not good, sleep is not good . My day without Merry is so restless . it's been a month I went back and forth to mom's house and didn't find her results .

"o Lord what should I do "a loud shout is so great, that it makes a strong voice so resounding .

it's true that I couldn't find Merry, even hired a detective with no results.

today the highway looks so crowded, the air looks so arid, it's been a month I left the strong house , I also did not go home mother . I need some time to calm my mind, maybe leaving will calm me down.

I live in a sustainable guerrilla boarding house, the boarding house here is so spacious, and so wide. There are hundreds of boarding rooms in this place .my boarding room is on the fifth floor . this boarding house includes very free, many young couples who cost here .

it looks like a lot of women night boarding in this place, so free men and women come in and out in this place . I've been used to such an atmosphere .

when I was sunbathing to see the view from the balcony of room , there was the sound of a door banging so strong

doorrr.. dorrr ...

the sound of the door banging sounded so loud . I walked towards the sound, I opened the door so quickly . I saw a thin woman in front of me, brown-skinned , his condition is so messy .

"sister may I be here for a moment" with my hands pleading with me. I told the woman to go into my room . She looked so trembling . then I get the mineral water from the fridge ,

"please drink "give a bottle containing mineral water .

"thank you, brother" said the woman.

dor .. dorr. dorr ..

again the sound of my door in someone's door with so strong her. When I want to walk open the door , the woman holds tightly my hand and puts out a face so sad .

"Jagan says I'm here yes brother "pinta nya while pengelasikan to me .

I nodded my head, immediately walking towards the door bangs that sounded so loud . when I opened the door, I saw two tall and large-bodied people . his face looked so sad , pakayan used like a thug .

"in the mna the woman " shouted so loudly .

"old mna woman, myself" said Merry .

he looked around his eyes looking for someone.

" just look if you hide that damned woman, just look I'll chop your head off !! " the tone was so loud, the two thugs then ran westward.I rushed in and locked the room tightly.

I opened the cupboard I had locked from the outside to get the woman out .

"butter out "says Merry

the woman then came out, with a face that looked so pale.

"thank you very much, you wanted to make me run away from the thugs, if there was no brother to help me I could be mocked by the thugs "

"you cost here" asked Merry

"she introduced my name Abel, my room at the end of number 12a . three rooms from my sister's room".

"well Merry, you live alone" asked Abel

"it's me alone "

"sister as a thank you, please accept this "give a white crystal in a plastic clip .

"what is this I asked Abel " while looking at the goods given to Abel .

"do you not know this mer , yes udh if so later I teach you how to wear it "

with a stupid look Mery followed what Abel told her to do . arrived from the plastic bottle I had given Abel . able to turn it into a tool .

I didn't understand that but when I sucked it with a pipette, it came out quite thick smoke . for the first time I used it . I don't understand it, but when I let out such thick smoke .

I feel the pleasure so delicious . Merry and Abel used that thing ,

"Merry you Jagan once told a siyapa too, keep this matter a secret "to Abel while pleading with me .

"he is calm" said Merry .

after the ritual was completed Abel asked for Merry's phone number they exchanged hp numbers .Abel finally left Merry's room .when Abel started to leave Merry's room .

sitting on a mattress, I took my smartphone . I searched on google what I had been wearing just now , I just found out that it's a very dangerous thing .

siyapa wearer and circulate it can go to prison I was immediately goosebumps reading it.

but after wearing that thing, I don't want to eat, and I can't sleep.

I took my cell phone . then I saw hundreds of times I saw missed calls from staunch. there were some from mom .

I'm picking up mom's number .

enquiry .. tuuuttt ....

"yes son, you how are you "ask mother to Merry

"Merry is good just buk , later Merry will go home let Merry find calm ya buk "

" what's wrong with you, why leave the house, strong often stay at home mom just to invite you home "

when mother spoke like that arrived the clear crystal came out flowing down my cheeks.I tried to be strong .

"biyasa buk household conflict" said Mery

"mom believes you son, you can definitely solve all this "

"yes udh buk , take care of your health" said Merry

after I finished calling my mother tears can no longer be held anymore . I looked so ,

I'm just an ordinary man not young to forgive someone's mistakes just like that.

suddenly my phone rang it was Abel who called me .

"Merry you want to join the dugem "

without thinking long "I want to take a shower first I will go to your room "

"well I'll wait" said Abel .

walpun eyes Merry Masi hambap because all day Merry menagis . I hurried to shower, after deciding to leave the house I never to mna mna , I ordered a meal from the goo food app .

after a month of this first time I came out, with Abel I wore a white t-shirt, wearing Levis hotpant pants, wearing a watch, white shoes, white shoes , and Levis's colored hat .with makeup that was so natural I walked towards Abel's boarding room.

apparently Abel was waiting for me that day Abel's boyfriend was there. I was banned from carrying a car . so I was with Abel and his girlfriend .

"Mery knows this is my girlfriend's name is Tomi "

I shook hands with Tomi, the end of her three of us way to the parking lot .

there were so many young people in that boarding house, when I started to come down, all eyes were on me. All at seeing us cynically .

the three of us got in Tomi's car, I sat in the back . before leaving I asked God hopefully nothing happened on the road .

I headed for the golden dragon, before which I had never come to that place.The three of us went inside. Like his Abel and Tomi had come there often. many waiters greeted them .

we sat at the top table . the atmosphere of the night was very crowded , that night in the place there was even a famous DJ who was playing there . the atmosphere was quite lively , the sound of music that sounded so loud .

I used to work as a night woman, maybe drinking alcohol with DJ music has become a favorite part of Merry . at the time of the household sometimes I like kangen with discotheque atmosphere , but to step into the discotheque I'm scared to death .

now that I'm not together staunchly I'm starting again that habit .