The Night Woman's Woe

HEARTBREAKER

that day I was destroyed as destroyed his .

I have been in a relationship with Riko for quite a while but there is no clarity.

he came in my hour of need but when I needed a boyfriend he was never next to me.

sometimes I need a boyfriend figure who is always beside me, sometimes I also want to feel the Sunday night with a girlfriend, ngedate, watch ya like a young man in general.

but it will never happen to me, what else since the figure of Nadira left me. I my heart is completely empty .

I was driving that day without a purpose, either want to go to mna . the end I pulled over on the beach. while contemplating my fate this .

dret .. dret ..

my phone sounds .

apparently the phone number is not known to call me.

I picked up the phone . I spoke right away

"this siyapa "ask me on an unknown number

"i'm Siti, I'm Riko's wife . You're Merry aren't you ?

"yes, Mery, what's up on my phone

there was the voice of the woman who was crying, her voice sounded so sad.

"i ask for help with you, please stay away from Riko ya mer, Riko already has three children, kasian my son. please ya mer.

" yes I will stay away from her mba Siti .

" he will leave me .

I turned off the phone unilaterally.

I was confused as to where to be . whereas I was very kasian to see mba Siti never plural by her own husband. made my heart so sad .

honestly I love Riko, but I also need certainty . what else I've been in a relationship with her long enough. I also really want to have a lover who is as whole as mine .

dret .. dret ...

my phone went back to ringing, I picked up the phone again.

"keep on doing what you want Merry "

" it's been our time up here aja mas Riko, we've been dating for a long time, but there's no clarity from you, besides you don't want to marry me , yes udh so what to do in maintaining this relationship mas . if Same you are too long to lose in me mas , my age is increasing , continue later when I'm old you niggalin I do it "

I also when I talk I also considered it to be her .

he who remained silent could not answer my question immediately turned off my phone .

indeed, I dated Riko for quite a long time, from my school to graduate school, had several years of love with Riko . but for a long time my adult thinking began to change .

starting to think more mature, indeed I met with Riko is no longer a virgin, because indeed I sold my virginity to get money, but I also want clarity from Riko , ' ', ' because indeed I sold my virginity to get money , indeed at that time Riko had no final clarity on which I chose to retreat .

for the first time an old wife spoke politely to me . so I also began to feel sorry for Mba Siti who was never in the jamah with her suwami after knowing me she never did bed relationship .

there are many factors I choose to withdraw from this relationship , she who has no clarity , she who is too possessive , when my phone number is off , she always accuses me of being careless , ' he said , his words were always rude to me. Plus his wife begged me to leave her.