The Na Jaemin Storage Program (NCT X AESPA)

A morning full of sins

"Huek huek huek!" Already from the morning Minjeong kept vomiting, anyways it was her own fault that she did not want to eat breakfast and worse in also not eating dinner.

I could not calm down to see him continue to spit out his entrails that only contained liquid, because his stomach was empty naturally only water that he managed to vomit.

I just got home from shopping for some baby needs, our son is now three months old so I'm very busy with Dongha taking care of all his needs, although it has been helped by Bu Minju and Mama but it turns out that caring for twins is indeed as busy as it is.

The two children always cry alternately, they also pass urine alternately, usually at night the other sleep awake, rarely they sleep simultaneously.

Even so hassles and lack of sleep but I as a parent like this, because when I saw them smile my heart was at peace all the burdens that were stuck on my shoulders instantly collapsed if my two babies responded to any form of affection that I did.

Before returning to my apartment I stopped by the Minjeong residence, he was well so I did not visit him very often, because too busy taking care of the babies did not feel I had almost a week to ignore him. And today was the peak, the mother who cared for Minjeong reported to me that she did not want to eat, and continued to confine herself in the room.

Minjeong did not eat of course it was not a good thing, because all this time helped his assistant Minjeong continue to pump his acid to be given to my baby, my babies are growing healthy because of the quality of breast milk provided by their biological mothers.

Ms. Yeri, her assistant Minjeong, comes to my apartment every morning to give her milk in a small bottle to give to my baby, in front of Dongha I ordered her to claim to be Winter's birth mother, because Dongha had always known Winter aka Minjeong was living alone with her mother.

But this morning Ms. Yeri did not come as usual, even though the stock of breast milk in the refrigerator was running out so I intended to visit Minjeong to know the situation, I was worried about her no matter how she was my wife.

Ku massage soft nape behind Minjeong helped him to be more free to let out nausea that continues to suppress his flat stomach that is slightly sagging after giving birth, she said, that sagging flat stomach is a silent witness that my son once shaded the life inside there.

"Jaemn...." He nodded slowly while grabbing my hand,

"Udah? Still nauseous?" I asked her to help her stand up from a squatting position facing the closet, she just shook her head slowly then I immediately led her out of the bathroom to her private room and immediately laid her on the bed.

"Where is your stomach?" Minjeong was just silent not intending to let out any sound from her lips.

"Eat ya! I'm bribe." I reached for the hot porridge that sat on the nightstand near us, this porridge had just been made by Bu Yeri at my direction, because before he was confused about what to cook because Minjeong always refused the food given to him.

"aaaaa, open her mouth!" I pointed one spoon closer towards Minjeong, but she did not want to open her mouth and just looked at me coldly.

"Min let's eat, don't do this, you'll get sick." I said softly, then back scooping the porridge for her.

"Why? What did you eat?" I asked her soft foam, so that she could melt and obey me this time.

"You're the bad Jaem." I don't understand the two black netra started to blush the next second she cried.

"I know, I'm sorry!" My reply was as calm as possible.

"You're evil, aren't you aware? You just make me a tool, you take my son and then you make me a breast-producing device, you come and go as you like."

"You came when you needed it, I hate Jaemm..." Minjeong started to make a sound despite her weakness she tried to let out all her anger.

"No, I'm trying to be fair." I put the porridge back in my hand on the table, then I looked at Minjeong inside.

"So you said? But what's Jaem, you're more with Dongha, you're just coming to me once in a while that's what you call fair Huh?"

"Yes that's natural, Dongha has a hard time caring for my baby baby, so I have to help her."

"But he is not alone Jaem, there is a mama there is a Minju even Donghyuck and his father also often come, ah not often every day, every day Dongha in the company of people while I?" Minjeong took her breath trying to control those tears that kept dripping,

"I only hope in your presence, but also difficult? You promised, but why gini?"

"Minjeong please understand, I know you are lonely but I also try to divide the time for you, I promise you later if the child is already big enough and not too fussy I'm sure! Must always be here with you."

"Jaem's lie, you've often said that."

"Promise, I promise. I've often said you're also my wife, I'll be fair."

"Yes baby?"

"i'm your wife, right?"

"why ask, the answer is clear."

"then why haven't you ever touched me like a wife?"

"I.., I'm just."

"What germs?"

"Can I?" I hesitated, because honestly since the hospital incident, I had realized my feelings, I began to open my feelings to him, I began to melt every time he was the one who bet his life in giving birth to my angel.

I actually wanted to touch her like a wife, too, but I was afraid, afraid that if I touched her it would make Minjeong return to the memory of that night, my memory turned into a monster and messed things up. Shouldn't a woman be traumatized by a man who has raped her?

I think so, Minjeong must have been traumatized by me, so as much as I could restrain myself, so that the pieces of memory that night would no longer be twisted in his mind, I want him to forget how stupid I was that night.

"Hmmm!" Minjeong just cleared her throat must have responded to my question.

"You, don't you hate me? Ask me again.

"Hate you for what?"

"I'm the guy who messed things up anyway."

"I never hated you Jaem, I loved you. I really love you Na Jaemin."

I froze for a few minutes, hearing her declaration of love just now, something was stirring in my face when I heard that.

It felt like something was growing on my chest, something that pushed me to do more, something that pushed me to open my defensive fort.

I looked at Minjeong fixedly, her black pupils trembling as I got closer to her, I could not stand her slowly I pressed my lips against her, and then began to move a little aggressively.

As I was busy sipping and siphoning the salivary I slowly felt Minjeong's hand move into my chest, with Minjeong's heart began to unbutton my shirt one by one, without letting go of our lip grumbling, without letting go of our lips, I helped that tiny hand to open the shirt I was wearing.

"Bahh." Almost out of oxygen immediately I release this levies, Minjeong smilingly looked at my face which was only about five inches from his lips, my stupid brain even focused with Minjeong's lips wet from my actions.

"Can?" I asked once more, before we went deeper.

Again Minjeong smiled again and nodded, feeling given space with enthusiasm I immediately led myself to do more.

Slowly but surely I managed to get Minjeong to take off all the clothes she was wearing, without a doubt I did exactly what I was supposed to do.

I feel a little guilty for Dongha, but the guilt is of course inferior to my current lust, besides Minjeong and my wife is not entirely I am wrong.

That morning I should have just checked Minjeong's condition and picked up a few liters of breast milk stored in the refrigerator in the kitchen, but it became an exciting morning.

It was a long morning, a morning that made me again drown in sin.

But is this a sin? I did it with Minjeong the woman who was also my wife, I did not know this was a sin or what I knew when I went deeper into the game my feelings were getting bigger.

"I love you..." My whisper in his ear next to our hot activity.

Seriate.