
This early morning atmosphere was completely deserted the maternity clinic that I went to had no other patients besides us, although the situation was so quiet and soothing but my opposite feeling I continued to fidget thinking about the fate of Minjeong in the doctor said she had to be operated on immediately because if it was too late the baby could fail, tonight she really had to give birth and the risk is that our child will be born prematurely.
Poor Minjeong due to my carelessness had to undergo an internal cesarean operation when she always wanted a normal body while holding my hand, but it seemed like it would only be a dream for her. I actually don't really care how the birth process is the most important both of my babies can be born safely, that's my only goal.
Even my little heart once wished that Minjeong would just die giving birth, if that woman died then I would no longer bother to cover up my disgrace on this one.
I kept pacing back and forth chanting many prayers for the safety of my son who was born prematurely, I was really not calm as long as there was no news that my son was born safely.
Bugh
Suddenly someone punched me in the cheekbone, I grimaced with the pain running through my face.
"aishh shit, why are you"
"Jeno?" I didn't mislead that the person who just hit me earlier was Jeno, she looked at me with anger at Karina behind her.
"Jaemin you son of a bitch!"
Bugh
Again Jeno threw a punch in my jaw until I staggered back.
"I know you're an asshole, but I don't justify a husband beating his wife let alone her being pregnant."
Bugh
Bugh
"Jen, relax. I know I was wrong! But we better not fight here."
"It's a stupid hospital!" I fought back, I managed to fend off Jeno's last attack.
After being pulled by Karina to sit down, Jeno looked calmer.
"Jaemin how?" Karina asked after we were the same as sitting in the waiting chair.
"She's in surgery, Minjeong has to have her baby cesarean section removed immediately." Reply potluck.
"Jaemin you're a fool, right? I don't know I just get annoyed to hear you slap and push Minjeong to the point." Jeno cut off Karina, but I saw Karina still wanting to talk,
"Yes I know, I was wrong Jen I swear I accidentally, I didn't expect my push to be too hard."
"You know Jaem, I'm just as much of a jerk as you, but all my life I've never hit let alone been rude to a woman, especially that woman was pregnant with your child."
"Even if I get upset with Aeri I just keep quiet, I can't afford to yell at her and hit her, because I witnessed for myself how hard it was that Aeri gave birth to my son."
"If you can't beat her because she's the mother of your child, but why would you betray her?" Jeno was silent at my question earlier, she took a breath for a moment there was a hint of regret on her face.
Jeno grabbed Karina's hand and held it tightly, "I don't know, I love this woman beside me too. It all just happened,"
"If you have to choose? who will you choose?" I asked, Jeno was silent while Karina was just like me staring at Jeno demanding an answer. But instead of answering Jeno instead silent a thousand languages.
"Jen Jaw!" Karina, I exclaimed,
"I'm..."
"I don't know, Karin I love you but I love and need Aeri too. I've been depending on him all this time."
Looking at Jeno who couldn't make her choice, I'm a little proud of myself. If I were to be asked of course I would answer I would choose Dongha, even though Minjeong is the mother of my son but my heart is only for Dongha, I will not fall in love with anyone but him.
Around five in the morning, a doctor came out of Minjeong's room and followed several sisters behind him.
"Good father, your son was born safely. They're twin boys and for premature babies, the physical size is strong enough."
"I don't think he'll live long in an incubator." Said the woman doctor with a radiant face,
"my child was born?" I don't believe it, there's a feeling of happiness and sadness in my heart.
"Yes, please visit her in the nursery!"
Without saying thank you I immediately ran to the room meant by the doctor's mother, I cried to see my two babies were asleep in the incubator, they are really small, I can't wait to hold and look at those tiny hands.
"Dad, it's daddy son." I whispered gently pasting my lips on the wall of the glass barrier.
"Father's son." I continued to recite the prayer of gratitude in my heart, "It's fast to be healthy so we will go home to see Mother."
Jeno Karina came up to me they also looked happy when they looked at my two sons.
"They look a lot like you." Karina said,
"Congratulations Jaem you're officially a father, my cousin you have a great responsibility." Timpal Jeno while embracing my shoulder.
The three of us are still busy admiring the work of God who has just been present on the face of the earth, they really look adorable to sleep while poking his lips.
When I was busy staring at my babies I felt something shake from my jacket pocket, someone called.
"Hello baby?" Sapaku greeted someone across the street who was talking to me.
"Hello Jaem, Jaemin where did you go in the morning?" Ask the caller who else if not Dongha,
"Dongha are you still on camera? You and brother don't know I'm leaving yet?"
"Nobody's awake yet."
"Thank God."
"So where are you in the morning?"
"Dongha, I'm sorry I left you alone. You know I freaked out when I got Winter's call bleeding."
"Blooding?"
"Yes, her mother called me, she said her son slipped in the bathroom, and he was bleeding. I panicked so I rushed over and drove him to the hospital."
"Why don't you think of Jaem?"
"She's bleeding heavily so her son's doctor said she should be born soon."
"then what happened?"
"God Dongha, our son was born safe even though premature."
"Huh?" Samar I heard across the street my wife was crying, "Where does Jaem the hospital where do I want to follow?" Ask.
"Propay ya! Later if the situation is stable I will take you to meet our baby, but now can't."
"Why?"
"There's Winter here, baby she doesn't want to see you, we have to wait until Winter calms down."
"I ask for help, yes, you stay out as usual using your fake stomach. Later if it is safe we have to engineer that you are the one who pre-dates and gives birth prematurely, then our child can already be seen to everyone."
"If nanyain's father I say I've gone home to the apartment first, I'll pick you up in the afternoon."
Without saying the closing sentence I immediately turned off our phone connection because Jeno had already forcibly pulled my hand to visit Minjeong's room. He said Minjeong was conscious and kept looking for me.
I entered quietly into the postoperative room, the smell of drugs immediately racing into my sense of smell.
I saw clearly Minjeong lying limp in the bansal, whether there was an impulse from which I immediately hugged and kissed her saying many words of thanks.
I also cried sobbing regretting my treatment of him who was too rude, he did not respond to anything even the movement of his hands was not there.
"Minjong?" I looked up my head at his face which turned out to be closed tightly back.
What's this is is she asleep because she's still tired? Or he fainted or not. It's impossible even if I wish he died, but this time I'm not willing.
Suddenly I felt sorry for him, the slumbering face made me realize that there was a lot of sincerity from him.
"Minjeonga? You sleeping? You don't want to see our baby?" I whispered in his ear.
Suddenly I saw the control machine next to Minjeong showing a straight line and suddenly sounding fast.
"What'sthis? No, please don't."
"Minjeong are you strong? Let's hang on." With the medical science I had I tried to pump up Minjeong's chest which stopped going up and down.
I panicked so much that I was afraid that his heartbeat would not return, I took out all my prayers that had prayed for him to leave forever, I removed all the useless swearing I used to say to him.
Please God, help me this time...
Seriate.