The Morning Mentari

Eject All Burden

"I don't like you being close to anyone...

I don't want anyone to touch you...

go to college well...

give back what is yours...". Hans' words kept ringing in Asya's ears, his mind drifting at his last meeting with Hans last night.

"Does Hans really know who I am...?. Asya tried to digest Hans' words.

Not many people know who Asya really is. Asya always covered her identity from anyone, she also never tried to tell others that she was the daughter of the Atmaja family. A successful entrepreneur, who has been victorious in various lines of business. Since bad disasters happened in his family, Asya closed all information about him, he wanted others to know him as Asyakira Azkara. He wants to live quietly with his mother and sister after the death of his beloved father.

"What should I give back...?, mine??? what'sthat...?". Asya tries to remember what something means to her, whether her wealth, her father's company or her family...

But Asya who when the Atmaja family bankruptcy event was still 14 years old, did not feel owned all that, which he knew all the assets of his family and his father's company had run out because of the failure of his father's project, which he knew, so that at this time he had to live a short life with his mother and his sister Arsya.

"*the correct lecture....

ahhhhhh....

For a long time she was like a chatty mother...

indeed all this time, I didn't really school*..... ". Asya nagged herself who was sitting in the seat of the hallway of Bina Bangsa High School.

His feelings are still raging, looking for the real reason for the riled up feeling that is now sweeping him.

"then what do you really want Hans.. brengs*k...". Asya cursed Hans in her heart.

The tightness in Asya's chest was increasingly heavy, not because he had asthma, but because there was a great sense of loss. No questions have been answered about Hans's crazy behavior lately, even just like that Hans left him.!ru

"Hufft....". Asya let out a burden that stuck in her heart, That big breath became the intermediary of her current anger and disappointment.

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"Yes... You haven't come home yet...?". Dino, who had just finished her three-finger stamp, walked up to Asya, who was sitting in the school hall chair alone, staring blankly at the garden before her.

"ehhh.... Same wait for you....". Asya retaliates against Dino's view of questioning his existence. Asya's smile was forced to warm the atmosphere between them.

"When did you leave Din ? ". Asya shifted from her seat to make room for Dino and Davin, allowed them to sit next to her, and asked Dino's departure to Australia to continue her education there.

"I leave in two days...". Dino took a seat beside Asya, while answering Asya's question.

"what are you Vin...?". Asya turned to his right side, where Davin was sitting.

"I'm in a week, wait for the end....". Davin's smile accompanied Asya's answer, a little calming.

"Wahhh... y'all will go yes....". Asya looked ahead. The sense of loss reappears. At least during this time with her friends, Asya always felt calm and comfortable. Although they all came from rich families, they always respected Asya and never asked the origin of Asya.

"The graduation will be very quiet without you...". Asya looked blankly lamenting the void within her at this moment.

"Relax Sya... we can still chatan.. later if the holiday fit we definitely nyariin you....". Dino rubbed Asya's shoulders, comforting her friend's heart which was currently looking troubled and sad. Asya's face looks grim not as bright as usual.

Davin who is on the right side of Asya also patted Asya's back giving comfort to his best friend. Davin said nothing he knew how much Asya was losing right now, not only because he was going to be separated from himself or Dino, but actually the sense of loss was aimed at Hansel, his cousin.

Asya felt the great attention of these two companions, they were very sincere, Asya became slightly amused by their presence.

Although not able to linger with them, at least Dino and Davin say goodbye more appropriate to Asya before they continue their education abroad.

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The journey that was passed in a few minutes stopped after arriving in front of Asya's house. The tenement house is simple, but looks neat and beautiful with some plants in the front yard.

Asya got down from Davin's car, closed the back door of the car slowly. Asya stepped towards the front door, bowed her body, and thanked Dino and Davin.

The horn that reads 2 times, became a symbol of goodbye from his two friends. Asya noticed Davin's car that was driving slowly, until it was no longer visible on the road of his house.

Asya walked gontai enter the house, not much sound that he made. At the moment Asya is lazy. Asya looked around the room, she did not see her mother or sister at home.

Asya continued her steps towards the room, the most comfortable place for her and also a place to store all her complaints during these three years.

Asya opened the blue Levis jacket attached to his body. Asya hung her jacket on the hanger, and placed it on the clothes hanger in her room. The sling bag he was wearing was also hung next to his jacket.

Asya stepped towards her small bed. He sat at the end of the bed, sighing deeply heavy, Asya threw half of his body on the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling of the room in white.

Asya lifted the phone, turned on the camera feature, chose the front camera and pointed it to the neck. Asya glanced towards the mobile phone screen, Asya wanted to see the trace of Hans left on his body.

Still clearly visible, the blackish-red color that is almost all over the neck right and left, he can not count it, somehow Hans left his footprint there.

The mobile phone in Asya's hand was thrown away along with his right and left arm's hands simultaneously fell on the mattress.

Asya gets annoyed at Hansel who leaves a trail of kiss**nya around his neck.

"do you really want termites bod**...???". Asya snorted in his heart

"Is it possible that we will meet again Hans...?,

why just leave...

should have given me an explanation first....

why come and go...". Clear liquid dripped just like that in the corner of Asya's eyes.

The details of the outpouring of anger, hurt, disappointment and also the sense of loss, blending into one created teardrops from within Asya's heart.

Asya's tears increasingly flowing, no longer able to hold and stem his feelings.

Asya took out all the burdens she had harbored all this time .

The burden he covered with laughter and indifference, now no longer able to cover his pain. Asya let go of everything with tears. The sound of his crying was inaudible, only the walls of the room bore witness to how fragile he was today.

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