
Pov (May Bu)
My name is May but my real name is Maesaroh the given name of my late mother.
I was born into a poor family, from a young age I had a hard life. My mother was a widow, because my father died from a hit-and-run while coming home from a hangover. I didn't feel at all sad when he died because as long as he lived it only troubled me and mother. I used to almost have a sister but my mother miscarried because of violence committed by my father.
After my father's death, my mother worked in the city as a domestic assistant, while I lived with my aunt in the village, her younger sister. My aunt was also a childless widow. Because of the limited cost of my education just did not finish junior high school. Mom promised that when the savings were collected she would send me back to school and we would stay together again. All day I helped my aunt work the fields that belonged to people.
To contact me, my mother used her employer's home phone to call the village chief's house because my village is only certain people who have a phone. At that time it was still rare for villagers who had not been using a mobile phone.
He always told me about the kindness of his employer, sometimes his mother sent me clothes and food that he said his employer gave him.
I miss you so much, I want to live in the city. It didn't feel like my mom worked there for two years.
Until one day a luxury car came to my village. It must be a car from the city because in my village there are no cars that good.
It turns out that the right one who came was a complaint from my mother's employer. He was told to pick me up to meet mom. I was so happy that, after packing and saying goodbye to others, we went to the city. Aunt send greetings to mom.
This is the first time I've ever been in a car this good, said the driver, who took about six hours to get there. Along the way I was fascinated by the scenery I saw, because honestly this was never the time for me.
Finally we arrived in the city, I fell asleep. When I woke up it was night but I was confused why we went to the hospital. After parking the car, I was invited inside. I followed him to take me.
We passed through the hallways of the quiet hospital until we got to a place where I saw a beautiful woman wearing a long veil approaching us, then hugging me. It turned out that she was Marlina's mother, my mother's master.
I asked where my mother was, but she asked me to come into a room. After going inside, I saw a woman lying on all the medical devices attached to her body. At first I didn't know he was ready, as the closer I was to shed were my tears. It turned out that the woman was my mother who was lying weak.
"Sri, your daughter's here". Marlina said softly to my mother.
Slowly she opened her eyes, and I approached and held her hand. He smiled at me, he was too thin.
"Have you come yet? I miss you so much. You're getting more beautiful". Said the mother trying to smile while enduring the pain.
I cried sobbing seeing my mother's condition. From the explanation of Marlina's mother turned out that the mother had ovarian cysts and the disease had long eaten away the mother's body, so the mother wandered into the city to collect her medical expenses.
In the rest of her breath she left me to her master and Miss Marlina promised to take care of me and make me her adopted son. After that, she breathed her last breath. I was hysterical and almost fainted. Marlina's mother tried to calm me down.
Tomorrow morning after managing the administration and management of the mother's body, we prepare to buried the mother's body in my hometown. I had already told my aunt. I was accompanied by Marlina's mother in the ambulance, while her husband followed in the car with his son. Along the way I did not stop crying over my mother's departure.
Arriving in the village, at home aunt is ready all the needs to take care of the body of the mother who was helped by the residents.
After the mother's body was buried, Ms. Marlina and her husband, Mr. Winata, expressed their intention to raise me as their son. My aunt agreed to their intentions because for my future, I'm sure my life will be guaranteed to say stay with them.
After three days, my mother moved to the city to start a new life.
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I also changed my name to May, because the name Maesaroh is not suitable for my current appearance. Surya also introduced me to his friends, namely Danang, Mansur, Sari and Salamah. The six of us grew up together until we were adults. I know Surya likes me but I am more interested in his friend named Danang, but I have to feel heartache because my beloved man even likes another woman, Sari, girls with simple looks even impressed village. Though I was much more everything than Sari but why Danang chose the ugly girl instead.
Since then I have been hostile towards Sari and Danang. My heart ache grew because they both decided to get married. Mansur and Salamah were also married. I also began to open my heart to Surya even though I did not love him but because of the persuasion of my adoptive parents I accepted it. I also want their treasures to fall into mine however Surya is their only child.
Finally I also received a proposal Surya on condition that our wedding must be held with the merry Surya and my future in-laws agreed to it because of their affection for me. Although his parents are located but Mas Surya prefers to be a teacher who is his dream rather than being a trader like his parents.
Our marriage was grand and festive for the size of my time, because I was an orphan so I used a judge. I don't invite people from my village including my aunt because I don't want people to know that I'm from the village. Moreover, my in-laws are distinguished people, I reasoned that aunt was sick and could not attend. Even when my aunt died I did not come to her funeral even though the representative from the village had informed me.
After six months of marriage I was declared pregnant, my in-laws and husband spoiled me. Their kindness I use to fulfill all my desires.
Nine months later I gave birth to a very handsome boy whom we named Aryanda Winata. Salamah and Sari had not yet been given any children when they were married to me first, as they were both barren.
When my son was two years old, my father-in-law died of diabetes that he had long suffered. While my mother-in-law began to get sick - sick since the departure of my father-in-law, he said, so he had to go back and forth to seek treatment that made Mas Surya busy with taking care of his mother and rarely at home that there was no time for me and his son. I who from the beginning did not love him, did not care about the absence of him that is important my life remains a treasure.
I also began to make friends with socialite mothers, the time I spent having fun and squandering money. My son Ryan was taken care of by the nanny I hired so as not to interfere with my pleasure.
Until finally I had an affair with a man when Mas Surya was driving my mother-in-law out of town. From the forbidden relationship it resulted in me getting pregnant from my affair. I love him because he can satisfy me and knows how to please me. When I told her about my pregnancy, she dumped me for preferring her legal wife, and then she went back to her native country. I was fooled by him who said he was a widower.
I hate him for wanting to abort the child I bear, I don't want this bastard. I also went to Salamah to take me to a child shaman. Although I have been in contact with him for a long time but he was the closest to me. It turned out that she was also pregnant, while the damn Sari had not been pregnant that I heard Danang was troubled, fortunately I did not marry the barren man, as a reply from my heartache.
About my intention to abort my womb was opposed by Salamah, he even persuaded me to keep it. I also agree to him as long as he doesn't tell anyone about the origin of this child.
After a year of struggling my mother-in-law also caught up with her husband. And the bastard was born, Mas Surya gave the name Arya Winata. Fortunately the child's face was similar to mine so that my husband did not suspect, I did not want to be poor anymore if Surya divorced me. I hate that kid who reminds me of that jerk because he inherited his father's eyes. But he became my husband's favorite son.
I never took care of that kid in the slightest of all he took care of by the nanny, even I didn't want to give him ASI. Five years later I gave birth to Rani. We spoil him so much.
But because of my behavior that likes to waste money, making our finances slump plus the store owned by my late father-in-law threatened to go bankrupt, all that remained was the house we occupied because the other treasures had been sold for the treatment of my late father-in-law. But my first son Ryan is reliable, he who has been independent can be successful with his furniture business. She is married to a woman from above.
For the bastard was also a manager thanks to my husband who insisted on lecturing him. Although he always gave me his salary but I never considered it. Until he asked permission to marry a village girl from outside the island, I was against it because I wanted to match her with my socialite friend Siska's son but Mas Surya instead supported the damn child I was forced to agree to.
They married in the village of the woman without my presence only my husband who accompanied her. It turns out that my dislike of my second daughter-in-law was indeed based because she was a bad-ass carrier. When they were just a few months married, Arya in PHK and followed by the death of Mas Surya. Moreover, she was not also pregnant, surely the village woman was barren.
After my husband died I took Arya and his wife to move into my house so I could become my free maid anyway they were also hitchhiking and Arya was still unemployed. When he had a job even as a secretary, I told them to pay rent to live in my house. But presumptuously they even moved from this house and after that they even successfully opened a business, Arya also returned to be a manager in his old company.
I do not accept their success, I also deserve to feel their money. Because Ryan's business is in trouble so he rarely sends me money. So I have to use Arya. But I felt like I was slapped because the damn woman had dared to fight me, my intention to humiliate her was even reciprocated by the news of her pregnancy. I swear I wish his son died. I wanted to return it but Salamah came to defend her. I finally left, because my secret was with him.
I promise to ruin Arya's happiness and that damn woman, I have to separate them so that Arya can I match up with Siska.
Oya I still have a secret again, which maybe if exposed I can go to jail. May this secret be safe forever. All you know is me and God.
Seriate