The Million Charm of the Young Widow

A story between me and my late husband

Just one week after Ijab qabul, my husband Rei was pronounced dead.

I'm sorry my husband, when your last moment was, my mother-in-law and I went to attend a graduation ceremony to college, but don't get me wrong or my mother-in-law completely. Because our departure at that time was due to the coercion of Rei. He with his kekeh told his mother-in-law to be willing to accompany me at that time, until the end with a heavy heart, we both went to campus, while Rei was only accompanied by my father-in-law, and I was alone, which is indeed since the time Rei was sick, the father-in-law chose to do all his office duties at home. Their affection for Rei is truly extraordinary, for them Rei is everything.

But, yes, the fate of God is indeed no one can guess, as well as about my love story and Reihan. Our love must be separated by death, not of our own volition, but this is the real proof of our creator's power.

There is no creature on earth that can defy his own life line, even though he has planned, but still, God is the determinant of everything.

Just until the forty days of the memory of my late husband Reihan's death, I decided to return to my two parents' estate. And my mother-in-law too?

Of course they let him. Not because they don't like it, but they don't curb it or forbid it, my mother and father-in-law are good parents, because of my happiness, choices and dreams, and my life journey is long. (Hopefully). They let myself make any decisions. Even without me asking, they bequeathed ten-door contracts to me. Isn't it?" Sure oes.

Just imagine, in the future, I only need to withdraw the rent every month to the tenants of the inheritance they give. In fact, even though Reihan was gone, they still expected that I would consider them like my own parents. Oh, what a dream in-law, right?

But, despite being treated very well by them, not necessarily making me big head, I actually feel ashamed of my late husband Rei, for one week to be his first wife, he said, I never even gave her anything. Including the inner rights that he can get from me whenever he wants. But for real, he kept my honor until the end of his life. I once asked him why for three days we were married, he never asked me for his rights, we only slept one bed hugging, just kissing, that's not more, it's also because I took the initiative to start first. Until I thought "what is it because of his illness, making Reihan roosters unable to function anymore ?"

But my doubts were not proven at all, because Rei told me

" I'm a normal Rin man, but it's not that I don't want to do that to you, I'm just afraid, someday my seeds will grow in your womb. And by then, I was gone. And there is only you who will be burdened because of that, you have to take care of all of her own, bear all the burden alone, without me beside you. I'd be very guilty if it happened to you. I'm sorry, I. You know, my age might just last until now, later, or tomorrow. And if that day comes, I just want you to take me for granted, and start a new life, find a man who truly loves you sincerely.I really love you Karina, I love you so much Karina, thank you for wanting to be my wife, the wife of a useless sick man like me. I love you Karina larasati ".

Even in the past, when I and the late Reihan were still dating for many years, even though Reihan was still physically healthy, he never asked to do anything more than just pee, and it was very very rarely he did, even though very many college men who blatantly praised the makeup of my body, he said, my beautiful face and sexy body that I have is clearly a special attraction for men, who will reject the charm of a Karina?, who will resist the charm of a Karina man?, but it was Reihan who was acting behind him, just kissing he did after we legitimately became a husband and wife.

Sunggauh Reihan is a good man that God has given me, even though we were together for only a short time, but thank God, thank God, because I once allowed you to be with a man who was truly righteous like Reihan. May your deceased be a place in your paradise.

I wish you my husband, I believe a good man like you, now lives quietly in nature, without needing to feel pain again. With an eternal feeling of happiness.

Like the desire of the deceased first, also the support of my father and mother-in-law who freed me for any path I would choose, I decided to get back up, apply for a job to the office there office here, office here, until the end I became one of the permanent employees in a large company.

To be honest, I am not looking for work because I feel that I am short of money, because if only to cover my personal needs, despite my status as a widow, the money I receive from the deposit of rental rent every month, of course, is still enough to meet my own needs. But this I do only because I am looking for a busy life for myself so as not to always feel lonely, trying to start all over again, socializing again with outsiders. And meet new people.

Because for two years now, I've honestly never hung out with anyone but one, my best friend Rere. It was only via phone or chat, or if not, we met when just did, already doang. because at that time my world really only focused on Reihan and all the treatment for him. Although many times the doctor said all kinds of treatment results will be useless, but at that time, my determination was strong, and we always hoped that there would be a miracle that God loves, even if real, god loved Reihan more, and chose to bring him back.

But,, Ah. It is, it is only a piece of the past, which should have been my destiny, and the fateful path for Reihan.

now I just need to teach her a lesson for my life, and of course, there are many wisdom messages I can take from the story of my journey with Reihan.