The Million Charm of the Young Widow

Karina Larasati

Karina Larasati or often called Arin is my name.

Today, exactly one year old I bear the status of a widow. Please remember both the widow without children, as well as the physical who is still a virgin. Please remember the virgin. Okay ?? Thank you, that's the main point.

I am currently twenty-five years old. Can you? age two five, still young, just graduated college status ko already widowed? Where's her husband? Hamidun huh? Wrong association huh? That's why young marriage. And blah blah blah blah blah, there are many more questions that I often hear, when people I just met know my status as a young widow. I currently work at one of the major companies in Downtown. Three months ago I was still an apprentice, but at the end I was a permanent employee of this company. Honestly this is my first experience as an office employee, after before her, I worked while studying at one of the beauty salons, he has also worked as a beauty product SPG in one of the major malls in the city.

After graduating from college, I decided to find a permanent job. And after applying for a job here and there, I was finally accepted in a large company engaged in IT.

And after entering the fourth month I was in this big office, then people began to be curious about me, one by one coworkers and several other workers who almost every day meet face to face with me began to get acquainted and some have begun to get familiar. Until the moment they get acquainted and know what my name is all still safe, no discussion of strange sounds. But when they ask me what is my status? That student? The student? The single? Do you have a husband? I began to take slow breaths, and I answered, My status is a widow.

And I guess, as before, their reactions were different. Some were surprised, some were immediately silent, some answered while shouting

" geez, are you really a widow?"

The others answered

" the time of the widow? You boong huh?"

And again

" young ko' has become a widow, so do not want to be invited young marriage !"

and there's more

" what a shame you live, young, beautiful, already widowed, why? Play the kebablasan huh?"

And yaaa.. that's ..!! So many swearing, insults, pity, scorn that I hear every time I mention the status of my widow.

Wrong yourself, who told you to know the status of people, yes I have to answer 'yes, I'm a student' while the status of Ktp I divorced dead.

I'll tell you a little bit about where the Widow's status came from.

A few years ago, from the beginning of college until the last semester, I was in love with a man named Reihan Adnan. The entire campus says she's the king of the college, and I'm the queen, not for piety or anything, but that's exactly the nickname we got in college, in addition to being handsome and I am famous for being beautiful plenary, it is also because Reihan who served as the chairman of bem on campus.

What others see is Reihan who is dashing, smart, and handsome, and supported by himself as the only son of both parents who are successful in several fields of business. It was clearly not, his wealth could certainly be abundant, and he was the strongest candidate one his heir to the property to his two parents later. But baby, fate said something else to my beloved Rei.

Four years later, she and I were romantically involved, and the last two years were the hardest for Reihan, the doctor said he had prostate cancer.

Male prostate that produces semen that nourishes and delivers ******.

We have undergone various medical procedures for the recovery of Rei, Particle therapy, External radiation therapy, prostate resection, tadical prostatectomy laparoscopy, and hormone-related therapy drugs, bone health and urine retention treatment. Until the end it was to the point where Rei himself asked to lay off all forms of treatment for him.

And during that time, I never even went from her side, I accompanied her wherever her parents took Rei for treatment.

But one day, Mama Rei called me crying, immediately, I went to his house, I found two old men Rei was waiting for me in the living room.

" oom, auntie how's Rei doing?" Ask me in a panic at that time.

" sit down first Rin, there is one thing that you want to say "

Without answering, I immediately placed my butt on the guest chair, right in front of Rei's two parents.

" this is Rin, you know om and aunt have tried hard and do everything possible so that Rei can be cured, but the results are still getting worse and worse" Rei's condition "

" sorry om, if we should just take Rei to the hospital, as he did, there Rei could be in the doctor's eye 24 hours, maybe there is a miracle, there could be a miracle, and Rei can recover om, we must be sure "

Both of Rei's parents shook their heads slowly, his countenance looked bitter, the pain Rei experienced also hurt their hearts. Of course, which parent would have the heart to see his one child lying weakly helpless, even doctors have sentenced Rei's age will not be long. So even though in any way the treatment is done, the results will still be useless.

" Rin, the doctor says, Rei's age won't last long, but Om and aunt have one request of yours, and you're the only one of our hopes Rin " om Lukman papa Rei

" what is om's request?" Ask me curious

" married to Rei son, happy aunt in the rest of his life, only you who Rei wanted all this time, even in the last period only your name is always Rei called " mama Rei said with tears.

Honestly, I was quite surprised to hear that, Rei and I have been dating for a long time, but to get married? I don't think I imagined it at all, especially in this condition. But with his current condition, I do not deny, actually there is a pain that I feel also see his lying weak all this time.

In the past, when Rei was still in a healthy physique, he was the second greatest male figure in my life, thanks to him I was able to get to this point, he said, after before her I was almost crazy because of the loss of my family who arrived suddenly, they died shortly after attending a family holiday event in Medan. One plane crashed into the high seas, and all of its passengers were pronounced dead without any survivors.

At that time, the position was only me and my two older cousins who did not join one airline with a large family, he said, because my cousin and I decided to Vacation with a friend in Medan for one week, after two weeks before his time with family, his intention this week will be spent for a staycation with our childhood friend. Yes, because we used to live and spend our childhood here.

But ill-fated, we got the news the day after the sinking of his ship. And from that day on, be the present me, the self-sufficient one, and the manhood.

And after I thought for a long time, and based on my considerations that have been with Rei for a long time in his joys and sorrows we have for many years committed together, on the basis of Rei's services in my life so far, and on the basis of our love so great and sincere, I finally decided to 'yes' kan ke wantsan both of Rei's parents, who asked me to be his son-in-law, wife of his only son, and also a life companion for Rei my husband until the end of his life.