The Meidina

tell me a lot of things

after the end of the conversation now meidina was just being silent and daydreaming about what she thought.

pov Owen's.

I was a little disappointed in the words of meidina who did not accept me. I was not even excited to eat at all. but when I woke up from my sleep to welcome the beauty of the morning.then I rushed berhudu and rushed to perform dawn prayers and then I insisted on asking the Almighty to pray for the Almighty so that Allah broadens my provision, prolong my age, and increase my life, let me and my parents, give me the blessing of both life and the Hereafter. and a prayer that I will not always say I ask that Alloh match me with the woman that I currently like also so that Alloh turns his heart so that he loves me.

when I finished praying, I immediately rushed to make my bed and I went out to the kitchen to drink water. then I saw that the clock had turned out to be 6 and half and I went back to my room to pick up my phone and send a message to meidina. we texted each other on the conversation and then suddenly he said he wanted a serious person and if I was serious it was better to be a special friend. there I had to answer if I did love him, but for the serious word I don't think I'm ready for it because I think we're still too small for the serious word there I just can answer yes, why I answer that because in terms of love I am every but the shadow of the mass about my partner that used to make me doubt the word serious for now, I'm afraid I'm back at being disappointed by a woman, even seeing meidina's attitude, well she's different from my old partner, but a word that I'm not sure of him is that he's waiting for someone from his past. yaps that I was afraid of when I was serious and wholehearted to him arrived in the middle of the road he broke off the relationship with me because the person he was waiting for from his past had already come to him. I'm sorry I lied about the word serious, but I'm sure later if you are loyal and forget about your time then seriously I will not play. I hope you will not disappoint me later. may you not always be haunted also by your time, I wonder what kind of person in your past that is so much love you to him so much that you want to wait for him long. and I also want to know how long you've been waiting for her. I'm sure of you, but the beginning that makes me unsure of you is that you tell me that you're waiting for someone from your past and don't see me loving you in front of you. I will try to make you forget about your time, try to make you just love me and no longer love your mass. your wish that you who want to be special with me I will follow, and I will make you unable to escape from me, you will always depend on me, you'll always need me wherever you are.

after noon he asked me for permission because he would work in a group, I just agreed because it was for his benefit while I waited for him to play games and relax at home. I happen to live alone in my house. My parents are busy working in the city, I became a child who is less affectionate and rarely noticed by parents, making me a little wild, I was a child, even so wild I was even at night I sometimes still play in the streets, but that used to be now I have rarely done it. well it was educated without parents this is the result of being a wild man, but it was a wild man, but fortunately now my mind is open I have to start growing up about it, now is not his age to play games that are not useful out there. now I am a person who is a nolep my life just stay at home and stay in my room eating sleeping playing games is what I always do every day.

hah did not feel the time was so fast that I passed when playing the game until the afternoon arrived and meidina was home.she told her daily work group.It was nice to listen to the story. I'm the one who doesn't have much of a story in his life when listening to my partner tell me a happy story, even with my former partner who he did so many activities but he rarely told me always I asked about what he did in his daily life. I sometimes reflect on myself why people from the time I leave me what my lack of all his desires even always I give, he wherever I always follow my attention, my attention, my love for him even always I poured out endless.what's wrong with him to me.tahlah even I don't know why he cheated behind me what because of my appearance, what because of my appearance, hah I touched to think of it all already his name also long ago I will let it pass but I am sure he will regret leaving me, even it seems not a year ago he will beg you to return to me, but I am sure he will regret leaving me, but I'm the one who has the feeling that the haters won't take it back, and even I'm fed up and don't want to see his face again.

I walked down the road to the pharmacy quite far the street is a bit crowded because it is a bit late afternoon, well usually in the afternoon there are always many people who walk the afternoon road. after I finished buying the medicine I rushed back home and I immediately gave the medicine to my grandmother on the road earlier I was buying my favorite drink. then after that I saw my HP opened my WA and then I sent a message to meidina

^^^assalamu'alaikum Mei^^^

there was no reply from him and when I realized the clock had shown at 6 it was a sign that he was preparing to go to school.

"i have to wait another 2 hours for this message to be answered, akh I also want to abudhu and rush the prayer then I will eat boiled noodles only after I pray" Owen said in his heart.

at this time I rushed to my bathroom and then I prayed. After praying I pray again pray my prayer like my previous prayer. finished praying I cleaned the place of my former prayer, I made my former prayer, then I walked into the kitchen and took the noodles and then I boiled the noodles. after I finished eating immediately after I finished I finished re-cleaned and then I played my cellphone and waited for meidina to come home to teach