The Meidina

be special

skip after school.

at this time Mei who was relaxing wanted to see her phone but she was stuck because she thought she had to answer if she was afraid and hesitated to speak wrongly.

"how dong but if not opened curious, yaudah deh see only" said Mei while looking at her cellphone.

and there's a message from Owen

^^^assalamu'alaikum Mei^^^

waalaikumsalam Owen's

^^^May again what^^^

again in the diet

^^^ Has returned from earlier

Idaho

^^^^^ eat

oh, you have eaten

^^^^^^ I

good dong if you

^^^^^^^

humms

^^^gimana your answer^^

what answer

^^^^that was this morning

ouh that

^^^^^^^

I don't know what to answer

^^^^^^^

afraid he even said wrong

^^^eumm gitu yahh^^

Yes, gini you love me

that's your right, you like the same

me, that's your right too

^^^^Continues to be how^^

I'm really comfortable with you, too

but about dating, I'm sorry

can't do.

^^^why can't

well I can't

never said wait again

someone kan.

^^^Yes, so that's the alesnya^^^

it's one of them but there's more

^^^^^^^

I promise you, Tita no

will be dating if dama

not dating either.

^^ Ooh gitu yahh^^^

Yes sorry yeah

^^^Did not papa kok^^

our friendship will not be broken

^^^^^^

I'm just afraid of you

I want to be friends with chattan

same with me for rejecting me

^^^not papa kok^^

you don't hate me

^^^No, I also hate

^^^sama you^^^

because I didn't accept it

you become girlfriend.

^^^^^^^

^^I am afraid because of this

^^^you do not want to do so

^^^sma me management^^^

ikh ngak.

^^^^gener yah^^

Yeah, I was me too

there's a similar taste to you but

on the other hand I'm afraid of us

it becomes alien in the end

and I better wait

the man I've been waiting for all this time

^^^ouh that, I'm a typical person^^^

^^^ Which times is dear yah^^^

^^^bakal merjuangin^^^

I know that I know them

tell me what you are

^^^Iyah emang gitu^^

your poke should not hate

and stop being friends with me

^^^^^^

I'm not talking about gini because

I don't like you, Dad,

I like it with you but

well that's, like the thing I mentioned.

^^^Iyah ngak papa kok, so the point is how^^

I don't want to date first

for the time being

^^^Did not papa^^^

really not papa

serious

^^^ I am serious^^

yaudah, that was it first.

^^^Daddy if so.^^^

pov Owen's.

it was a relief to have already expressed all these feelings to her. the feeling that I have been holding for a long time and when last night I revealed but he had already gone to sleep I finally held it again and until the morning I said it. when I said it he didn't even give a definite answer then when I met him at school and he just looked down and then when I wanted to say hello he came running and disappeared from my sight. in response my heart was a little upset but I went back to thinking maybe he was embarrassed and afraid I asked about it this morning so he looked down and could only run away right then and there. I would wait until I got home what I would answer, but when I came home and I asked about my expressions of love that I could be disappointed, disappointed he did not accept me, he said, it's crowded with this heart and in the end he just said it easily without thinking about how I feel, what he said waiting for someone, what he said, for what reason he waited for an even uncertain person and while rejecting me who had clearly loved him and wanted him.Even he said he liked me too but in rejecting me, he refused me, and even she spoke out not to hate him, where I might hate him even I love him so much.

after this it feels like I don't want to open my phone anymore and just want to be quiet without making a sound.

pov meidina's.

how I touched it with my own heart, why I rejected him how he felt if he was angry with me, but I can't do anything right now I'm in deep disappointment because I was cheated on by my partner once and now I can only hope for one man - love my first person was not even clear, while he who had clearly accepted me and wanted me even I refused, sorry I'm sorry Owen, I'm sorry, I don't know how my heart is filled with disappointment and promise if there is anything else you offer I will gladly accept it I am also disappointed with what I said but want to how else right now my heart is disappointed, I can only apologize to you.

now that this conversation's over you've disappeared somewhere you haven't messaged me, do you hate me. even now it's night you don't even have to tell me like I intended this afternoon I'll just do Istikhara.

the morning.

I've done istikharah but I didn't even get any results from that istikharah forget all that.

pov author

after the morning before meidina headed to the bathroom for prayer and after that she rushed to make her bed and opened her phone and she intended to send a message to Owen

assalamu'alaikum Owen

long waiting for a reply there was also finally May silent then a moment later hpnya sound sign there is an incoming message

^^waalaikumsalam Mei^^^

you just woke up

^^^not from earlier, just open HP^^^

oh, that's it, where did you go last night

^^^ Where not where^^

oh, Iyah kalo that

^^^^^^^

today is school

^^^ I am the school why^^

why not napa.

^^^^^^^

jaudah I want to be ready first

^^^that is why I am also

the conversation also berkhir

meidina was ready and was about to leave for her school, and she was currently leaving on foot. on foot he thought about Owen's attitude when he sent each other a message he thought about how he would do after this.

now meidina has arrived at school with her rather upset because the problem is still spinning around in her head, and fortunately learning today is quite not difficult.

skipp home

after he came home he cleaned himself up and checked his phone.

^^^assalamu'alaikum Mei^^^

waalaikumsalam

^^^^^^^

I'm on the 'em again

^^^^^^^

What are you again

^^^sama^^^

ouch

^^^^^^^

owen.

^^^Why Mei^^

I'd like to talk about that

karen issue

^^^^what is

which you express feelings

^^^^why why it is

what if we just go

^^^jalanin howana^^

Live as a friend

but more special

^^^hah is special for Martabak

nope

^^^ouh so how^^

well we live a rich gini

but more special

^^^ouh gitu^^

That's it

^^^^^^^

how to ngak

^^^^^^^

Yes, itung itung to each other

know him first.

^^^ouh gitu^^

because I am so loud

serious now, mah

I am also serious

play if you are serious

we were rich first

go later if rich gini

when it doesn't fit

no need to break up

he will not be an ex

^^^ouh Iyah kalo gitu but ^^^

I am mah emang gak^^^

^^^possibly breaking up^^^

^^^although we are dating^^^

ouh that's yeah

^^^^^^

yaudah dilah we are rich gini

^^^^^^^^