The Megical World
Chapter 7's
I'm really tired right now.I'm tired of reading this many books.My eyes have started to heat up because of the fucking letters in this cursed book. I can no longer read the writings in this book. If I knew lucas would teach me like this, I would not ask him to teach me!
but what can make the rice become porridge, and also I can not pull my words back. I must be able to survive with all this. it's possible that Lucas deliberately made it difficult for me so that I couldn't find out about my parents. Yeah, that's possible! and I won't let it work.
just wait I'll make him unable to dwell with my faith hehehe>_<
actually what is said lucas does have a point a little. if you want to be strong must be knowledgeable and I also agree with that. reading this many books is indeed tiring and very, very boring. but the results given are certainly very profitable.
as the saying goes, getting sick first has fun later.
" Ahkk! my eyes are tired of seeing these writings! " my grouch was upset while sticking my head on the table I used to read
it's a good thing that Lucas isn't here, so I can freely act as I please without having to act as a child.
y'all know? that's so fucking shitty!
it's so unpleasant to be trapped in a small body like this. I'm really tormented.
" let's go zeva spirit!! you can't give up this easy, look at it's just a book! comeing! the spirit!! " my words encouraged myself while raising my fist in the air
if anyone sees me like that, they must think I'm crazy, but thankfully I'm alone in this library, so I'm very free to do everything I want, even if it's a shameful act.
crazy is talking to myself, but I don't care about it all, but if I'm not like this, there may be someone who encourages me other than myself.. whether in the world I live in or my world in the past, I still have to rely on myself, even though I still need others.
" but I'm tired of it" I said lethargicly as I put my head on the table in front of me
" no! I must not be excited!! " my words again repeated the same thing as before
come on, Zeva, why are you being like this? are you crazy to argue with yourself?! is this the effect of being too lonely? or because of em..
no, no, no! you need to focus now there's still a book waiting for you!
" focus, focus zeva! " i said in my heart while shaking my head hoping it would clear my mind again
after arguing with myself.I continued reading the book given by lucas.I had to save my energy to read these damned books! it is better that way than I waste my energy just thinking about something that is not very important for my future.
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《 2 hours later 》
" Haah~ finally finished also "my words while closing the last book I read accompanied by a sigh of relief
all right now I have to find Lucas and tell him that I've finished reading all the cursed books he gave me.
after I finished all the books I had read, I went straight out of the library and immediately looked for where Lucas was. After I surrounded the house, I found no lucas anywhere. uuh~ very
sucks! where is he actually?!
along the way I searched for lucas, I kept cursing and scolding him. How could I not be upset, when my energy was up from reading those damn books, I had to go around this house to look for lucas!
" shit, shit! where are you lucas?, I'm tired of reading all the cursed books you gave me, now I have to find where you are!!" I grumbled while stomping my feet on the floor I was passing by. Let me not care if I jump, the floor will not be damaged because of my small body!
ah yeah! I just remembered only one place I had not been looking for, which was the backyard.after realizing that I also went straight there. I quickly ran to the backyard. lucas was right there.
I wanted to throw it with the shoes I was wearing, and beat it with my fist. Yes, although my fist is not painful, it is because the size of my fist is very small compared to mine. it must have felt like it was bitten by a small ant.
" hold it, hold on zeva. This is all for your purposes "my murmur while sighing many times so that my emotions are slightly dampened
after I saw him there, I ran straight to him, and it was time for me to act again to be that adorable little boy and I hated it!
Rollingg.action camera!!
" dad!!" I screamed while running to him
" oh?! you've finished reading the book you gave me " said Lucas while putting a cup of tea on the table in front of him
I'm so upset, really upset! he casually said that, without saying whether I was tired or not. I wanted to hit that handsome face of his!
I nodded at what she said.I must endure now!, do not lose control of zeva!, do not lose control!
" well, I'll explain it to you a little, pay close attention! I'm not going to repeat it again" said lucas in the style of a teacher who was teaching students in class
I looked carefully at what he said to me. But suddenly my focus was shifted to his face. His serious face increasingly made his good looks increase! I can't miss such a rare sight like this!
it's a loss if I don't see it!
" ye! be aware, focus on what he is doing, not on his face!!" I said in my heart while slapping my own cheek
Suddenly lucas stopped his explanation and noticed a strange gurgle of myself with a hard-to-understand look.
" what's the matter zeva? why did you slap yourself? " ask lucas while giving a strange and confused message
I gasped in shock when suddenly lucas asked like that " eh?! no father "said me with a slightly high intonation to cover up the embarrassment I felt because I was caught acting strangely in front of Lucas.
" then why are you slapping yourself? " he asked me again while raising his eyebrows
" em. i-it's. em, it's because there was a mosquito, so I tried to swat it, yes, because of the mosquito! " i was a little nervous but I tried to be as calm as I could and found a slightly logical reason for Lucas to be unsuspecting.
" well then, keep an eye on what I say "said lucas while giving a sharp look of hers to me
" well! " say me while sitting up straight
lucas then went back to explaining what was in the book I had read.
I quietly took a breath looking at him.
" thankfully he did not suspect "my murmur inwardly while sighing in relief
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To Be Continued
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