The Megical World

Chapter 1

My name is Zelana Anastasya

I'm a 20-year-old girl.

since I was a child, my mother died after giving birth to me.

and that was the beginning of my seizure.

ever since my mother died my father became depressed.he even hated me, his own son! even often times I hit me without a clear reason.he always assume that I'm the son of the unlucky carrier.because I, mother died!

pathetic right? parents should be the ones who love us the most, but in my case they are the ones who hate me, who are like their children. the child that comes from the same blood and flesh of them.

how do I know if my dad hates me? because at that time I was 4 years old.even though I was a child but it was circumstances that forced me to become an adult.

every night my father always came home drunk.I dare not approach him when he was in such a state. if I had come a little closer to him then he would have beaten me mercilessly in the slightest. Even my own father had almost killed me, but thankfully grandma had come to prevent him.if grandma had not come, my father would not have, I don't know what happened to me. Did one of the children get close to his parents?

until one day my father died.he died from taking drugs.I can only cry to see him like that. What can a little girl like me do besides cry? I was helpless at all, at that moment my father's words immediately rang in my head 'you are the son of an unlucky bearer! ' the four words have been able to destroy my life.sometimes, I also feel that I am indeed 'the son of an unlucky bearer '

all the people I love, have now left me. Even if it was my father, the father who never thought I was his son.

I still love him, though.

after my father died I lived with my grandmother.only my grandmother loved me. I was happy to live with her, I could feel what it was like to feel the warmth of the family even though it was only from my own grandmother.

I am very, very grateful to still have such a good grandmother as my grandmother. Therefore, I promise to always take care of my grandmother.

but in fact fate was not on my side. precisely when I turned 8 years old, my grandmother left me alone. the family of father and mother did not accept my existence. Really sad right?

I began to think that I was indeed a bastard child?

when I began to give up my own life, when I was tired of fighting for my life which I knew.that's when he appeared like a blinding light, which shone in the dark. the light that brought me away from that dark place.

her name is Kayla Zarafa

he then took me to live with his family.I initially refused because I thought that I was an unlucky child.but he insisted on taking me to live with him.

at first I thought his family would reject me, but I was wrong that they accepted me with pleasure.they also loved me very much, treated me like their own child.I was happy very happy!, I was happy very happy!, I'm happy to have a family that I've dreamed of so much for so long, yes, even if it's not from both of my siblings.

time goes by very quickly.me and Kayla are always together.we grew up together like an inseparable pair of twins.I love her very much, she also loves me very much.

as time went on we began to grow up. I don't know I felt like there was a very large wall that separated between me and Kayla. we don't often do the two activities anymore. we're not as familiar as we used to be, I don't know why like that. I feel the kayla I knew at the time, unlike the kayla I've known all along.

but unfortunately, zelan did not return Kayla feelings to him.he began to approach me, although I always acted cold to him. I was afraid that Kayla would be angry with me, so I stayed away from him.

but in fact Kayla wasn't mad at me and she was getting closer to me.

I'm glad he's not mad at me because I thought he'd misunderstand me about zelan.

one day I got a mission. All this time my profession was a hit man. I've been in weapons since long ago, so no wonder I can be like this. every mission I have investigated before, I have investigated before, I will only accept missions about corrupt officials, or perverted old men who are always looking for young girls.

kayla insisted on participating in this mission.I immediately rejected it because I did not think he was injured, although I know his martial arts are very good.he insisted on joining, I was forced to reproduce it.

our mission went well, but Kayla took me somewhere I didn't suspect her because I thought she just wanted to play somewhere.

we've reached that place.There's something strange about kayla, why she took me to a place like a barn.

then I asked him in wonder..

" kayla why are you taking me to this place? "

he did not answer my question.he came closer to me with a sweet smile.that smile was not like the smile he gave me, it was very creepy.

all of a sudden he hugged me and stuck the knife he held in my stomach. Then we fought, in between fights I asked him why he did this. He answered my question, he said I took all of his.

we argued again, whatever made him stop.he came closer to me and hugged me, I was wary of him, but my sense of caution was gone when he said sorry.I initially thought he had truly regretted it, in fact, it was a ruse.he immediately thrust back the knife that had been before me in the heart of mine.

I didn't think that my life would end like this. In fact, I didn't deserve to have a family or even a friend. and worse I think that Kayla is a cheerful and innocent girl that is the light of my life.she is nothing more than the light that brings me back to darkness.

in the midst of the pain, I prayed to God that I wanted to be reborn into a family warmth.I don't know if my prayers would be granted or not. But, may God please raise my prayers, although I have killed many lives.

" maybe!!" I said before it was completely gone

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