The Mama's Heart

Chapter 2

"I'll be a father soon...!!!. Goddess, you must really take care of our child who is in your womb. "Anton was very happy, immediately embraced the Goddess and held her.

"Am I dreaming?. "I still believe it feels like a dream. I'm really pregnant. "Allah, thank you for answering all the prayers of the servant. "In the heart of the Goddess.

Mas Anton who is very happy because the wait for the last 8 years came also, a child in my womb. Many times, the work I used to do now that Anton helped, whatever I want to do now must be his permission.

Not felt now my pregnancy entered at 3 months, which makes me often feel very nauseous and do not like something that smells pungent. but the care and affection of Anton made me strong through the process.

But the happiness I felt did not last long.

This is the beginning of everything that became my life shattered into pieces. I want to end this life and go forever with this child in my body.

"Pyarrr...!"

There was the sound of broken glass, which made Anton's mas wake up from his sleep. At his sight, I who was no longer sleeping beside him, quickly he ran towards the kitchen to see what was going on.

How surprised Anton was. The one who found me had fallen on the floor in a sitting position. With a swift mas Anton carried me to the room, and lay it on the bed.

"I told you!, if you want to say the same to me. If anything happens to my son, you will bear the consequences."

Mr. Anton, he seems to be very angry at the negligence I made. The next day when Anton took me to check, I was very afraid that anything would happen to the child I was carrying. How I'm not afraid, last night I felt pain in my stomach. And when I went to the bathroom, there was a red spot on. I hope nothing happens with my son.

Arriving at the practice site, I went straight into the room to check. It is clearly visible from the look on the face of Anton mas who is very worried about the condition of his son who is carrying this.

It didn't take long, the end was over and I checked. And the doctor invited me and Mas Anton to sit down, the doctor immediately showed and clarified the condition of the fetus in my womb.

"Mother's relationship is in good health. But....!?.

Not even the doctor finished explaining, mas Anton immediately cut off the conversation, making the doctor immediately speechless and did not continue his conversation again.

"But what doc...?. The doctor said, My wife is fine.

"Ten easy!. Let the doctor finish his explanation first." I tried to calm down Anton who looked very anxious.

"Look sir!, indeed the mother goddess content is in good condition. But the condition of the mother Goddess that does not allow to maintain the fetus in the womb of the mother Goddess. I saw the womb of the Mother Goddess troubled. The doctor also explained at length about my current condition, which is not possible to maintain the fetus in my womb. Or not it will have a bad impact on me. And as good as it should be in the fall, said the doctor.

Obviously, Anton was very disappointed and desperate, his wait 8 years now must be destroyed just like that. Not only Anton mas, I who want to be a mother must get hit hard, if I have to evoke my dreams.

"I am clear again...!. I strongly disagree, if my wife has to abort her womb. And Anton who passed away died.

"I'm sorry about my abusive husband Doc!."

That day, my world stopped. I do not believe in the reality that I have received, even I not only make Anton disappointed for today, even for eternity. There was nothing on my mind, not even my dreams at once that my womb would be lifted. "Yes..!!!. What are you saying mas, I am not a useful woman. Not even God allowed me to be a mother. Why...???, why do you give me this kind of trial. Shouted me in my heart.

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Today the atmosphere of the house is very quiet, only sounding gurgling water sound from the direction of my favorite aquarium. From the corner of the room wall I saw Anton mas sitting in the tv room with a glass of his favorite warm milk.

Since yesterday's problem. Don't talk, to touch the food that I made wasn't willing, we're like living one roof but not knowing each other.

I really wanted to apologize and lean on her shoulder, just to reduce my sadness. But it's an impossible thing. If there's anything that makes Anton's mas come back like a deed of love and concern for me, I'll do it, even if my life bets on it. That's what's on my mind now.

I slowly stepped on my legs, trying to dare to sit next to Anton. Talking about yesterday's problems, maybe with me giving up a little bit everything will find a bright spot.

"Mas. Not only are you sad, but so am I!. You want to keep our son, right?. "Remain still Anton just kept silent and stared at the tv, but with a blank look.

I leaned on Anton's shoulder, hoping he would caress my hair, strengthen me. But the real thing is not. Until slowly my tears fell right in the palm of Anton's hand. Suddenly Anton looked at me with a gaze filled with anger.

"You think that with you shedding tears in my hands, I will feel sorry for you!!!."

I didn't expect Anton to push my shoulder hard, which made me fall on the couch. Doesn't she remember I'm pregnant with her child.

"Prevent you mas....!. Reject me hard. Did you forget, I was pregnant with your child."Reveal me crying sobbing.

"Yes, I didn't forget!. Let all of you die. No, there will be no child, right?. So what's it doing?."

I did not expect, a ten husband who loved and loved me so much that I could do and talk rudely to me. For a moment I was silent, pondering with the situation I was still on the sofa. I no longer know how to return my household like a thorn.

"Yes....!!!. I want to hold our child, for my great love for you, and for our child I bear. Even if my life bets on it. I promise you."

Anton who heard his wife's words, immediately stared expectantly. It was as if he had not thought about what would happen to his wife. What he thought was only getting offspring, especially Anton's mother had been very forcing Anton to remarry, because Dewi was not pregnant.

"Right, what are you saying?. I promise, we'll go to a more sophisticated hospital to bring you in. I'm sure our son survived."Anton. Although the Goddess will be wretched, maybe she doesn't care.

The goddess was very happy to be able to make her husband's mood become excited again, and she hoped that all that was broken up was simply to keep her household intact and become a devoted wife.

Now the state of the house has returned to normal, happiness and smiles now I feel right back, and Anton mas more overprotective again than before. I'm happy to see Anton's mas can laugh and spirit again, all that I sacrifice will not be in vain.

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