
Samuel went awry, growling annoyed at himself. he sat on a chair and scooped his face once to throw away the unrest.He looked at the people who came in and out of the front canteen.samuel tried to distract.but he was unable to remove the shadow of crying alsy. finally Samuel followed inside, he saw the beautiful woman who was lying on her bed with her face covered with a pillow.
slowly Samuel sat on the edge of the bed.his mouth was still unable to make a sound because his lips trembled and his tongue felt like.even to put his hands into alsy's hands he was not able to do.as a result he could only be silent.merenung long on the edge of the bed.
day is left to pass in silence.A cigarette wants to be smoked, but not so.while the face of alsy still remains covered by a pillow. but his sobbing was gone, and yet Samuel did not dare to speak or touch the body of alsy in the slightest.he just sat and pondered.
after a long time later alsy opened his pillow. "please, get me my drink in front,"with enough raucousness he said.
Samuel hastily picked up a drink Coca cola that was cold yes it was reduced.he handed the drink to alsy who had dried his tears.samuel helped lift the head of alsy who wanted to suck Coca cola.ia do gently, he did,full of faithful service.
"would I get you something even colder?"
alsy shook his head.After siphoning the drink he no longer lay down, but rather sat down by leaning against the wall.Both his hands hugged the pillow that had been wet.Alsy's eyes were still glazed, and,but not as wet as it was.The eye was now looking at Samuel from the side.samuel sat fearlessly facing alsy.even if he knew alsy was looking at him, he did not dare to reply to the eyes of the woman in yellow silk flowers that even his eye movements looked clumsy.
"Mk...."
"yes" Samuel answered without daring to look at alsy.
"look at me, Sam."
it was heavy for Samuel's head to look to his right side. Even his heart was pounding.the pale skin of the face was faint.
"look at me, Sam," she had alsy for the second time.
Samuel forced his head to move to the right.now he looked at alsy's face with eyes so dim, as if he did not have the strength to stare at the scars in alsy's eyes.
"Sam, do you really love me?"
Samuel was silent.iteliannya spit once. his eyes then lowered towards the edge of the mattress.Suddenly his chin touched alsy fingers and lifted slowly.
"do you really love me, Sam?"
"forgive me, alsy.forget my words."
alsy shook his head.
"there's nothing I can forget about you, Sam."
"must be able.if necessary, forget all about me."
alsy's tears are back. "don't, sam.don't force me to forget you, "he said in a whispering voice.
the face that was looked at was now rubbed slowly with fingers.samuel was increasingly entangled in the agitation that stabbed.he could not avoid the gentle swipe,Samuel immediately grasped alsy's other hand with a thump in his chest.
"alsy, don't turn to me anymore. Don't care about me.later ruined your plan, alsy."
"i can't, Sam.I don't even know what to do with Willy."
"didn't you love her?"
"i loved him, because my heart was empty of love from anyone, but if I had known this, I wouldn't have had time to grow my love for Willy."
Samuel shook his head. "don't be so alsy.don't disappoint willy.he loves you so much."
"don't sell my love to Willy, Sam."
"sir.I don't understand what you mean."
"you love me, don't you?"
"can't I love you too?"whispered alsy with a puddle of clear water began to melt from the eyelids.
"yes, we can't, but we can't live together, alsy."
"why?why is that, Samuel?"
"we have different fate."
"who said?our fate is the same. together orphaned from childhood."
"but our fate in the days ahead must not be the same.you must be more glorious than me, alsy.if you live with me,you will suffer from poverty and I will be very disappointed to see you suffer I have no guarantee for your future."
"Sam..,"alsy was moved even more.Helped the man in a cry without a sound.he held it firmly.and Samuel did not know how to reply.
"alsh, do not weep, dear.you wound my heart with your weeping.do not weep, alsy..," persuaded Samuel with a roar on the chest that is increasingly hunting.
alsy painstakingly controlled his cries.removed the rest of the tears with the palm of his hand.indeed not dry.but Samuel ventured to dry the tears with the end of the blanket.
"you must marry Willy in order to have a bright future.forget about my love.Your marriage with Willy does not make me turn away from you.my dear love will not be diminished in the least.do it, alsy. believe me, there's no wound in my heart if you're married to willy, because he's the man you deserve to be with.not me."
alsy shook his head. "it's hard to do it, Sam."
"walk slowly.toh I can still meet you here.so there's no problem in your marriage with Willy, right?"
"Sam.you gave me a very difficult step to go through.I was like unable to do.let me live with you suffer, Sam."
"don't, alsy, you won't be able to face that reality later."
"would I really not be able to face any reality?"
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a month ago already.during this month alsy does not work.willy does not allow alsy to work anymore.even if alsy wants he can occupy his new house.but alsy has no intention to occupy the house.his heart is still upset.
alsy did not know that day had been almost two hours Samuel waited for the arrival of Willy in his office.samuel sat in the lobby specifically for office guests.he alone while looking at a magazine about the world of models.
brina's time came to bring her photographic equipment,he had a nod of his head and smiled at samuel.the man replied in moderation.then brina went into his study.samuel alone again and presumably still have to drain patience to wait for the arrival of Willy.because according to the information section Willy will come samuel kept waiting because he had hope of meeting Willy.
brina, who had fat hair and wore long pants and a long-sleeved shirt from the jeans material, reappeared.See Samuel was still there brina did not continue her steps towards the next room. brina took a stop at the guest lobby.
"waiting for alsy, huh?"hello brina.
"no.waiting for Willy," Samuel replied with a smile.
"Ooo...,"brina acted quietly but her heart wondered what Samuel's coming meant to see Willy.
"has a prior appointment with Willy?"
"already" answered Samuel lying.
the magazine was put.he felt being accompanied by brina.samuel tried to appreciate brina's good intentions.
"have you heard the latest news about alsy's marriage to Willy?" brina asked Samuel.
the -eps 13 end -