
Samuel noticed the face of alsy who had looked gloomy since then. his cheerfulness barely remained in the slightest.Samuel knew there was a wedge in the heart of alsy.hence, he immediately urged that alsy immediately tell the wedge in his heart.
"i don't like to see you moody.I want you to always be cheerful and happy.that's my happiness" Samuel said at the end of his insistence.
"i want to talk about Willy" said Alsy, trying to be nice.
"O,ya.willy.how about him? has he made peace with you?"
alsy did not answer the question. Instead he replaced it with the question. "how close have you been to Willy?"
"how close?"Samuel smiled. "not too close, "after lighting a filter cigarette.
"of course you already know that Willy will be planning his marriage with me next month."
"O, I don't even know.so you guys are getting married next month?whoa, good that!faster is better, right?"
alsy's eyes looked at Samuel sharply, so Samuel was a little clumsy to face the beautiful woman.
"better how?"ask alsy. "good for whom do you mean?"
"yes to both of you, dong!"
"not necessarily,"alsy shook his head slowly.
Samuel furrowed both his eyebrows. "why did you say that?aren't you getting married to a rich man who's lucky to get a woman as beautiful as you?it's a mutual benefit, let alone you love him and he loves you.Of course the best end of it all is marriage."
"what can be expected from forced marriage?"
"you mean!"Samuel scrunched his forehead.
"Willy did want to marry me next month, but that's what she did so forced."
"forced?"samuel's astonishment became clear.
"he did it because of someone's insistence.there are people who push him with a death threat like oscar.that person is you, Sam!"
the increasingly firm tone of speech made Samuel a little nervous.dumb to give a reaction.smiling wrong.no smile it also feels wrong.
"Sam, why are you threatening her?"
the question was thrown in a slow tone, but Samuel could not quickly give an answer.he just smiled thinly while looking at the coals of his cigarette that was played.
"Sam, why are you suing for my marriage to Willy?"
"is that a bad thing?"
"yes!"alsy replied firmly. "terrible in my opinion.because the emergence of Willy's desire to marry me not because of the demands of his own conscience, but because of the insistence of others.what is the beauty of marriage that occurs on the basis of a threat?he will not love me with all his heart.willy will not feel his life needs a wife who is officially married.who in his consciousness is to marry me in order to save himself from your threats.if that is the case, who is the victim?myself,Sam.aku!I will be a victim of feelings.my inner being depressed for having a husband who does not have the sincerity of love in his heart."
cigarette smoke billowed slowly.so leisurely Samuel enjoyed his cigarette.The man's eyes did not dare to look at alsy.he was like being tried for the newly realized mistake.His face did not display a sense of protest.
"i'm disappointed in your attitude, I'm ashamed of Willy."
"i don't mean to disappoint you. nor do I have any intention of embarrassing you in front of Willy.all I do because I don't want that man to play you with his power and wealth.I want him to look at you as a woman worthy of respect."
alsy shook his head while still looking at the sequel.a lump of arrogance reflected through the look of his eyes.the plot remained buried in his heart to not explode in the outpouring of anger. Samuel himself seemed to be suppressing his feelings of regret.
"there's nothing I've hidden in my heart to make you wretch.there's absolutely nothing, alsy. believe me.if I urge Willy to marry her soon, it's because I don't want to see you disappointed and hurt to be played with by her."
"maybe you had the intention to hitchhike if I could be Willy's wife?that so?"
"at least that's what I'm trying to do" Samuel replied shamelessly. "if you become the wife of a rich man, at times I need your help in the form of materials, you can definitely help me."
"without marrying Willy I can still help you.how much money do you need?"
Samuel shook his head, his eyes did not look at alsy, but looked back at the tip of his cigarette.
"no!"samuel said quickly as he stared at alsy. "don't cancel your marriage.don't, Al!"
"i don't like to marry a threatened man."
"okay!okay, I'll take out that threat, but don't cancel your marriage, alsy."
alsy's eyes narrowed a little as if to put suspicion in his gaze.alsy saw there was a purpose that was still hidden in Samuel's heart.but he was confused how to pry it.
"alsy, please don't cancel that plan."
"so expect you.when refusing or accepting marriage is my right.What authority do you have to urge me to marry Willy?"
"you consider us brothers, don't you?you think I'm your brother. Can't a brother expect his sister to marry a rich man so that his life is good?"
"a petty brother would hope so," said alsy a little ketus.samuel him only.His face looked down at the tip of his cigarette again. "or perhaps you have a sneaky intention behind this hope of yours?you'd be easy to rob Willy's treasure if we were married.so?"
Samuel hurriedly replied, "no. that's not what I mean!"
"i'm suspicious of your spirit setting me up with Willy."
"i'm not going to rob your treasure, alsy!believe it! I wouldn't do it!"
"then what's your reason for being so excited about setting me up with Willy?what?!"alsy raised his voice.
then Samuel answered with eyes fixed on the photo of alsy in the figura.
"i love you."
the answer was a soft one, but it was like a jarring in alsy's ears.Alsy's eyes did not blink looking at Samuel who was walking towards the sideboard,approaching the photo in the frame.the photo was slowly felt with the tip of the fingers.The position of Samuel turned his back on alsy.he then spoke in a barely audible voice.
"i have loved you for a long time, but I have always been aware of who I am, how low my ability to make you happy.all I realize is true.so that I feel no need to fall in love with you openly."
Samuel moved the photo alsy.kini placed close to his own picture.the photo was side by side.samuel looked at him with a sad daydream.
"if I love you and feel affection for you, I must not disappoint you.I must be able to make you happy.but I am destined to live in deprivation, so that it will not be possible to make you happy.hen I hope you marry the rich man so that your life can be happy and abundant cheerfulness.love does not have to have.love is to give happiness and peace of life to loved ones...,"then Samuel turned to look at alsy. "I feel unable to make you happy if you are mine.then I let you belong to someone else.because I know there is happiness for you there.Your happiness is my love and also my pride,alsy's."
the face of the beautiful woman was bowed.Hurks and bustles of children playing outside the house was not heard by her.who there is only a sheet of sorrow and novelty covering the heart.alsy can not get rid of the novelty.he can no longer stem the tears.though, he can not,tried to hold it tight, but still melted in the cheek.bibirnya bitten to hold Isak.but still his chest was shaken because of the stinging breath.
afraid to see passers-by and ashamed to face Samuel, alsy ran into the room.on the bed Kumal his tears broke by immersing his face in a pillow.
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