The Love of the Shy (NoMin)

episode 32

*I don't think forgetting you is easy. Staying away from everything related to you is not easy! It feels so left when you have to hold back from thinking about you, not to look at you. I miss your smile and your awkward laughter. If forgetting is as easy as loving you. Na Jaemin, this feeling is so torturing to me. Sorry I had to go.

(Rahli*).

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Jaemin squeezed the photo given by Jisung to make the photo become round like a meatball. He stared at the mirror in his room. This is Jaemin's real face. Face without fake smile, face without expression. Here's Jaemin. Jaemin is fragile, and no one knows that.

"Well, strong-ass in front of Jisung. Lo humiliate Jaemin," Jaemin said softly to himself. He further strengthened his fist, then threw the photo that had become a small lump towards the trash can.

"Sorry cave bang, cave wishes you happy but cave can not be happy. It hurts," Jaemin turned his face to the sky.

Trying to stem the tears that will come down, maybe if his friends know he is crying just because of the girl he must have been ridiculed by his friends for a whole month. People will call it the bay. But it does hurt, Jaemin can't lie with his own feelings. Try to imagine, how it feels to see the person you love with your own brother.

Although that has not happened, but Jaemin is sure it will happen. See how much Rahmi wishes for Jeno to come to her. Seeing how disappointed Rahmi when it comes is she is not Jeno.

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Rahmi sat on her mattress after she finished changing clothes with a dry one. He pensively stared at the screen of his cellphone that never got a message notification or call from someone he was waiting for. Who else if not Jeno.

Rahmi hopes Jeno contacts her and explains why Jeno didn't meet her this afternoon. A few minutes passed, but what was waiting did not come.

BRACKET...

Rahmi throws her phone on the table beside the bed, she is tired. Maybe what Rahmi is waiting for won't come, she's just a waste of time. Rahmi chose to lay her body down and prepare for sleep. Even though I did not say he still had to rest, somehow his body felt very tired, did he have a fever because of the rain earlier? I don't know, the body must be in pain.

TIIIT....

Rahmi's eyes opened again. I don't know who's calling this late at night, the clock on the wall shows at 23:28, it's been half twelve nights.

"Hallo," Rahmi pressed the green button on the left of her phone tanoa saw the name listed there.

"Rahmi," the voice was enough to make Rahmi's eyes dim open again, her voice suddenly disappeared, whether concerning where.

"Rahmies? You hear my voice?" Right, that's Jeno's voice. The voice that Rahmi was waiting for.

"Hmm" Rahmi replied, she didn't know what to say.

"Sorry," One word that Jeno said made Rahmi's eyes again teary considering Jeno did not come to see him earlier.

"for?" Rahmi asked, although she actually knew, the man apologized for the incident.

"to not see you, I suddenly had a meeting Mi, when I wanted to call you my phone fell and died. I couldn't reach you at the time" Jeno's voice sounded nervous. Is he lying?

Rahmi was silent for a moment, for some reason her heart ached hearing Jeno's explanation. Is that how important she is to Jeno? Huh... What did Rahmi expect? Jeno ran to her and left her meeting just like that for her? Come on, who is Jeno?

The fact that she is not who Jeno is making Rahmi's chest more tight, Rahmi bites her lower lip. He held back the crying that was coming out.

'Am I jealous? Is this jealous? I'm angry just because Jeno is more concerned about her job than me? Why should I be angry? Huh... Have I dropped my heart on Jeno without me noticing? Nauseate! I didn't think it was that easy Jeno could make me fall in love again, and feel pain again.

"It's okay, sister, besides that the job of the sister is more important than Rahmi. Yes, brother, Rahmi wants to sleep, it's already midnight," Rahmi's voice sounded raucous, yes, Rahmi fell in love with Jeno. And he just realized that.

"Night sister," Rahmi decided on her call when she heard Jeno's reply. He looked at his phone with a slightly guilty feeling.

"Did I say it wrong?" Rahmi doesn't know, she really won't be able to sleep today.

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PRAANG

Jeno's gaze somewhat faded because tears had filled her eyes. Rahmi is angry with him. Jeno is aware of that. He had made the girl he loved so much to be rained on by it. In addition to seeing Jaemin who came home was also drenched.

Jeno is well aware of Jaemin's very low immunity. When he came home, Jaemin's face was pale, and it looked very chaotic. Jaemin's face was so flat, that what made him sure Jaemin was angry with him was because of what Jaemin said when he entered the house.

"Next time, don't ask her to meet if you can't keep her bang, you make her sad, she has to rain because of you. You know, she's crying! I don't like to see my friends cry! And the most sickening thing that made her cry was you bang! I don't want to interfere with your business with Rahmi anymore! If you want to approach her in your own way! I don't want to be your love fairy!," After saying that, Jaemin went into her room leaving behind a pensive Jeno without being able to answer.

PRAANG

This time it is not the sound of a cell phone that collides with the wall, but the sound of a mirror that collides with Jeno's punch is quite strong. Slowly Fresh blood crept on the back of his hand.

Jeno's thoughts were muddled, she was furious at herself. Because she was crying. Because of himself Jaemin became that angry. Jaemin had never hit him like that.

BRAWN

Jeno's eyes that were focused on staring at his reflection in the mirror that had been cracked immediately turned towards the door of his room that was opened firmly.

"YOU'RE CRAZY!!!" Jaemin said when he saw Jeno's hand still attached to the cracked glass.

Jaemin immediately ran out to scratch the P3K box, after finding the box he entered with a worried face to his brother's room.

"Keep your hands away from the glass bang," Jaemin stood right in front of his brother, their eyes met.

"CKK," Jaemin expressed annoyance, because Jeno did not obey him, he took the initiative himself to keep Jeno's hand away from the glass. Then bandaged the wound on the back of Jeno's hand.

"You must have called him, right?" Tanya Jaemin is still busy with Jeno's wounds.

But the one asked did not answer. Then made Jaemin raise his head and look at Jeno's face. Seeing Jeno's face, Jaemin breathed out slowly. He smiled thinly, very thin.

"Bang," said Jaemin gently, He patted Jeno's back gently to get Jeno out of her daydream.

And it worked, Jeno returned Jaemin's gaze.

"Lo must be feeling guilty? If you feel guilty, you have to make up for it, right?"

Jeno nodded like a child hearing Jaemin's statement.

"Then make up for your mistake" said Jaemin lightly.

"How?"

"Make her smile again, and don't make her cry, show her that you really love her, finish it? The problem of matchmaking brother already discussed the same brother Intan right?" Ask Jaemin

"Udah Jaem, just wait for Intan to convey to his father. Does he have any problem if I show him my love?" Jeno asked back to Rahmi.

"Of course it doesn't matter, I'm sure your love doesn't clap one hand. You have to be passionate to get people you like. Don't give up so dong," said Jaemin encouraging Jeno.

Jaemin's words might sound smart this time, he spoke with a smile that did not leave his face. But the more Jaemin smiled widely and cheered his brother, the more the wound in Jaemin's heart was torn wider. Jaemin smiled, enduring the pain in his chest.

I'm back guys.I'm sorry, that's a big typo.