The Love of the Master

Episode 168 Reach Or Give Up?

The body began to tremble, the eyes were already glazed. I can't believe what happened today. What dream was last night? Nearly 20 years away from Hanum's life, now back with a million happy. Not expecting, it turns out he has a daughter whose face is exactly the same as his ex-wife.

If examined, eyebrows, and nose pointed dominant to him. Without excuse, Doni hugged the Goddess' body tightly. As for the Goddess, the girl fell silent. Digesting the words that were thrown from the middle-aged woman's mouth that still looked beautiful.

Long Doni hugged him, until finally the Goddess let go of the hug because her cellphone rang. Doni let it go, let Dewi lift her cell phone connection.

"Yes, aunty?" reply Goddess. The one who contacted him was Nindya, the woman who had been meritorious to him all this time. A woman who loves him without knowing his background. "Yes, I'll be there" he replied. The connection ends.

Doni and Goddess stared at each other.

"My son." Doni cupped the girl's cheeks and hugged her again, "where have you been?" tanyakanya.

Aileen and Akhsa were staring at each other, Aileen's words were still hanging. It's heartless to have to tell you about Hanum's death.

"Why are your parents Halim and Rahayu named? Didn't your mama tell you about it, Papa? I'm your real father. Pardon, Papa. Papa goes when your mama's pregnant."

The goddess did not answer, but she could not say anything about her late mother. Just a letter left by her mother. I don't know anything about his father. Just live it's lucky. It hurt so much when I met her father. As soon as the man left, he easily said sorry.

All this time, the man who now claims his father never looked for him. The man doesn't care about his mother. The disappointment was very deep, moreover, his mother who was now dead did not know. She simply asked, 'where have you been all this time?'

For shelter, the man did not give it. Abandoning the wife and child who are still in the womb. While he, living happily with the reel of treasure.

"I'm sorry, I have to go." The goddess walked out of the room.

Aileen and Akhsa did not expect this to happen. A guess that doesn't fit his mind. They thought they would embrace each other with drama made as sad as possible. Parting with a long time will certainly be a longing, right? But these? The girl doesn't seem to care.

The goddess did not care, but could not accept the presence of the man with the status of his father. The longing was there, but the longing was gone as he recalled how much he had suffered all along. The man left behind a very sick wound.

The goddess ran away crying. No matter the eyes that look at him. Unable to let the Goddess go under such conditions, Akhsa caught up with her. Doni and Aileen followed them.

"Wi, Goddess ..." Call Akhsa while continuing to chase.

"Goddess ..." Doni called him.

The girl stopped her steps, her cries breaking. And it happened in front of the reception desk. The cry continued to sob, as it felt tightness in the chest.

"I'm sorry, Papa. Papa will make amends for all the mistakes that made you suffer" said Doni.

Without hesitation, the Goddess turned her body. His eyes glared sharply. Did he not hear wrong with his words? Redeeming? What will be redeemed? Can the man return an already intangible body?

"Father promise, Papa will make you happy" he said again.

"My mother is happy, you don't have to bother to make her happy" replied the Goddess.

"happy?" Doni repeated the word Goddess.

"God? Meanin?" Doni doesn't understand.

Their conversation was witnessed in pairs of eyes. All the employees who were there watched it. They were so shocked when they heard Doni's confession claiming to be the father of the new OB.

No answer from the Goddess, Doni turned her body towards Akhsa. Maybe he knows what's going on in his son's life. "What does the Goddess mean, Akhsa? Explain it to, Om?"

Before replying, Akhsa turned to the Goddess. The girl is still crying. It feels like he was sick with this situation, Dewi was hit because he had to remember his late mother again. Mother he never saw in person. The mother he had longed for.

The goddess closed her eyes, she resigned herself to what Akhsa would answer. His tongue feels strange if he himself has to say everything. Undeniably, he was happy if he finally met his biological father. But it made his wound hurt again. He was sick with the suffering he had been through all this time.

Living with insinuations, insults, insults. He felt it all, and it hurt. In that eye he slapped. Giving Akhsa permission to answer the question of the man she had just learned that it was her father.

"The Goddess's mother is dead, Om. Died while giving birth to the Goddess," replied Akhsa.

Instantly, Doni's body collapsed. The woman he loved was gone. Go leave it, go without clarity, go pregnant. All of that came to his mind. So sinful of him. Kneeling with his face down, how devastated he was.

In such conditions, he walked with both feet. Walk towards the Goddess who keeps crying. Hugging his two children's legs after being in front of him.

"I'm sorry Papa, Goddess. Papa has sinned." Doni's cry broke. He was no longer able to meet Hanum. All he could do now was to atone for his guilt to his only child.

"Allow Papa to redeem Papa's wrongs to you, if you will punish, Papa. Papa sincerely," said Doni who still hugged his son's legs.

"Then let me go. There are things that I have to finish," said the Goddess, "I will return after my business is done. So please, take that hand off my leg."

"Please promise that you won't leave, Papa."

"Yes, I promise. Just Papa my family, I'll be back."

Doni let go of his hug. Then he stood up, hugged his daughter. "Go, take care of your business. After that we go home, you still have a grandmother other than Papa" said Doni.

The goddess nodded, after which she left. Again his steps stopped because Akhsa called him.

"Should I go with you?" tawar Akhsa's.

"No, I have to see him" replied the Goddess.

Akhsa knows who the girl will meet, her hearing is quite clear when Dewi receives a call from her mother Nathan. His mother must have asked the Goddess to meet Nathan who was sick. His heart was not ready to lose the Goddess. He was sure that the Goddess also had the same feelings for the man.

The goddess began to disappear from his sight. The fear of losing is spreading. He was just joking with the agreement, but gradually, the love turned into love. Will he find the love of the girl? Or rather, he had to let it go.

Reach or let go? Consideration is quite heavy for him.