The Love of the Master

Episode 157 My fault

Trying to fight the heart even though the heart is still betrayed. Unwilling to keep haunting, reason and mind out of sync. Like losing control when hearing a woman who is liked is always a material struggle. Admit, that his heart adores.

The night is getting late, Dewi and Akhsa have not returned. Nathan decided to follow. An agitated heart made him even more unhinged. Not yet believe that they are both, especially if Akhsa to express his feelings to the Goddess.

Maybe if that happens, Nathan gets hurt even more with his own feelings. Injuring the hearts and hearts of others. Coward, loser. Maybe that's more fitting of the necktie right now.

Nathan put on a leather jacket, grabbed the keys to the bike on the nightstand. He thought the streets must be a little jammed because it's Sunday night. The night where the singles went out to find entertainment. Using a motor will speed up the journey. Now the destination is only one, go to his favorite place with Akhsa. A place to eat with an outdoor feel that he used to visit with his friends.

As expected, the figure of the Goddess was seen. The girl tonight is very different, simple makeup polish, tiny lips wrapped in pink lipstick. But it's sweet. Nathan opened the glass helmet, only from a distance did he notice.

His hands clenched when he saw Akhsa grab the hand of the Goddess. Grasping her almost kissed her. An unexpected incident happened, a foreign girl came and then doused the head of the Goddess with water that she carried in a glass.

The woman looks angry at the Goddess, Nathan is still silent on the spot seeing the next incident. I don't know what the woman said to the Goddess, so the Goddess looks embarrassed because the woman is like scolding her. He also saw Akhsa break up the dispute.

Nathan clasped his hands in his chest, wanting to know what Akhsa would do to the Goddess. He did not know the woman, until finally, the Goddess was seen crying. Looks like Akhsa is angry at the woman who doused the Goddess. And at that moment, the Goddess left that place.

Nathan closed the helmet glass, and turned on the engine.

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Nathan stopped right next to the Goddess.

"Come, up!" take ketus.

The goddess fell silent, not knowing who was in front of her. Suddenly he told her to go up. Still in a state of confusion, Dewi wiped her tears and then looked left and right. Guess that person was wrong, but there was no one else around. Only he was there himself, even Akhsa did not catch up with him because he was still with the woman.

"Come on, get on!" bring again.

Instead of going up, the Goddess just left. Nathan's appearance is creepy, and it scares the Goddess. Nathan pulled his gas bike and played it a little.

"Road up! It's me." It's me." He said as he opened the glass of his helmet. The goddess is silent. He began to get cold because the clothes he was wearing were wet due to the flush by the girl. Nathan leaned back on his motorbike and then he went down, opened the jacket he wore to wear on the body of the Goddess, then pulled his hand to immediately get on the bike.

The Goddess was already on the bike, sitting behind Nathan. The man turned on his motor and the motor drove. There was no sound from either. The goddess was busy with her own thoughts, why was this man in this place? Why is his arrival so fitting?

As the motor continued to run, Nathan suddenly braked suddenly. The motor stopped, and at that time the body of the Goddess was pushed forward so that there was no distance between them. The chest and back were stuck together, so the Goddess could look ahead, and now she knew why this man had suddenly stopped.

Meow ... A cat passed by. Walk around as if nothing happened. Another case with the Goddess, her heart suddenly beat very fast. Inhaling Nathan's scent for the first time.

"Handle, don't let you fall!" First start mode for Nathan.

Slowly, the Goddess wrapped her hands. Despite the doubt, he still did. The order was a threat to him. The cold and thin tones were so dominant. A smile was etched on his lips, Nathan stoned his motorbike.

His heart fluttered, as it recalled who the woman who had doused it. Could it be Akhsa's lover whom he did not know? Is it possible that the girl thought that Goddess lover Akhsa? Or maybe, the Goddess is right. His attitude bargained for his mother who was increasingly cornered with seductive women.

The empathy is gone, Nathan stopped the motor.

"Down!" tell the Goddess.

Hearing the command, the Goddess let go of her grip. And he came down. Nathan took off his helmet and stared intently at the face of the Goddess. The girl bowed down not daring to look at the man before her. The cold voice made him shrink.

"Do you know the reason why that woman doused you?" The goddess shook her head in response, as she did not know what the reason was. Not knowing him either

"That's your own thing! It's a risk that a woman like you will take."

"meaning?" The goddess did not understand.

"This is because you are trying to snatch Akhsa from her lover, so be a woman do not be lazy! He took it here and there without knowing that the man already had one."

Again the Goddess received an insult. Insults that are not true, how to know that the man who invited him to the road already has a lover. He did not think in that direction because he received the invitation based on orders, not merely on his own wishes.

Without the excuse of the tears falling, the Goddess could not stem the pain that this man had always incised for her. He sobbed, how painful it was to get humiliation for the umpteenth.

"Enough, Brother." Said the Goddess as she wiped her tears, "I've had enough to get the insults from Big Brother, what was my fault all this time that Brother never thought how much pain I felt when your words were thrown without thinking that your words hurt my heart so much. What fault?"

Dewi took off the jacket she was wearing, then just kept it in the back seat where she was sitting earlier. The beautiful night changed, the stars suddenly hid. The raining water fell as if representing the current feelings of the Goddess. The girl continued to walk non-stop, disappointed that she could not stand it.

Is it wrong to be born without a father? Is it wrong if I was born of a despicable woman? Yeah, all my fault, all my fault.

The goddess ran without direction, even without anyone chasing her. He knew Nathan was still behind him. The goddess gave up on surviving in an undue environment. Should he leave? Go without knowing the destination. Being in a foreign place at night scared him.

There was no choice but to go back home, there was a woman who loved him there. He could not have gone without saying goodbye to her. Unbeknownst to Dewi, Nathan follows her without turning on her motor. He pushed his motorbike home, making sure that the Goddess came home safe.