The Love of the Handsome Spirit

8. A Letter From You To Me

Tomorrow the plan is to go to Nganjuk. We leave early in the morning. I got home late, so I went to bed.

Tomorrow I go nowhere, when I walk in front, I am told by my neighbor. Yesterday a guest came to my house, a two-man guest. They went home three times, but there was no one. Cassian well they, wkwkwkwkwk.

I'm sure it's Rizki with Fian. Fian didn't tell the story. Really bummer!

Rizki came to my house, but she met me, my guy was hiding. Pinter is me! He came for a friendship last time, huh? But this time he's not the same as Fian.

He gave me the same letter of chocolate. The letter to me, the chocolate to my brother. Wicked bangett, chocolate loving time just ade luee. After Rizki left, I came out of hiding. My sister gave me her letter. I read the letter.

"Gue apologizes to you. Because my life has changed, the urgency is not clear. I'm sorry that I fell in love with you. If you know, from the beginning we know, I have fallen in love with you. It's different from other girls. I really want to help you do the job, but now you can't. I miss our old days, when I haven't come back to my body, we're happy every day there's no problem. Not like now, we're fighting it's not clear.

I know, it takes a struggle for dapetin elo, but I will not give up, I can certainly dapetin lo. You know, I just fell in love for the first time and now I immediately frown bitter sweetness of love at once. It was the first and last time for me. I used to be cold, rough with girls and can't laugh, but now I can laugh. Thanks for making me laugh again. Thanks to you I'm a better guy now."

^^^                                                                                                                                                                  Rizki

I cry reading a letter from Rizki, I admit, I also have the same feeling as he rasain. But I'm confused about my own feelings, between liking and kasian.

The long holiday is over.

I can't believe I'm in XI class now.

Fian told me that he was with Rizki in college in Kediri. In fact, Marisa is also in Kediri, because Rizki is also in Kediri.

I got a new friend, a guy, his name is Devan. He moved out of town. I am the same friends usually confide in him, he is cool, nice to chat with.

I'm shocked, Rizki nyariin me. I went back to the meeting. Devan nanya Rizki is who, just as Una is explained.

"Among you, anyone want to help me?" ask me.

"What do you want to ask for help?" ask Ifi.

"Lo met Rizki there, kept Lo telling her I'm home." I hope you are willing to help me.

"Just lying dong," replied Ifi pouting.

"Of Fi, I still can't see Rizki," I said with a tone and face melas. I'm not ready to meet Mas Crush.

"Lo's really late, Za. Rizki's a good guy. You'll never get a guy like him, if he's lo freelance. Don't hang him like gini dong, kasian tau!" Mita was angry at me, but yeah how. I'm not lying if I'm not ready. Jesus, tulonggg!!

I shake my head. "Gue promise you guys, one day, I'll meet Rizki," I promised my friends.

Finally Mita is the same ifi would lie to Rizki for my sake. Rizki's gone. I glazed. Actually I don't want to do this, but I want to do it again.

I straighten out my friends. Fian knows if I'm close to a guy, I explain to him if it's my friend, Devan. He asked Devan's number to me, I suspect. Fian knows I'm suspicious, he nenangin me.

Every Friday Rizki always comes to my school. Until now I still have not found him, I do not know what I'm doing is wrong what is right, I am confused.

This Friday I was invited to walk with Kakel (Kakak Class), his name is Kak Rangga. But I don't want to, I'm afraid that if Riski wriggles me the same way Kak Rangga, he must be very sad. I go back to Rangga to go home.