The Love of the Captain

Win or win a lot

"Fucking lean!" as Arjuna gets to his office again, he is forced to leave Chery's apartment when he loses a debate with Sean.

"What's the matter, Ndan, it seems like your emotions are being so bad?" tanya Fajar who delivered several daily reports Arjuna delayed a few days because the commander was busy taking care of Chery and took Ines' heart to not be suspicious.

To be honest Arjuna was very tired of this charade, he had to deceive himself and hide his feelings for Chery just for the sake of his work.

"I'm tired of my own feelings." For the first time Arjuna complained to his aide, maybe at this time the burden was too heavy to carry alone.

"And, falling in love is not a sin, if you don't want to tell me about you falling in love with Chery because of my closeness to Mba Luna, you don't have to worry, I can understand it all, and I'm sure Mba Luna is there."Dawn who had always refrained from pretending to close their eyes with Arjuna and Chery finally spoke up.

"Huh? From where do you know that Cheri and I are-" Arjuna was a little surprised by Fajar's words, just as Fajar had told him, because of the closeness of Fajar and Luna who were like his sister, he said, make Arjuna finally close himself to tell her love problems with Chery.

"I've never believed anyone's word, but I always believe in my heart and eyes, I feel and see it all, just waiting for you to say it yourself." Dawn drew a chair in front of Arjuna and put themselves face to face with his superiors who rarely spoke from heart to heart as before, except to talk about work.

"I just don't want you and your mom to think that I'm turning away too quickly, that feeling just comes off even though I repeatedly deny and deny that feeling, but I can't control it either."

"Sister, me and mom are your family, we won't blame you if you find new love and happiness, we'll be happy if you're happy, too," the words of Dawn again warm Arjuna's chest that lately always felt alone and lonely.

"Sister, if brother loves Chery, eat chase him, fight him, and get him, and for Ines-I'm sure brother doesn't love him, but I'm also sure you're not a guy who likes to play with women's feelings, I trust you brother."

"For Ines, I haven't been able to tell anyone, it's too complicated for me to solve it myself." Arjuna gave a code that he did not want Dawn to interfere further on the matter of Ines, because of course Arjuna was able to measure how dangerous it was to engage in Berto's conspiracy, he didn't want to put Dawn in a difficult position.

"Okay, sister, I believe, it's just that I want to remind you, don't be too cruel with yourself, don't keep thinking about the happiness of those around you, because you also need to be happy, remember, you're not an angel!"

Arjuna smiled as he shook his head, hearing the words of Dawn, was he really too cruel to himself? Is that naive of her?

"Hmm, it may be true that you said, I was cruel to myself, I should have realized, that I am not an angel." Arjuna.

No matter how long Ines came to see Arjuna, the woman only dared to show her face again after the incident at Rey's house that night.

"Jun, you haven't picked up my phone in the last few days, are you still angry? For God's sake I don't have anything to do with Rey, you see there's Rey's boyfriend too, right?" Ines tried to explain, he assumed that Arjuna was angry with him, but any explanation would be useless to Arjuna, because he did not care about all that.

"I'm busy, and rarely hold a cell phone, the presidential election is getting close, of course your father also knows that members like us will be very busy." Give Arjuna reasoned, so that Ines could not argue any further if Arjuna had reasoned with a job shield.

"Well, I promise to slowly stop using the illegal goods, but of course it can not be direct, it takes time and gradually, you want to, support me?" wheedle Ines.

"You don't have to promise me, promise yourself something, because what you're doing has nothing to do with me, but your own body is harmed by your bad habits, stop it or not, it depends on your will, I don't want you to stop because of me, but because you yourself realize that it's of no benefit at all." Of course for this Arjuna is not acting or pretending to advise, as a state servant who is at war with drugs, of course he is obliged to remind people that it is wrong, he said, I can stop and get back on the right path.

But of course Arjuna also did not want Ines to stop because of himself or because of others, but because he himself really wants to stop and realize that what he did was wrong and harmed himself.

"Please appreciate and love yourself more, how others can love you if you yourself torture yourself intentionally." Connect Arjuna.

"I'll try and try" Ines said.

"Nes, let's calm down, let's rest first yes, later if you've completely recovered, you can see me again." Arjuna's words alone made Ines flabbergasted.

"Does this mean you're asking us to break, or even break up? Arjuna, I don't want to separate from you, "Ines ran towards Arjuna's oversized chair and hugged Arjuna's body tightly which looked uncomfortable in such treatment.

"Ines, this is all for your own good, to be honest, I can't pretend to close my eyes when you're doing something that's against the law, so as long as you still haven't stopped using the forbidden item, don't meet me, don't make me feel guilty and be a traitor to my uniform for protecting the person who is clearly guilty." This reason was of course like a paddle of two three islands exceeded, besides he could focus on guarding and protecting Chery, he said, indirectly he also gave Ines the flexibility to be able to think and determine whether he really wanted to stop or stay in the vicious circle.

Actually stopping or deciding to remain a wearer does not necessarily make Arjuna change his mind to turn his heart away from Chery, only it would not be better if Ines stopped, it would be better, in addition to being good for yourself Ines, it will also create a ganjing jolt on Hasan's black business, as well, because with the stoppage of Chery who incidentally sells to artists and celebrities of the homeland who are known to be royal and the purchase is always good, it will definitely make Hasan fire beard, will certainly make Hasan fire, and Arjuna had already devised a plan to deal with all that, the word term, Arjuna's choice in this case only profit, or profit a lot, nothing to lose at all.