The Love of ROBBKU
POV Nur Mala Sari
...The school graduation I was waiting for felt empty. Because, I heard a bird story that my grandfather had died....
...Impossible, that word is in my mind. Because no family member contacted me. So, I just looked at the news like the wind....
...But today, when I was on the school's farewell podium. When, I will receive the award as class champion. As well as the best santriwati with the highest value....
...All my hopes were shattered, my eyes widened in search of my family's whereabouts. More precisely, my grandfather, my first love. But no, I didn't see the trunk of his nose. What else is another family?....
...The family? Why did that word wake me up. That I'm just a kid who wasn't expected to be in his presence....
"Please pay attention to the parents of Ukhti Nur Mala Sari, to climb onto the podium.Receive awards and gifts," said the host repeatedly.
...Dear-a-thousand, no one is coming. Make my heart, break it. I tried my best to give what I could. But everything seems meaningless. ...
"I'm sorry I'm late" said Azzam, bored because he ran out.
"Sorry, who is Akhli?" ask the host.
"Emmm ..., "Azzam cleared his throat neutralizing his voice before speaking.
"Your, bang!" I said amused heart, seeing my brother's style who is cool like that.
"My name is Muhammad Azzam."
...With his hands, he introduced himself....
"Sorry, I mean Ana. Akhli this, the exact same. Who's Ukhti Mala?" ask the host, covering his palm in the chest. Makes my brother smile.
"Tuu-kan, salting! You Bang, you narcissist."
...I'm really a snatch. Look at my brother's style, which is so pretentious. I guess there's no shame....
...Without warning, my brother took the mix in the hands of the host I knew her name was Siti....
"Assalamualaikum, peace and greetings are always poured out to our dear Prophet Muhammad."
"Cur ... , "
"Based on the son of Ustad, do not excuse me for a lecture," my mind.
"I represent the parents of Mala, who were being prevented from attending this wise ceremony."
"Strick you, Bang! Fuck it, my mind."
"Thank you, maybe that's all I can say. To Ustad/Ustazah who has been patiently guiding my beloved sister," he said while looking at me at a glance, then continued his welcome.
"I hope that the ranks of Ridho teachers will be my sister during the learning process at the Nurul Huda boarding school, which will make all the knowledge that my sister has, can be blessed and useful in the future."
...My brother's words touched my heart. How not? I always make trouble, which makes teacher BK raise his hand because of me....
...I often beat up all-out santri here, because it bothers me....
...Brief and densely spoken my brother, he embraced me. Smiling holding the champion one trophy I got....
"Come, Deck! Smiling, Brother is there for you" my brother said, making this feeling warm.
...Just a few pictures, I'm reminded of something. Make me leave the event regardless of friends or ustad/ustazah there, I immediately move out of the building. Towards dorm....
...I want to see Father, I just want Him to see a child who has not been ignored. Already graduated from school and will start a new life, by applying the knowledge obtained while in the boarding school....
...I continued to move quickly towards the acidity, and immediately approached my suitcase. Take a small bag containing a wallet, because I need money for the fare to your house. It's not funny if I walk. With a distance of approximately one kilo meter....
Sepi ... .
...Yeah--of course, quiet! Cause, everybody is now in the hall. Enjoy the farewell, which should paint a lot of memories there. But not with me....
...Only, because of the promise I made to Grandpa. Make me, the bun doesn't want to be here. But today I will be free....
...Like a bird locked in a cage, and released into the air free to fly. While on the sidelines, that's how I feel. The most awaited day has come....
...Words, like someone fasting. When you can open the pleasure is immeasurable....
...I immediately left the dormitory and headed for the exit gate. I feel like I want to get out of here fast. The longing that restrained to the grandfather, I can not bear anymore. But I have to take revenge with my father. I will boast about my current achievements, so that He regrets having wasted this illegitimate child....
"Stop ..., Where are you going?"ask me to face me in front of the gate.
"Dead me, you son of a bitch! Already graduated, still prevented from getting out? I curse you Mang Ujang. So, old virgin to death, "my mind is upset with the broom guarding this boarding school. "
"I'm going home, Mang!" I said while staring at the man in front of me.
"Loh-kok! Don't bring a suitcase, neng?" tanyakanya.
"Basic ..., he always keeps me out? Now blatantly throw me out anyway. What, can I poke her lips to shreds?" batinku.
"Oh-that's? So, you'll get out later. Neng mala, wait for his brother!" the answer.
"Mang Ujang, want to go to the hospital? Because of broken cheekbones!" my many.
"What do you mean Mala? I am just doing my duty, don't be weird" he said in fear.
...I can see that he's afraid of my threats. Because it was clearly visible, his face was pale and sweat was pouring down....
"I've graduated, Mang! So, what do I do later. There is nothing to do with the boarding school," threatened me. Giving this Mang Ujang, a memory that he will always remember about me.
...Right, what am I thinking? Mang Ujang opened the gate. Without speaking, his hands were trembling. Makes me a little sympathetic. But, if you remember the behavior of Mang Ujang? Who always obstructed and interrogated me when I was going out, my sympathies became lost....
"Assalamualaikum, thanks mang!" I said while smiling at him, who was only answered by a nod of the head.
...After getting away from the boarding school. I immediately looked for the taxi driver at the base not too far from where I was standing now....
"Pak-to the way of the pigeon, how much does it cost?" ask the gentlemen, the motorcycle taxi driver.
"50 thousand, aja. Neng!" replied Mr. in a brown jacket, which I can think of as 35 years old as my father.
...I nodded in response to his words, a sign approving the fare mentioned....
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The ojek motor.
...I chose to shut up, during the trip. Actually, I feel uncomfortable shaking hands with not my mahrom. But what can I do? what matters is fast until I think....
...Until, it does not feel the alley that I used to refuse to enter has been seen in front of the eyes....
"Stop-out here, Mang!" pintku patted the man's back gently.
"This-money, Mang! Thank you," I said when he stopped his vehicle.
...After paying, I immediately left the man. Without, respond to his thanks....
...Turns out, I have to go to this house again? A simple 5/10 house painted blue, which painted a dark memory for me to the Father....
...Tega! That's what I say so often. If ever, I respond to all the words that come out of the mouth of the man who should be my protector. After the mother's departure....
...But, what do I get? I'm like a kid that his own parents threw away. I was breastfed and nurtured by other women, fortunately it was my mother's brother....
...While Father? It was as if there was no role in my life, making me very reluctant to deal with it....
...Unfortunately, is this my life? An ungodly child, by his own biological father....
...If I can choose? So I'd rather die with Mom than live this horrible life....
...I never asked to be born in this world! But what is my day? I can only accept, sincerely. What has become my destiny....
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...**when we, Ridho will be God's provision. Then Allah will be Ridho to us. As His servant surrendered.**...
...**Allah believes in His servant, so be kind to Allah. Actually, what does good think of us? Not necessarily, well according to God. Because only He is the All-Knowing**....
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...when, the door opened. Clearly visible, the unfriendly face of the Father greeted me. ...
"You want, are you here?" ask her with sharp eyes.
"He is, my father is not. Uhhh?" batinku.
Drama starts ....
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Read in the first chapter, the lazy Author tosses. Make a soul-sports. 😭😭😭
...Seriate......
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