
I stared at the departure of Brother Yudha with a sad heart, feeling tight in my chest.
I saw Brother Yudha speaking something as he passed Judha, I don't know what they were talking about.
I was still staring at her until she disappeared from my sight.
I cried and screamed with my face while tightly hugging my knees.
aaaaaa.pardon me brother, forgive me.
I know brother is hurt, brother is disappointed with me, I know brother is dear to me . I'm sorry I . I keep crying until my chest feels tight.
Sister Yudha was the first man to express her love with her care and tenderness.
brother Yudha is the one who always makes me happy when beside him .
brother Yudha made me such a precious girl.
Suddenly I lost consciousness.
When I opened my eyes, I was in my room.
I circulated my gaze to the corner of the room I was wearing, feeling foreign.
Adek has been sober.sayup-sayup I heard people talking to me.
I thought it was Yudha's voice, when I saw the man.it turns out that brother said is looking at me anxiously.
i. : yes brother .. My answer is weak.
sister said: does anyone hurt deck ?
me: my chest is tight, my head is heavy too.
sister said: you eat first yes deck , continue taking medicine . earlier brother called midwife to check you .
me: I'm not hungry brother .
sak said: you are not hungry but your body is eating to be strong and if you want to cry again, you have the energy to scream.
Be sincere and let go, give the best prayer for brother Yudha.
Your life is worth more deck , don't waste your future just because of this problem.
have you started to forget before.
why do you have to cry now ?
Sad and hurt when we lose the one we love.
But you must be sure deck , behind the problem there is wisdom for MU .
Don't torture yourself.There are your parents who always love you.
Their love is sincere.they will be sad when they see MU like this deck.
Hearing the words of my brother said I cried considering the struggle of the mother.so hard to face the suffering of post-operative father.
Patiently take care of the father, By sincerely mother looking for money for the sake of her children, even mother never complained or cried face trials and exams...." MOTHER "that word came out of my mouth.
Said sister hugged me.I cried while hugging my sister said for so long .
hugs and caresses said make me comfortable, because tired of crying I fell asleep needed brother said.
said broke down my body and enveloped her .
PROV KAK SAID'S..
...I know you as a girl who is always cheerful.Seeing you like this my heart hurts deck....
...If I could heal your heart, I would do anything to make you smile again....
...Share your story with me to ease your mind....
...I also went out of the room to tell my sister Mala to eat ....
deck please buyin fried rice...!
how many brother ? ask Mala
Rully, Kumala, and Yuli are you still here ?
yes, their brother is still here he said to accompany rere.
yeah, bought them all and said rere is sleeping now .
yes brother ....
...I also returned to accompany rere in the room......
Deck hope you can quickly forget it.
Exactly 8 pm rere woke up..
...What do you feel now ? ask me...
...Hehehe.I am hungry brother .rere said as he lowered his head, maybe he was ashamed....
Yes, you have already taken it first.Do not go anywhere.
rere did not answer just nodding his head.
...I have not been able to get out Mala has opened the door and gave two packs of fried rice....
...me and Rere ate together without talking to each other....
...You just nginep here, if you go home later your parents will definitely ask with your attitude like this....
Call now so they don't worry.
Nih , taken his medicine.kuserikan the medicine to drink.
They're still waiting for you outside...
who's brother ? ask rere
Rully, Kumala and Yuli, they're waiting for you outside.
do you want to take a shower ? let brother prepare the hot water.
isn't it troublesome brother?.I smiled answering his question.
briefly will brother prepare . I also stand stepping out but before stepping my hand is banned ..." why ", ,tanyaku.
Thank you for giving me understanding, and the strength to be able to face all of this.
I reply with just a gentle swipe at the hands of rere.
I went to the kitchen to cook hot water...
after the heat of the water I brought the room with the bathroom.
ready deck..strong gk walk or want me to carry.." I chanted ".
I am still strong enough to walk.
brother wait outside.
**LOVE..
LOVE.sometimes makes wounds without any medicine that can be bought at the pharmacy.
LOVE is born from the heart without us knowing what will happen from love itself.
CONNECT**....