The Lost Half of the Heart

SHYH 39 | Never Cared

The morning sun had turned up, making Nara start to blink her eyes. He felt that his body was lighter and his head was no longer in pain. However, he felt like his stomach was being hit by something.

Unnoticed by the master, the hand hit Nara's stomach. Nara's heart started pounding even more, moreover she had left behind her three prayer times.

Slowly Nara immediately moved Briyan so that she could go to the bathroom. However, when it was about to rise Nara's hand was immediately banned by Briyan.

"Where are you going?" The hoarse voice made Nara's heart instantly palpitate.

"Get it off, I'm going to the bathroom."

Briyan immediately let go of her hand and let Nara go to the bathroom.

In the bathroom, Nara tries to remember what happened. As he remembered after having a husband-wife relationship with Briyan, his body felt tired and cold hot. Even Nara also remembered that yesterday she had not had time to wear clothes, but now she had been wearing a nightgown. What does it mean ....

Nara closed her mouth. "Astaghfirullahaladzim, means mas Riyan who wears this dress. O Allah .. will be put where this face is."

Nara hesitated when she wanted to open the bathroom door. However, Briyan's voice from outside was too noisy.

"Ra, you're not sleeping! Quick change, I'll use the bathroom too!"

Not waiting for long, Nara's hands stretched out to make the door. Just now that Nara was out one step, Briyan directly pushed Nara's body which was thought to be blocking her way. "Awas out!" resounding.

Nara had just felt like flying, but the wings had been broken back. It turned out that Briyan's attitude was still the same, he had not changed at all.

"God, why do I wish more on Riyan?" Nara gave her long breath.

Feeling her body fit again, Nara immediately prepared milk and toast for herself. It was free if she prepared breakfast for her husband, but in the end the food would never be touched.

"Enak yes, eat alone" said Briyan.

Nara ignored Briyan and continued to chew her bread without caring for Brian who was currently sitting in front of her.

Not even Nara spent her milk, the sound of the motorbike had stopped in front of her house and made Nara rush to spend her milk. He wanted to get out soon, because he was sure it was a Reno bike. However, Nara had not been able to stand up suddenly Briyan had opened the door.

"Assalamualaikum, Mom. Nara's still home, right?"

With his hands folded in front of his chest and a sharp look Briyan said, "Who are you? Don't you know if Nara is married? Even now she is pregnant. And ... You still dare to pick up a woman who has the status of a wife?"

Reno, the man in front of Briyan just scratched his head slowly. She had also known from the beginning to meet Nara if Nara was the wife of the person and was currently pregnant.

Reno has no other intentions. He just felt sorry for Nara who had to walk all the way to the food stall across the street.

"Mas Reno."

The voice from behind Briyan instantly made Reno widen her smile. However, not with Briyan who had put on a cold face.

"Ra, is this your affair?"

Nara rushed into the room to get the bag. However, after arriving at the terrace to leave with Reni it turns out that he has not found the existence of Reno anymore. Even Briyan was already sitting on his sofa.

"Mas Riyan, where did Mas Reno go?"

"I told him to go."

"But why, Mom? Mas Reno just wanted to give me a ride. I was kicked out, anyway!" grouse Nara with pursed lips.

Briyan immediately looked at Nara with a sharp look while telling her to sit on the sofa.

"Sit down and explain why you work out there without my knowledge? Do you work as a comfort woman?"

Nara's ears seemed to be caught off guard by her husband's accusations. Just because she was pregnant out of wedlock, Briyan immediately assumed that she was a bad woman. I don't know until when Briyan will stop looking at him contemptuously.

"I know .. lest Reno also buy you so that you can buy all your wishes. Answer honestly Ra! Where do you get money?" sent Riyan.

Nara could only squeeze her fingers. I want him to slap Briyan's mouth that doesn't appreciate him in the least.

"Mas .... " Nara let out her heavy breath. "First, do you care about me? the answer is no, right?Then why should I tell you if I've been working.

Second, for one week you left me here, have you ever asked me about my circumstances, how I lived my days with the money you gave me? Just so you know Mas, the money you give to buy rice, chili, onions and cooking oil is just mediocre. I've been pregnant out of wedlock, but I still have my pride. If you want to know where I get my money, the answer is I SELL my phone instead of SELLING myself.

Third, Mas Reno was the one who offered me a job. I'm still sane, Mas. Although I'm despicable for having been pregnant out of wedlock, but I'm not as despicable as you think, Mas. God willing my sweat is halal.

Fourth, here, in this place, I would like you to leave me alone away from my family. I will never regret giving birth without a husband. I'm ready, Mom if you want to leave me. Please leave if I'm just burdening you. I will not demand anything from you. "

Nara's lips felt limp after saying long words that had never been thought of before. All of that just flowed because Nara was tired of being constantly insulted by Briyan.

Can not dwell anymore, Briyan only silent a thousand languages. Lips felt mute, even to swallow his saliva felt very difficult after hearing the words he had just heard.

Oh Allah .. whether all this time I have been very outrageous to Nara. Even Nara to sell the phone just to meet his needs for one week. I'm really selfish never thought I'd get there. Even I felt so embarrassed that I could not meet his needs.

"Now Mas Riyan would listen to what explanation from me? If there isn't, I'd like to go to work."

"You think I'm gonna let you work out there? Nah! I'm not giving you permission to work!"

"On what basis did Mas Riyan not give permission? Even this marriage is only temporary. I've tried to be a good wife and tried to submit to my husband, but what do I get? just INSULT from you, Mas. Then do I deserve to obey you?"

Nara tried to brush off her tears to look tough in Briyan's eyes.

"Once I say no, still no. I'll pay for all your needs, but you need to stop working!" The rough voice suddenly softened.

"Don't think anything! I just don't want my parents to know this. If they find out I let you work out there, they're gonna hang me alive and I'm not ready to die. Heaven I haven't got."

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...TBC...