The Loss Of Yuan

Ch 20 ~ Really

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Alya Pov

I never understood what was going on with me. I feel like it's all a game, maybe fate is playing me.

I could only ponder every night, thinking all about myself and the people around me.

I still don't understand who I really am, which I know now, I often feel headaches and my feelings ? Sometimes, just because of a sentence that might be considered trivial I like to cry.

I'm not that bad to be played with by fate, I just want to know who I am. And what about Mama ? Ever since I woke up from my sleep and met them, Mama never saw me again. Mama says she's happy because I've met my family. But I myself feel unhappy. On the one hand they tried to convince me who I am according to their views it was very torturous for me, on the other hand I was filled with thoughts and shadows that sometimes crossed my head, I don't know what shadow that is ? The shadow seemed to appear in front of me. At first the pain that I felt was only for a moment, but when they mentioned the name of a flower that I did not know what it looked like, suddenly the shadow continued to appear alternately like a migratory bird, like a migratory bird, my head hurts as if it were squeezed by a big, heavy object. When the shadow had appeared my consciousness immediately disappeared, I experienced it for several days, the shadow appeared alternately, as if many things had happened. It all made me just lie in bed for a few days, with Jen she used to play with me dolls. But, let alone playing dolls to sit back, my head almost fell.

Since last night the shadows have not appeared again. I can rest a little comfortably. I started moving my body to just walk to the window, like now. Sometimes I think, what after this I will know who I really am ? How do I know that ? Why did Mom leave when I met my family ? Things like that often cross my mind. As I stood at the Window thinking about what was going on with me in the future. I accidentally saw someone in a black jacket looking at me, from outside the backyard facing my window. He smiled at me, his face was not so clear I saw. As I returned her smile, she seemed very enthusiastic about waving her hand at me, I also waved my hand at her. I see her smile is still the same, only her face looks faint in my eyes. Maybe because of my headaches these few days my vision also began to blur. Brother Yohan said he'd take me to the optician to check my eyes. When I looked again at the young man he seemed to be walking away from his place, I was still watching him, after a few steps he turned and looked again at me, I could only see her smiling face there. Waving her hand again at me, after I also waved my hand she turned around and walked away. I just looked at him wondering, Who is he ?

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Author Pov

Alya was still standing at the side of the window until Jen woke up.

Jen opened her eyelids slowly, at the touch of the bed beside her. Flat. He turned his eyes to look around and Alya was standing at the window looking out. Jen gets up and stretches her body, then walks after Alya.

" Alya, "

" Are you awake ?"

" Hmm, aren't you cold opening the window glass this early ? Hey, briefly. Sun ? why is it high, what time is it ? " Jen asked at a glance to see the sun that looked more upward.

" Em, at 10:19 "Alya answered plainly.

" huh?! why don't you wake me up, ahh Alyaa... "

" I woke you up this morning, but you didn't want to get up. "

" Huh, I'm going to take a shower first, "Jen passed into the bathroom in the room

While Alya is still continuing the activity of standing on the edge of the window quietly. After about twenty minutes Jen appeared to come out wearing different clothes. He sat combing his hair. Then I walked over to Alya.

Now this girl hasn't talked much, ever since I got sick. Alya muttered in heart.

" Jen, am I not in school ? "

" No, you're just gonna take the school exam next month, "

" How are you ? "

" I ? I graduated two years ago, but I have no intention of going to college, because I haven't been able to pick my major "Jen said while playing the long ears of her stuffed rabbit.

" You like dolls, don't you ? "

" Yes, they're so funny, "Jen said enthusiastically.

After that they just chatted in the room together.

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~On the other side.

" In a moment you'll see your family crumble. Slowly, Adrian I'll make you suffer "

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After finishing lunch, Yohan intends to take Alya to the optician to check her eyes, but Alya refuses because she says her vision has begun to improve.

" No need Brother, this is already better "Alya replied with a smile.

" Aren't you nearsighted anymore ? But at least you should check it out "

" No, there's no need for "Alya to refuse again.

" But, Al-- "

" It's sister, she doesn't want, after all now her eyes are not budging anymore, don't be forced, "Mika chimed.

" Hm, okay. Then Big Brother go first, you all be careful "Yohan stands Ari his seat.

" Be careful Brother Yohan "Jen said with great enthusiasm.

Yohan simply passed by without answering Jen's words. While Jen was still staring at Yohan's back which was getting away from her vision, and disappeared behind the door.

Is she interested in Kak Yohan. Jen, what is your heart made of ?. Mika muttered in heart.

" Then I will also go to the room to continue my work, you guys do not go out of the house, except for the back garden "

Alya responded with a smile. After that Mika returned to her room continued her work, making and revising the script.

Silent. Jen and Alya struggle with their own thoughts. Until Jen opens her voice.

" Alya let's go to the back garden, here bored once "

" Yes, all right "

The two of them went together towards the back garden. Until there, Jen was just sitting on a long wooden chair while Alya was walking around looking at the flowers. When he arrived at the red rose. He paused for a moment to pick one of the flowers. Then smell the scent.

" Hm, it smells good, but I don't like your color, " said Alya while holding the flower stalk. He went back for a walk around the park.

At least this could ease my mind a little. Even if only in the park. Inner Alya.

He kept going around, sometimes he spoke to the flowers as if they could understand his words. As for Jen, she just sat quietly hugging her doll while watching Alya's behavior. When I was tired, Alya sat down with Jen. While enjoying the afternoon air that was not too hot, Alya suddenly remembered something.

" Jen, what two girls did my friend come to ? "

" Em, yes they're your schoolmates, and the one closest to you is Devi "

" Vii ? "

" Who wore a maroon-colored dress yesterday, while the other Ara he wasn't too close to you like Devi ? "

" Oh "

Am I really close to that beautiful girl ? But I feel uncomfortable with him. I prefer the other girl. Alya muttered in heart.

The two of them continued to be in the garden until the sun was almost tilted to the west, and asked them to leave their place immediately.

The tomboyish girl looked kind and friendly.

But Jen said she wasn't close to me.

And the beautiful girl, is she really, have you forgotten.

Seriate....

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