The Loss Of Yuan

chapter 1 [08/10/20-1]

- No need to complain, a good and sincere person will understand without me saying it:)

Pov Yan^

" You okay? " Task Elma as I open my eyes perfectly.

I kept quiet not to reply to her words. My face alone was enough to answer, I lost interest in speaking, making me decide to keep quiet.

" All right, I'm going for a second, don't go anywhere, okay? "

" You think I'm going? "

Elma just smiled passing by, and closed the door of the room tightly.

I leaned my head back to the clinic bed. I don't remember exactly what happened to me when I fainted. When I woke up I was in this white room.

I closed my eyes trying to relieve the pain that was still throbbing pain in my head. Every now and then I would throw my eyes at the door hoping that it would open and display the figure that I had been looking for these few days, Yuan.

Yuan, where is he? About three weeks ago he told Mom and Dad to go to activities with his friends. But he did not come home, no one knows the circumstances or whereabouts even his close friend, Igo.

I always ask all of his friends I know. But no one knows, I'm almost desperate. The yuan? My twin brother. My parents said he was an old man. I don't care, he never asked to be called big brother either.

We rarely get along, but there's a sense of loneliness tucked away when he's not around. Several times I tried calling her phone number but it was always inactive.

Yuan never turned off his phone. It made me feel worried, but the feeling of worry was immediately obvious. I hope Yuan is always okay.

" Yan? "

Elma's soft voice broke my daydream about Yuan. He entered the room with a black plastic bag in his hand.

" You thirsty? Wanna drink? " Task Elma while thrusting a bottle of mineral water.

" Do I have to run marathons so I don't get thirsty anymore?

I immediately put the bottle in Elma's hand and opened the lid and drank the water until it ran out.

Elma just smiled at me. I think he's a very good friend to me. He never hurt what you said, like no other. Actually he was Yuan's girlfriend. I like him because he is friendly.

When Yuan was reported to disappear, it looked fine as if it did not care. But from the look in his eyes I knew he was sad and lost, he always accompanied me to meet Yuan's friends he knew and ask about Yuan's last state or last position. Their rope answered the same, fine and the camp.

" Yan? "

Again the soft voice broke my daydream. I looked at him and smiled. Only to him I smiled the other one didn't.

" Yan, you don't want to tell Mia's mother? "

" No! I don't want him getting worried enough that he thinks about Yuan alone, "

" All right, "

His nature like that indeed made Yuan like him. Yuan again, where is he? We all lost track of him, no one knew of his whereabouts at all.

The last time I sent him a message was three weeks ago, it was just to ask Mom for permission, because I was going home late.

Sometimes I felt stupid, at first I thought Yuan didn't disappear, but it was just a Dad joke. But when I saw Mom who kept quiet and sometimes wanted to cry made me realize it was real. Ah, what kind of brother am I?

" Yan? "

I immediately set my eyes. Trying to keep Elma from knowing the state of nyu who was thinking about Yuan. But in vain Elma understood my situation and I could never do it in the presence of Elma.

" You don't worry, Yuan will come back" he said with a smile.

" I, just pity Mom, "

" Therefore, you must not be sad. Don't make your mother sadder about your condition, "

I smiled hearing that, sometimes I thought how lucky Yuan was to have a girlfriend as good and sincere as Elma. And lucky for me Elma became my friend and even my best friend.

I've been with Elma a lot. Note, I got to know Elma after she dated Yuan. There was no other intention than to befriend me. I know she's a good woman. Because Yuan is a picky type.

" Elma, let's go home, in the afternoon I'll be worried "

" All right, "

I'll get off the clinic bed. As I stood up I tried to endure the pain that gradually lessened. I walked after Elma. We went out and headed to the parking lot to pick up Elma's bike and drive me home.

" Come on, "

I'm riding Elma's matic bike. After that he immediately drove his vehicle towards my house. Along the way I just daydreamed. Thinking about Yuan.

I felt so worried about his condition that I always hoped he would be okay and go home soon.

I can't bear to see Mother who keeps daydreaming, unlike me who only daydream when in a situation like this. Tali Mother thought about Yuan everywhere. Mother is not favoritism, if I were the one in Yuan's position she would also be this worried. Since we were only his son while the father, he was sometimes very busy. But he always took time out to be with his family

Lately I work at home more often. More precisely since Yuan disappeared. I stick to my college schedule because my dad forbids me from searching, just ask his friends or put up a 'lost people' poster that I think is useless.

Because people out there can't possibly believe a 19-year-old disappeared from home. Doesn't this look like a joke?

"Yan, it's here, "

I immediately got off and invited Elma in to stop by and give her a drink.

" Where, him? I miss her, " muttered Elma as we entered the house. I heard it but did not ask, because Elma would not point her grief before others.

" Sit down, I'll change, let me call you, "