
"When, Nabila would like to forgive me for what I did to Nabila and her mother Nabila?" aditya asked with tears, making Nabila nod.
Before coming he asked his father a lot about the figure of Aditya and how his father could be imprisoned.
Gantara who felt that if Nabila needed to know what really happened in the past, until his mother decided to make a stewardship about his biological father told him everything, everything he knew, as well as the story of his own mother.
Nabila already knows a lot about the nature of his father, although he has never met since Nabila grew up and understood the things around him, Nabila seemed to know the father figure from the story of his stepfather and also his mother.
From the second story so many negative things done by his biological father. However, seeing his father's current condition that was bleeding tears and apologizing to him, Nabila could feel the affection that was so buried from the embrace of the father made Nabila nodded.
Now that the little girl had also shed tears, she could not bear to see her real father crying like this.
"When I wait outside. Talk to your father," said Gantara give time to the two of them, seeing the condition of both of them seems like they need time both.
Nabila was big enough to be able to talk to each other with his father, Gantara was out. As soon as he came out of the room, he always stared with Ambar. Ambar then lowered his gaze, Gantara chose to sit in the waiting room as well as Ambar, even though they were far away they both wanted to know what was going on in there.
"Dad, can Nabila ask you something?" tanya Nabila made Aditya who had mastered himself wipe his tears, wipe his daughter's tears and bring her daughter to sit in the chair there.
After fixing their seat, Aditya nodded.
"Tell me what you want to say, I'll answer all your questions and I'll answer them honestly."
"Did you love Nabila?" tanya Nabila looked into her father's eyes.
"The worst father, as great as the mistakes of the father in the past, but Nabila is the daughter of the father, part of the life of the father. Nabila was born into this world because the father, of course, the father loved Nabila very much," Aditya's words pulled Nabila's hand and placed it on his chest.
"Every father's heartbeat has the name Nabila, every father's prayer tucked in the name Nabila. Dad always asked God that Nabila be given happiness wherever Nabila is, I don't want what you did in the past to have an impact on Nabila."
"What about mom?" asked Nabila again who heard from her mother's story first, her mother loved her father very much. He was even willing to leave his family, experiencing a difficult life for the sake of his father. However, his father betrayed him, which is why his mother abandoned him. All has been explained by Orange, where Orange only explained if his father hurt him, Orange still did not tell if his father hurt him by having an affair with another woman, it should not be told to Nabila.
"Dad still in jail?" asked Nabila again made Aditya can only nod, still with a smile on his face, he rubbed his daughter's hair.
"Can you ask?" ask back Aditya.
"Of course, Dad. What do you want to ask?" ask Nabila.
"Dad knew Nabila had been together with grandmother, mother of father and all that was not liked by the Nabila family. I beg Nabila according to what Nabila's father and mother said, if they do not allow Nabila to meet his mother father, but I beg you to forgive him, please forgive him, he only did all that because he loved Nabila and he loved me."
Hearing that Nabila nodded.
"As long as you're here, nobody's looking after Grandma. Daddy loves the same grandmother as Nabila also loves Nabila's mother, if Nabila has the occasional time ask Nabila's father or mother to visit grandma yes, Nabila do not go alone to see grandma," said Aditya who had heard from his mother if Gantara forbid him to meet if they were just the two. However, Gantara allows them to meet if there are adults who accompany them and Aditya does not mind it, he even tells his mother to stop disturbing Nabila, who is not interested in it, he wants his mother to live better and wait for him to come out, do not do the things that make his mother suffer more, increasingly shunned by Nabila.
At first Ambar agreed and still wanted to insist on seizing Nabila. However, due to the persuasion from Aditya, Ambar finally listens to what his son has to say, living with the rest of the money given by his son and waiting for him to come out and return in their apartment.
"Sure, Dad. Nabila will always visit grandma, Nabila love the same grandma, Nabila love the same father, even though we just met. However, Nabila is sure you also love Nabila," said Nabila made Aditya again nodded and pulled his daughter into his arms, they did not have much money, he said, aditya wanted to spend a few seconds hugging his daughter tightly and Nabila returned the father's close embrace to the newcomer police officer and said their time was up.
Gantara also entered the room, taking Nabila as well as the officer who would bring Aditya back to his cell.
"Ganatar, thank you for educating my son to be a very good son and to have a pure heart, you are a good father, better than me. Thank you for everything, please forgive my mother. I have asked my mother not to bother you, once again I apologize for my mother's actions for several days, I said Nabila. Thank you for loving him," Aditya said then he turned to follow the police officer who had asked him to enter his cell.
Nabila shed tears seeing her father walking away and occasionally looking at her, looking at her with a smile. However, there were tears dripping from the father's eyes.
However, in the past life of an Aditya, he was still a father who loved his son, loved his flesh and blood and also a child who loved his mother. All his past mistakes now have an impact on both his loved ones, on his mother and son.
If time can be turned back, Aditya does not want to be in this position, he wants to be in a few years ago where when he came home from work he saw a small Nabila carried by Jingga, greet them with a smile. When you want to take a shower, there is already warm water available, the clothes are available. When hungry, the food is. Orange had cooked food for him and was so tired there was an orange massaging him, his clothes were also neat when he was going to the office, all life was thrown away. Now he lives alone, befriending his regrets and his folly.