
Ji Won Sighed, she did not know for sure what she was currently feeling.all just felt so strange. Whether the big fight and their decision last Sunday was really considered just a momentary emotion for a park hyesin. While Ji Won was almost crazy for leaving it was completely over because after the word 'ended' was spoken in their relationship, yesin really did not contact Ji Won anymore. Yesin even looks fine at school, yesin even directly focus on his audition.
While ji-won runs out of wits, losing inspiration for days in making songs.ji-won is tormented by all of that, Ji Won refrains from looking pathetic every time she sees Yesin laughing with his other friends, after passing the days full of contemplation over the end of their relationship Ji Won slowly began to be able to accept her who was not with yesin anymore.
However, when Ji Won began to accept all that, suddenly yesin reappeared, acting as if nothing had happened.
"we have agreed to end it" ji-won said after a long silence in his mind.
Yesin sighed, there was no denying the Shortness In his heart as the sentence came out of ji-won's mouth. yesin tried to swallow his saliva, then took a slow breath. "you who end it, you who end it, you were the first to say it ", Yesin in a sad tone mixed with annoyance. "you also agreed to it quickly the point I consider it a mutual agreement ". Ji Won moistened her lower lip, then tried to move her sore neck. Relaxing as usual, the man seemed to not show a sense of caring point in fact, even though, the man, deep in his heart ji-won is worried if his words hurt Yesin.
"we can't end it this way" said Yesin, who finally raised his head a little higher but still did not turn to Ji Won.
"Eoh?"
"8 months ago we started this relationship well. Do you remember how we were made?".
Ji Won frowned, then nodded faintly. "hmm, I walked up to you in front of your locker and immediately said that I was interested in you", said jiyun casually, flatly, like those memories mean nothing. Yesin chuckles, Iya not offended by the way of delivering ji-hoon, yesin already knows very well that ji-hyun is indeed an unromantic, unexpressive man. Anyone who dates Ji Won if impatient, if not, Surely will think ji-won just play around because ji-won is not like other men in general ji-won has his own way, sometimes Ji Won looks super cute, sometimes Ji-won looks super cute, But secretly Ji Won also cares a lot.
"yes, that day you surprised me so much that I dropped the whole book in my grasp", recalls Yesin again.this time yesin dared to turn to the side to look at ji-won. "and you didn't help me pick it up at all you left me ",
yasin said as he rolled his eyes. Ji Hyun smiled faintly remembering her. "that's because your friends started coming, they'll definitely help you". Yasin just managed the breath, still a little smiling considering it. "then, when you came home from school, you came to me again the point you told me that I had to answer that day too, when we were never close, but we were never close, we're just one exkul in the elementary dance shitty". Yesin remembered, that day ji-won was so urgent to give an answer immediately.
"if I'm a bitch, why would you accept me that day?". Yesin fell silent, trying to recall the reason. "Let's know, I just wanted to accept you back then ". Ji-won just smiled blandly. "Is it because we have many of the same interests?" . "maybe" the point they are both silent for a few seconds, until finally ji-wun speaks again. "is happy with me, hyesin-ah?" wetting his lower lip, he looked at the face of Ji Won who was also looking at him, The man's face was always flat.
"but, we can't take it together" jiwon said suddenly. The sentence was like a sharp sword piercing right in the heart of Yesin, making Yesin instantly fade his enthusiastic look. "ah, Ji Won-ah. You really hurt my heart ", yesin said while holding his chest, Yesin always laughed at himself. Honestly, yesin is usually rarely hurt by speech, whatever bike it is even when they quarrel, yesin never feel claustrophobic but, at all, the sentence Ji Won said managed to make her heart feel so painful.
"Sorry", said jiyun while lowering his head .yesin also lowered his head, His pair of beautiful eyes now stared straight at the paper that he was still holding the point of the paper containing the song originally wanted him to correct "this song, we make it together" hyesin slightly squeezed the side of the paper, While draining the pain in his chest. "" I want us to sing it together ".
And it can: we can sing it together at the school farewell next week if you want to ". again say it casually point But in fact, yesin just shook his head. "no, no, we're not gonna sing this for farewell ". "Then? "
"we're going to sing this for a meeting " . Hyesin turned to look at Ji Won, Yesin's beautiful eyes began to glaze over her breath in immeasurably tightness, as hard as she could as she looked at ji-won's black eyes . "we'll meet One Day Later, one day, Ji Won-ah's. In a different arena, an arena of proof below we can achieve our dreams, in an arena where you can prove that you can also serve me, or even be better than me ".
Ji-hoon is silent to hear, the man tries to digest the words yesin carefully, especially in the final sentence, which is spoken with full emphasis. Still trying to guess. "hyesin-ah.." unexpectedly, yesin had already passed her tears exactly 1 second after the jihun mentioned her name. "why? question mark? am I wrong? Don't you always think like that?, you always think that I'm better than you, you always feel small, because I can get what I want, you always feel like you're nothing compared to me, that point, why you rarely hold my hand in school Rarely come out with me, we spend more time making music, it doesn't matter what it is.
We can go on a date or just buy ice cream across the street, but you've always turned down the point that you're afraid people know you're my girlfriend, you didn't even try to pull me in while I was laughing with the members of the basketball club, you just kept me quiet, until I admitted my own mistakes that point all you did was because you never felt worthy of being with me, right?! All of this is right! " yesin's breath rose and fell irregularly, his tears had spilled uncontrollably. has long been yesin hold this all. Yasin had long wanted to say this to Ji Won.
"you're right, that's why I don't deserve you the point you just feel complete when you're with me, but you don't feel happy". Bihun lent his eyes for a moment, he could not see Jesus crying, he never saw Jesus crying. Is the first time He made Yesin cry and jiwon hope, this is also his last time crying. "so you mean We actually do not want this relationship".yeSin still settled Ji Won with a sharp gaze.
"we want this, hyesin-ah. I want you, you want me a point too but, I guess we want it not out of love, but, because we need each other ".
"Whatchu mean? "
"I want you because you have everything I want to achieve, I'm so impressed with you. I really want you to be mine, but once our world becomes one, I really feel so small we get closer but that closeness makes me hate myself even more ". Ji-hoon gives a slow breath into a pretty long sentence in his life .
Ji-hoon takes a deep breath. "during this time, you didn't realize it, but you also wanted me not because you love me but because you need me you need someone who can listen to all your achievements, you need someone you can show off what you got point you need someone who can hear all that without fear that person will say you are arrogant and exaggerated ".