The Lamentation of the Mother Continues
Chapter 33
reunited...
"patient ones, yes..!! " said Haris softly and Lana just nodded.
"what's the cost of the hundreds of millions that my mama gave me for Lani and your papa?? " ask Haris slowly. There was no heart to see Lana cry, but Haris was so curious. Again Lana just bit her lower lip trying to hold back her tears.
"sorry!! " said Lana in a soft tone touching the heart. Seeing Lana so fragile made Haris feel that he was the most evil human being.
"why are you sorry Lana?? I just don't understand why you should marry me?? can you borrow money from my mom without getting married to me ?? " Hearing that question Lana immediately sobbed and made Haris feel very guilty.
" i don't mean to offend you, Lana, it's just that I can say my age is too far away from you and I'm a widower.. you even know my son is a big boy..and you don't have a boyfriend or a boy you like?? with you marrying me you just ruined your future..?? " ask Haris and Lana can only cry, her nose is reddened because her tears are no longer contained.
" at that time my mind was very deadlocked and had no other choice, and at that time Lani's life was only 3 days.. your mama's offered a fee but I have to marry you. If I don't want to, she'll cancel Lani's operation and stop special care for papa. hik... " lana said, hearing the explanation from Lana, Haris understood that because family is very important for anyone, what else is the position of Lana is the firstborn. It was certain that only he could make a decision and make a sacrifice.
"that's Lana. I'm not mad at you, and I just need an explanation from you, and you're not as bad a person as I thought you would be to stop apologizing" haris said, Lana stopped crying but still hiccups.
"i promise I'll work hard to pay your family money, rather you're free of all this" Lana said in a hoarse voice.
"but I don't seem to want to end this marriage immediately. Lana, you're pretty enough when I look closely. Maybe I just need some time to get used to you. And look at it!! someday I will make you fall in love with me. " murmured Haris unconsciously he smiled faintly.
"don't be too in thought right.just focus on the health of your family.after all, my mama's money is not my money.sorry yes if all this time I was too rough with you, anyway, and after I thought it was unfair if you were to vent my anger. " said Haris, Lana just lowered her head, seeing that made Haris anxious to hug her.
"i'm really wrong Haris. I apologize profusely.. I promise to fix everything and I will unite you with Riana. I promise!! " say Lana
"Lana's enough!! stop apologizing. Remove your tears!!" said Haris Lana just nodded her head and wiped away her tears.
Haris is already on his threshold. Lana was so very squeezing in Haris' eyes as she played her lower lip with her hoarse voice added, raising something behind her pants. If Lana doesn't stop biting her lower lip, Haris is very sure once she comes home she will lash her in bed.
"thank you!! " lana said with lihir namum it sounded very sexy in Haris' ear. One new thing Haris knows, is that being near Lana can be so passionate.
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Turning to the morning, the sun has seen the charm of his rays but still shy. Still as usual Lana was busy preparing breakfast for her husband. Maybe it was very excessive, but Lana was so pleased with Haris' attitude to her. Already want to say hello and no longer act rude as before. And Haris' attitude was successful in making Lana's face red blushing when remembering her.
"what breakfast today?? " tanya Haris looks very sleepy eyes but she is wearing a neat suit.
"i make sandwiches, do you want tea or coffee?? " ask Lana
Haris looked at Lana for a while and smiled "tea, but a little sugar.." The gaze succeeded in making Lana's heart act when only in the face for a moment.
Haris sits at the dinner table waiting for Lana to make "you're neatly tidy this morning, cie. who has been working. " said Haris teasing Lana, Lana smiles shyly at Haris's temptation.
"yes. the first day was a bit stubborn." said Lana who made Haris chuckle.
"yes relax, over time you will definitely get used to it. The principle we work that is important is sure and willing to learn with great confidence. eventually will definitely be able to... " the word Haris motivates Lana but Lana instead blushes embarrassed by biting her lower lip. Because this was the first time Haris chatted with her worthy of a partner although not as romantic as other couples. It's too much if Lana thinks that.
"Lana stop!! don't bite your lower lip against the wound, " said Haris looking at Lana like she was holding something back, but Lana didn't shine it. For Lana it is the first attention given by Haris to her. And that morning was the morning that Lana did not forget.
"can I forget about Riana who was in between our lives even for a moment?? sometimes I want to be selfish, if I have to make Haris my own. But is my past not enough to hurt Riana?? enough Lana!! stop doing stupid things!! stop it!! "murmuring Lana in her heart again remembering her past, she robs Riana of happiness and is enough, and this is Riana's time to be happy.
And one thing Lana must understand, that she is not the source of Haris' happiness. Losing is not easily worth his turning the palm of the hand, if all based on love it anything will be possible. But, it was too naive as if to be admiring the thing that her name was love whereas on her basis Lana did not even understand.
seriate..
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