
After dinner, Bima immediately made coffee and went to the balcony next to her room.
Bima returns daydreaming with cigarettes and coffee as her lonely companion. Bima took out a book with a pen and wrote down all her complaints during life.
Growing up with a vengeance is not good, even if we are rich children, if we grow up without love for what? I even envied seeing children of underprivileged people who live happily.
If time can be turned and I can choose who I want to be born from whose womb, I will choose to be born from the womb of a mother figure who has nothing to do with the world of hunters. I want to be born from the womb of a loving and caring mother.
But whatever my day, now I can only live this miserable life, protecting, guarding, nurturing, all I have to do with what I have now.
Yes, although I have not been able to do that perfectly, but I have tried it my best, everything in my brain only contains goodness and how to make everyone around me prosperous.
But all of that just collapsed because of one fatal mistake I made for the good of everyone around me. I was dumped in another dimension, I was given a super-heavy mission, my brain, heart, and thoughts there turned black.
Revenge, anger, hate, sadness, and pain that I felt all this time suddenly mastered my body. I can't control my body because of these five things, I just want to be angry, angry, and angry.
In my brain just a word of revenge that continues to spin, I have to avenge what I have received so far, in my brain there is only that sentence.
Instantly I hated everyone before me, my subordinates who had devoted themselves for millions of years, my father who had guided me, all, all, all the things that have guided me into this better life.
The point now is that all I feel is resentment and anger, that sadness and loneliness I feel when I am alone like I am today.
My life is empty without my loved ones around. My best friend who always acts silly is also gone, not because I hate them, but I'm not going to see them.
The couple had also left me, not because of any problems in the relationship, but she left me and remarried because she thought I was dead.
My wife's son who fueled my spirit was lost because of one mistake earlier. But I can only be sincerely born inwardly because this is all my destiny. Destiny is the saddest creature in the universe.
This loneliness, sadness, and heartache that lodged forever in my heart made me feel miserable. Is this a curse that only refers to an unclean creature like me? I don't know.
Hahaha.....
That's how you think Bima wrote in his book, a short story about the journey of his life so far. After being satisfied to write Bima kept his book in inventory and continued to daydream until 3 am.
Because he was sleepy, Bima went to his room to rest.
[*I will ask the central government to change the destiny of awakening this my lord*]
The next day, Bima woke up at 11:00 and immediately went to take a shower. Finish the bath Bima directly down to the bottom for lunch.
"There is Ria, tumben here" said Bima when she saw the Tigers children sitting in ante eating Aurora cuisine with others.
"Aurora's grandmother invited her uncle." replied Ria.
"Oww, uncle, what's wrong" said Bima sitting next to Albert who was cool with his food.
"What time are you sleeping? how did you just wake up?" ask Aurora.
"Jam 3 bun, hang out first on the balcony." replied Bima casually.
"Don't go to bed late, baby, not good for your health" Aurora said.
"Yes mother, later Bima try to change the habits of Bima." replied Bima smiling.
"From the beginning said so but there was no reality" said Albert flat.
"Ck! little kids don't have to interfere!" bima said annoyed.
"It's been, eat fast" Aurora said.
After lunch, Bima went to make coffee and sat on the terrace while smoking casually. Bima saw the activities of the gangster members who looked very busy.
[Boss, invited lord Alvin to the Moonlight Kingdom]
'You what?' bima asked confused.
[Just come to the boss, he said it was important]
'Alright, I first permit mother.' said Bima.
Bima went inside to ask Aurora for permission.
"Mother, I'm permission to go out, yes, there is an impromptu business" said Bima.
"Organizational business?" ask Aurora curiously.
"No, you want to hang out together" replied Bima.
"Ohh, don't go home at night." said Aurora.
"Yes bun." replied Bima.
After that Bima went to the room and opened the portal towards the Moonlight Kingdom. In the blink of an eye Bima appeared before his subordinates Adrian and Alvin including Aron, Amon, and a beautiful woman who Bima did not recognize.
"What's wrong?" bima asked to turn on her cigarette.
"Don't smoke here, it's a holy place" said the beautiful woman.
"I'm not talking to you" Bima said staring intently at the woman.
"It's already! I called you here to explain everything I met last night by the central government" Alvin said.
"What?" ask Bima curious.
"All your requests from yesterday will be granted as long as you rejoin the Gods and return to protect the living beings out there" Alvin replied.
"There are no hidden rules?!" ask Bima because she does not want to repeat the bitter incident.
"Free off indefinitely, kill all living things as long as they have a very detrimental error" replied Alvin.
"Relatedly? I don't want to have a silent agreement behind all this!" bima said.
"Yeah! I have guessed! godammit! want to play me you guys!" shouted Bima furiously.
[Boss! comeon! it's for the future!]
"What did you bet Bob! goddamnit!" ask Bima.
[Anu..jiwaku hehehe.].
"I better live miserable as long as the people around me live happily! just so you know that! I really hate that my life is good but the people around me are miserable! abort! everything's off!" bima said.
"Hard-headed this kid!" aron was upset.
Wosh...
A super beautiful woman in polite and covered yet very graceful clothes appeared before Bima.
"Who else is this fucking shit!" muttered Bima annoyed.
Plaque..
"Dear your mouth baby, respect every stranger you meet" said the woman slapped Bima's cheek.
'Anjink! can I kill this woman Bob?!' bima said annoyed.
[What a kill! what what kill! control your emotions stupid!]
'Sorry, I let go of stupid Bob!' bima said.
[Bothering!]
"Include me, my name is Chalinda Abigail, just call Linda. I'm here to bring you good news my dear Ashur." said the woman softly with a beautiful smile.
"Say baby I slap you!" bima risih.
"I'm sorry, hehehehe." Linda chuckled.
"What news do you bring?" bima asked with a cold look.
"You can get everything Alvin said before without anyone to sacrifice. But on condition.." Linda replied interrupted.
"What?" ask Bima curious.
"Married me." replied Linda.
"Anjink!" aspat Bima just disappeared.
"He doesn't like women anymore?" ask Aron in wonder.
"The boss is so weird Kong, he's not usually like this" Dexter said in surprise.
[Sorry before, the boss is experiencing severe trauma in love affairs, so don't allude to the problem of romance for now]
"Bob! take me to the Heavenly Realm!" yell Kong splashy.
[Can't be stupid! it's been in a new beast's residence]
"Who?! goddamnit!" yelled Kong furiously mixed with jealousy.
[Dragon ruler element]
"Wooh! this heavy!" muttered Kong lowered his head with his brain thinking hard.
[Miss Linda can come next time, I will tell you the right time]
"Ohh, I'm sorry that Ashura remembered the injury" Linda said.
[What's wrong, miss, I'll call you later, see you]
Bima who is still very traumatized by a direct connection went to the city park near the basecamp complex first.
Bima sat daydreaming while smoking remembering all the beautiful moments she had with Zoya. The thing that Bima never expected was Kevin who arrived to sit next to him followed by Julian and Riski.
"Why?" ask Kevin.
'Ahhhh anjink! anjink! damn it today ******!' yell Bima in the heart.
"Satts answer!" riski held back her tears.
"Sit down." replied Bima sedapnya.
"I know Anjink when you sit down! I mean that's why you're daydreaming!" kevin was upset.
"It's up to me." replied Bima.
"Anjink! it's hard for this kid to be softened!" riski said annoyed.
"I want to go back, bye." said Bima just disappeared.
"Bang*at!" umpat Riski is upset.
"Father, what's important is that we know he's alive" Julian said.
"Let's go back, don't let people know about this. Let Bima nenangin himself first." said Kevin.
"Damn that boy!" riski was very upset.
Bima returns home upset that her plan to become a mysterious man has failed. Because he did not want to get angry, Bima also chose to sleep.
Seriate...