The Journey of Love Shofia

Monkey's Love?

"Zi I don't know if you're feeling love or not. But I can only advise you not to think too much about guys. Here we study, we study. Do not waste our young opportunity to think about things that are not important. Moreover, you are still too young Zi." said Shofia as she stared fixedly at Ziana who was sitting beside her.

"But mbak, this feeling is completely different. I feel excited to see it. And my spirit will wane if one day I don't see his smile."

"Falling in love is not wrong. We can't guess when the love will come. Now be good at organizing your heart. Don't love too deeply. Because love that is too deep can turn into a mere obsession. Especially if it defeats the love of Allah SWT that we deserve to love more than anything."

Both silent. Drifting in each other's minds. Ziana thought really what the new money just heard. He felt it appropriate to talk this matter with Shofia.

Shofia also thought of the love that had once perched in her heart. A taste that once so scratched his heart. It was also a feeling that once made her happy even before she realized the love in her heart.

Now Shofia began to think that the love he felt was just monkey love. He was still very young at the time. But if it's just monkey love why does it feel so painful to see Jo with another girl?

Could it be just monkey love? Why is it still felt to this day. Could it be just his guilt towards Jo. Ah it feels like Shofia is really confused about her feelings.

"Ah Zi because of you I've been thinking things through." Shofia elbowed Ziana as she regained her senses from her daydream.

"Cieee mbsk Shofia remembered the former. "godah Ziana.

"About!" Shofia hit the small arm of Ziana. "I don't remember the ex. I don't have an ex anyway."

"But he said Shofia was in love?" Ziana couldn't believe it

"I'll tell you my love story isn't as sweet as your shadow Zi. I even realized I felt love when she was gone from my life."

Shofia re-entered her daydream. Remembering his love story.

"I think it's all just a feeling of awe. I was amazed at the good nature of the kang Zahir and was good at religion." Ziana breathed a soft breath.

"After I thought I had the same feelings for the other son santri who had the advantage."

"Huh you're a guy to think about! It's a little kid too." Shofia nudged Ziana's arm.

After hearing the ashar adhan the two immediately returned to the hut. The two walked along jokingly.

Ziana was already determined to harbour her feelings for kang Zahir. That feeling cannot be in his heart for now. He was in the cottage and was also still too small.

Maybe his feelings are just monkey love. In puberty this usually appears a sense of interest in the opposite sex. At this age, his feelings are unstable. It was still difficult to manage his sometimes turbulent heart.

Shofia and Ziana had now joined the other santri in the Hall. They will be following Dziktlrul Ghofilin because tonight is Friday Wage night.

The two now sit side by side. Shofia looked fixedly at Ziana's face.

"Zi. Begin now to fill your heart with love for Allah Azza wa Jalla. I also. Whether we feel what is in our hearts, we must be dimmed by the love of God and the Apostle who is more entitled to have our hearts." Whispers watered. Ziana nodded in agreement to Shofia's words.

After that night. Never once did they talk about santri putra. If Salelwa, Nur and Fatimah were to speak, they would both be good listeners. Without interrupting or replying to their statements.

"They're really similar. Shofia really changed Ziana." The three inner compacts responded to the attitude of Ziana and Shofia.