
It feels like what it would be like if people who have been abandoned but come back to give even greater attention than before.
Did Deanra refuse?
No. gabe. The girl was still confused by his feelings. He's enjoying everything that's happened lately. The attention, love and sincerity of two men who are increasingly making it a dilemma.
"You're leaving already? Should today go back to ketoko?" Ares asked unwillingly, but he wished his wife was home.
"Of course, Ar. Aren't you going to work too?" The job Deanra meant was that her husband would continue with her writing.
In addition to hackers, Ares is also a man who creates very great works, such as novels and fiction books. Deanra even found out, and she was so happy to see her husband being so open.
After saying goodbye, Deanra immediately left the house. Indeed, a lot of work that has been keeping him busy lately, he also does not understand why there are so many flower orders now? Should he think about adding one more employee?
When she reached the store, Deanra went straight to the cashier's desk as usual. But something on the table got him interested.
"Mr... What's this package?"
Dila's mom went straight to her boss, "oh that's from your ex, you know,"
"That's, mbak?"
"So Dilo came with the food, De. Because you've been here a long time, so he's tipped me off. As usual." Dila explained the truth.
Deanra was speechless, he stared at the food with a faint smile. Why just now? this attention... He didn't need it, but why did it come now?
"Sir, this is food for you."
"Well, why De?" Deanra just smiled thinly. chose not to answer the employee's question, because without answering it should be Dila understand.
In the past, Ares usually came to roar in the morning for the reason of buying a stem of roses. But lately instead changed to Dilo who always come with food. Deanra was thinking did they have the same attitude and thoughts?
Equally confused....
*****
Deanra's putting her work together. Now it's time to go home. As usual he will go home first from Mbak Dila, and the woman who will close the character later.
"Go home, mbak."
"Would you like to go home, Dean? You're not getting a husband?" Dila was curious, Since yesterday she never even saw Deanra's husband come to pick her up. Though as a newlywed is not like now is being warm.
"No, he's busy." Just like that, Deanra was lazy to explain it any longer. After all who is Dila so must know the secrets of his household?
Deanra is leaving. Home is his main destination now, but when he gets to the front of the store and gets ready to call a taxi, someone's car has already blocked his view.
"Dilo...?"
Deanra's surprised. He did not understand why his ex came again, but this morning said Dila Mbak had come.
Dilo got out of the car and approached Deanra who was seen standing still on the side of the road.
"Hey..." Dilo said hello, but Deanra didn't answer. "Can we talk for a second?"
"Speak what?"
"I'm just asking for a minute... What can?" Dilo tried to persuade, "Or in the car? I'll drive you home" said Dilo again.
Deanra didn't answer, but he stepped up and got into Dilo's car.
"Don't go home... I'm going to the town square" Deanra said coldly, to Dilo's approval.
Dilo instead felt it would be better, because this way they could spend longer. Yes, he still wants to feel their togetherness, even though they are friends.
******
Just friends...
“I haven't been like this in a long time, brother. Thank you for accompanying me today..”.
Dilo smiled thinly. Whatever made Deanra smile was her own happiness. There is no limit, he likes this position, full of laughter and light jokes.
Dilo knew this was wrong, he knew he shouldn't have kept this girl from coming home. But he also wanted to be selfish this time. Ares can't make this woman happy on the outside, but can she?
Yeah, he can....
But until when? Does she have to wait and ask if Deanra is parting ways with her husband?
Quiescent. Dilo chose silence while enjoying a sweet smile on each of Deanra's thin lips. Her happiness is that simple... Being near Deanra is happy.
“You're not home, De?” He finally asked.
Deanra jerks. He immediately saw the clock on his wrist. Nine o'clock in the night, my God, why did he forget time?
Is that their togetherness?
“Kak... I have to go now.”
“Let me drive,” Deanra shakes her head, however she does not want to offend her husband and in-laws.
“I can do it myself. Thank you for today.”.
Dilo let Denara pass into the taxi. Not wanting to hold back, he also did not want to force to drive her. He knew what Dean was afraid of, and he wouldn't want to ruin his happiness either. Enough like this... He just wants to be like this.
As long as no one goes between them, Dilo feels enough. He doesn't need Deanra to vote and be his, he won't force it. He just wants to be together, to care for each other, to love each other as friends.
Is his heart hurting?
At the beginning, I may admit. But now that he's used to it, it's accepted that he's not the most important choice in Deanra's life anymore.
*****
Deanra got out of the cab in a bit of a hurry. He immediately ran into the house, but his intention was not clear because he saw the existence of Ares waiting for him on the porch of the house.
Why is he there?
Deanra's closing in. He saw that the man was not awake, but asleep on the porch.
Deanra felt sorry, he should not have come home so late that made Ares wait for him like this. He approached the husband who looked good sleeping on a very cold night, outside again. Deanra was feeling more guilty, and she should have gone home sooner.
“Ar... Let's wake. Move into yuk,”
Ares wakes. He smiled broadly at Deanra who was standing in front of him.
“You've come home?” Dean's getting cramped. Is that Ares for her?
“Come in, you can get sick if you sleep outside these nights.”
“I'm waiting for you, De. What's so much work in the store?”
Degs...
Deanra. Ares thinks he's coming home late for work, but the truth is he's gone with Dilo and having a good time out there. Is she this sadistic? But in the end he had to.
Ares smiled gently, “ayo in... You must be very tired.”
Deanra can only come along when Ares pulls her into their room. He hoped that one day he would be able to repay all the kindness and tenderness of this man. But when? As she tries to love her husband, Dilo comes back to offer a reality.
It's as easy as that to waver at a feeling that's still upset. On one side was the man she still loved, but on the other she had a husband who was so kind to her. But the problem of the heart he can not lie, in fact as good as any Ares so far he has not been able to make his heart vibrate as when he was with Dilo.