The Imperfect Husband

Both have flaws

As if wanting to forget everything that had happened, Deanra chose to live peacefully with her husband. It's just that he can't love Ares yet, so he asks the man to stick to this kind of relationship.

She promised to be a real wife, doing all her duties as a wife. It's just the one she asked for, she didn't want her husband to give her inner living before she could actually accept or love Ares really.

Of course Ares accepted with pleasure. From the beginning he liked this girl not only because of ***, but really wanted to live together. He even happily said he would make the girl fall in love with him.

"So... Is this the deal you want to say?" Ares asked doubtfully. He thought his wife wanted to make a deal and wanted to get a divorce. But it turned out to be just a matter as simple as this, he regretted it badly.

"Yes," Deanra smiled slightly, "but can I ask you a little bit about yourself?"

"About what?"

Deanra knew maybe this would offend Ares a little, but weren't they husband and wife, so it was only natural that she wanted to know?

"That's... What are you sick of?"

When the question was said, Ares was silent. He was a little downcast, perhaps embarrassed by the flaws he had. If it wasn't his wife who asked, maybe now he's gone to avoid Deanra. But he can't do that.

Deanra understood, so she rubbed Ares' shoulder to relax, and was comfortable telling her.

"Do you really want to know?"

"of course... Do you mind?"

Ares. He didn't mind, it was just that he was embarrassed if Deanra knew his flaws. What if this girl would hate and fear him even more?

"I... I have autism... Mental disorder,"

It cannot be said to be a mental disorder. But Ares didn't know how to explain it, and people used to say that, so he came to such a conclusion as well.

Deanra already knows, and already understands what is called autism, so she was a little surprised to hear Aras say mental disorder.

"mental disorder? I don't think so. Why are you saying that?"

"Because people think that way, Dean."

"Then do you believe?"

Believe not believe, should he not accept it? Ares smiled sadly. He also tried not to hear the words of people, trying to be a normal human being like everyone else. But in reality he can't, he's fragile, he can't stand on his own feet.

His self-confidence that says it makes him lose control. Although often consulted with a doctor, but still sometimes he likes to lose control and hurt himself.

Although autism can be said to be mild, but the mindset and pressure of the words of others that often make the brain can not work optimally. He can't get in touch with anyone else, just a few people, and that's not exactly what Deanra's people know. In addition, if outside he is very difficult to interact with people, that's why the mother and her father never allow him to go out alone.

*****

Deanra took one gauze from the closet in the room. And don't forget he also brought a box containing medicine. When he was back on the bed, he started cutting the gauze and taking out some wound medicine.

He couldn't believe their little talk would end like this. Ares who lost control, hurt himself even Denara himself can not stop it. In the end the man got injuries on his arm as well as some on his neck.

But one thing Deanra doesn't understand. Ares who lost control did not even hurt himself. He was so close to the man when he tried to stop his extreme actions.

"Did it hurt?" Denara saw the wound on the back of her husband's hand which was quite severe.

"Still don't want to say it." Deanra pouted a little, "actually why do you have to behave like this? We're just telling you, why make you so emotional?"

Ares quiet. He clenched his hands violently again. Realizing that Deanra immediately stopped him, did not want any more new injuries for this man later.

"I'm ashamed... You must be afraid of me? Am I really such a crazy person?"

Deanra was stunned to hear this question. He looked into Ares's eyes, trying to avoid him. So this is what this man was worried about from earlier? To hurt himself?

Deanra closed her eyes in annoyance, "didn't you say you wanted me to really be your wife? Then why should you be ashamed to show me your flaws?"

"Because you will hate and fear me even more" said Ares weakly.

Not all women want the perfect partner, who is handsome and also mentally healthy. But he's what? Even a little thing like that had scared Deanra. What about all their lives? Can the girl survive?

"I'm not afraid. Why do you think that?"

Ares no longer answered. He was silent, and with this silence Deanra who had been mediocre now really became afraid. Not afraid that he will lose control again, but afraid of Ares' thoughts about him.

"You're perfect... Just a slight difference with other people, why should you think so badly."

Quiescent.

Deanra continued, "if you are like this, always closed and do not want to talk about your shortcomings to me... Maybe I'll be hesitant to do the same." Deanra took a breath, "As long as you know, maybe I'm more lacking, but only covered with physical perfection."

"No! You're perfect, Dean!" Ares answered quickly, as if he disagreed with his wife's statement.

"Do you want to know a little bit about my shortcomings?"

"What?"

"I am a woman who has bad emotions. If I'm angry, I can destroy everything around me." Deanra laughed after leaking the ugliness. But it even made Ares pull his eyebrows do not understand.

"But I don't see you like that, Dean. You're soft,"

Deanra smiled slightly, "I told you. There are secrets between us, Ares. If you don't want to open up to me, of course you won't know me either."

Deanra doesn't want to talk anymore. So after she finished treating the wounds on her husband's body she immediately left.

"Here you go, you better rest first. Spitting out blood, you must be very tired."

Ares disagreed, he wanted to talk more with the girl. But when he wanted to prevent Deanra had already disappeared from behind the bedroom door.

I'll always love you for every lack of you, Dean. I hope one day you will be the same... Loving me for my every shortcoming.

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