The Honeymoon

03. Sorry

The food served at the dinner table quickly went into the stomach because we were silent to each other. The atmosphere was silent, only the sound of the beating of the wall clock was heard.

Soon Reza broke the silence between us.

"Yan, you're angry" said Mas Reza.

I'm shaking.

"You deserve to anger Yan, because I can't resist my desire, all of this happened "

"Not angry" I replied.

I feel hypocritical. I'm sorry, I'm sorry to have mortgaged your self-esteem to earn your love.

"You want to be angry, just angry Yan, I feel guilty. We are just as unaccounted for this to happen, perhaps, God has set our destiny" he said.

No mas, I will, I will it. I became more guilty, afraid that if my behavior was exposed to him, I chose to be more silent.

"All this happened, because he left me, it hurt Yan, I was naive, sorry Yan, because you were my impingement. I should've taken care of you, not even broken like this, you're a good girl"

The tears that had been arrested since then, Reza finally broke down as well. She cried sobbing, but somehow I wasn't moved at all.

We fell silent again until Mas Reza's cries subsided.

"It's okay, everything has happened, and I have the right to do it to me" I replied.

"Yan, do you have a boyfriend?, who is that guy Yan?. Tell me. You're a good woman, I don't want you to be humbled" she asked, holding my hand.

Mas Reza seems to care about me, does this mean he has feelings for me.

"I'll apologize to him, I'll take responsibility, if anyone can make amends for this, what will your future be"

The future, my future with you, love you sincerely and build a household and then age with you.

"Well, Yanti doesn't have a boyfriend" I replied.

How do I have a boyfriend, if there's no criteria like you in the other guy I met. At school or on campus. I just love you a mas. My first and last love.

" The truth is Yan, if so, later if we go home I will apologize to Mak Ros and Mr. Parman, your parents Yan"

"It's all happened because Yanti forgave Mas Reza" I said.

"Let's just confused, with our relationship now, yesterday we were just friends with each other" I was confused to set the right words so that everything looks normal.

Mas Reza looked at me, we were silent and our hands were fused together.

"Thank God then Yan"

"You are the first time to Bali, to this Villa right, I will invite you to enjoy the atmosphere of the beach around here" said Mas Reza.

I'm nodding. I'm even more grateful that, even though this is just the beginning, I hope that Charlote will never come back among us. Perhaps a little more, I felt my love flower buds blooming in the garden of my heart.

***

Private Villa in Bali is almost close to the beach. This villa has two floors.

The lower floor of the scenery is dominated by private pools and beautiful parks.

The top floor, the rooftop, is more dominated by gazebos and gardens. The gazebo is spacious and comfortable, with a padded base and two large comfortable pillows. From the top floor is a view of the white sand beach from a distance that is so beautiful.

The beach can be reached by walking for about five minutes.

After the incident that night Reza's attitude changed, he had returned to the person I knew.

Two days later he really invited me to enjoy the beautiful beach that initially I could only see from the rooftop.

Oya during those two days, I spent time resting my body.I really enjoyed the villa facilities alone with Mas Reza. Enjoy private pool together and in the afternoon enjoy the sunset at the rooftop. It's really like my dream to enjoy a honeymoon like a newlywed.

Reza was very attentive to me.

"We Swim yuk Yan, here" said mas Reza as he descended in the submissive and immediately nimbly glided to swim into the middle of the pool.

"Not bring a swimsuit"

It's not that I didn't take it, not even have it.

If you know this I use an attractive swimsuit, does not it increase the chances. My brain is starting to short again.

If appearing attractive in front of my husband is very pleasant, I want to do every day from now on.

"Hey, daydream again..."

I was shocked as I reached out to help Mas Reza.

Suddenly he pulled me down into the water.

"Ha ha ha ha. So wet right.."

damn it he was kidding.

"blb blb, Yanti can't swim..mas.please. But little bit I can swim.

Mas Reza looked panicked and immediately grabbed me closer.

"Yan, Yanti. yanti." she said, shaking my body and carrying me by the pool.

As I felt his breath begin to draw near to my face, I opened my eyes.

" Wekkk"

"Damn you." said Mas Reza.

We looked closely, then he really kissed me right on the lips.

I was surprised, my eyes opened wide.

"It's a punishment because you dare to play me" said mas Reza.

I wiped my lips with the back of my hand.

Romantic mas, want more punishment.

My face blushes. Maybe I saw him embarrassed.

We also enjoyed swimming together.

***

The kitchen of the villa is very complete, we can cook a variety of dishes.

After swimming we cook together, only fried rice with eggs only. But it feels so good because we both eat.

In the afternoon we enjoyed the sunset from the gazebo on the rooftop, with a variety of snacks and warm tea.

We sat very close, sharing the warmth in a cool, windy afternoon.

The dim lights, flowers all around add to the romantic atmosphere.

Mas Reza stroked my hair and I ventured closer in the recess of his neck. Enjoy the comfort and warmth of Reza's body.

"Yan, stay like this, like the Yanti I know, who is agile and jolly, don't ever leave me" she said.

I returned it by hugging him.

"Yes" I said.

Would it be wrong for me to expect more.

I want to open up the conversation about the 'divorce' she once called on our wedding day. But it was still stuck in the chest, did Mas Reza still want me. Is Reza starting to love me.

What if he finds out I set him up. Will he remain the Reza mas I know.

Various feelings raged in my heart.

I elus the chest of my husband's field. Find out if my name's in there and not Charlote.

Mas Reza looked at me touching my cheeks my nose and my face.

"Yan, it still hurts not" she whispered softly in my ear. I could hear her gulping.

The deg!. Oh my God, did I wake up a sleeping snake.

"I'm not ashamed" I said. Wonderful that place is designed to heal itself quickly.

"I really want you Yan, right now, right here, may Yan" he said pleading with his heavy voice.

I'm nodding. Instantly on the pull of a mosquito net that covers the gazebo and we play the most beautiful melody of love in the world again.

***