
~Maybe it was just the best way to shed all my yearning, by involving my Lord in it.~
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After Shasya was satisfied to see the photo, he chose to perform Dhuhur prayer because the Adhan had reverberated.
After performing the prayer, Shasya prefers to write in his diary about what he feels.
*Dear Diary
I don't know what I'm feeling right now, just God. All-Knowing who understands the content of my heart.
I leave my heart to my Lord so that my heart will not be mishandled. Because I am sure, God must have prepared the best mate for me who will come at the right time.
This feeling may be just a little sense of loss from the figure of Mr. Joseph who used to guide me by slipping his jokes even with his flat speech.
Ma Fi Qolbi Ghairullah's.
I better pray it in my prayer even though not necessarily the prayer I do perfectly. But, maybe it was just the best way to shed all my longing for Mr. Joseph by involving my Lord in it.
Shasya Syafa’atun Nissa*.
The night greeted with his unusual coldness. Suddenly Shasya's phone rings, but her number is not stored in Shasya's contacts. With hesitation, Shasya picked up the phone.
“Hallo, Assalammualaikum.” Shasya.
“Wa’alaikumussalam. How are you?” Said someone from across the street calling her.
Degs..... Shasya knew that voice. As if the world had stopped, Shasya was unable to say a word and immediately turned off her phone without saying a greeting.
“Astagfirullah, am I dreaming?” Shasya asked herself as she patted her cheeks.
Shasya's phone again sounded from the same number. With hesitation, Shasya picked up his phone.
“Why is the phone closed?” Ask someone from across there.
“Sorry, Sir. I thought I was dreaming.” Shasya said honestly.
“You dreamer called me?” Tempta Yusuf, who called Shasya was Mr. Yusuf whom he was thinking about this afternoon.
“Not so I mean, Mr.” Said Shasya, memesang Shasya can already be relaxed with Mr. Yusuf.
“Where? Have you met my replacement lecturer?” Ask Yusuf.
“Already, Sir.”
“Already can interact well with him?” Ask Yusuf.
“Then it is, not yet Sir. I'm a little uncomfortable wondering about personal affairs.”
“Pak Hadi is like that, he if you want to meet people he must be looking to his roots. You have to cover it.”
“I'll try, Sir. But it took a long time for me to adapt to Mr. Hadi.” Shasya's words may have been heard when talking to Yusuf.
“I understand your attitude. Most importantly you must keep the spirit of learning.”
“Yes, God willing, Sir. Hmmm, Sir.” Said Shasya who was a little hesitant to ask what she was thinking now.
“Iya what's wrong?” Ask Yusuf.
“What does that letter mean, sir?” Shasya asked who was braving herself.
“God willing, someday you will know by yourself.”
“Iya already is. I hung up the phone first. Assalammualaikum.”
“Wa’alaikumussalam.”
Shasya deliberately quickly hung up because she did not know, especially what she had to talk about.
The next day, Shasya seemed to sit pensively in the Park on his campus.
“Assalammualaikum, Shasha.” Said Khaira who had just come and immediately hugged Shasya.
“Wa’alaikumussalam.” Answer Shasya.
“Kok lo not surprised?” Asked Khaira who took off her embrace and directly looked at Shasya's face.
“Lo why?” Khaira asked Shasya again.
“Last night, Mr. Yusuf called me.” Shasya.
“Serius lo? How anyway? Don't you know about the contents of the letter?” Said Khaira who seemed to like the topic they were going to discuss.
“Continue waiting for Mr Yusuf?” Ask a very enthusiastic Khaira.
“Hah, that means?” Ask Shasya who doesn't know what Khaira's talking means.
“Gue seems to be talking wrong with you when it comes to love. In essence, do you often think of Mr. Yusuf?” Ask Khaira who is directly in love.
“Honestly, yesterday I thought of Mr. Yusuf. But just because I suddenly keinget aja same Mr. Yusuf.” Said Shasya who did not want to lie to Khaira at all.
“Gue understand now. Lo is the same love Mr. Yusuf, but you yourself who do not know and do not want love to come to the heart of lo.” Khaira.
“Gue just left my heart to Allah swt. and I don't want to be stuck with a love that shouldn't belong to me. Because I am sure, if God has prepared the best soul mate for me.” Shasya said with a smile.
“OK, I understand. It is also up to your heart because your heart is rasain itself.”
“Iya, Khai.” Shasya said with a smile.
“Oh yes, soon to be on vacation. Well even for a minute. Where are you going?” Ask Khaira.
“Insya Allah I want to go home, I miss my parents.”
“Gue can come?”
“Embangnya equally parents lo?”
“It is certain that if I go the same lo.”
“Iya already if so, but chances are we're only three there.”
“No pa-pa, so I can refresh as well. All this time, I have never come home and met your parents lo.”
“Iya already, you come with me. Allahturahmi to my parents.” Shasya said with a smile.
“Sure that it is. Eh yuk to class, soon we enter.” Take Khaira.
They both entered the class.
“Shasya.” Call Kevin.
“What's up?” Ask Shasya.
“If our class is finished, you come with me to the Park Yes.”
“Sorry, I guess.”
“No rejection, we're not just the two of you. Khaira can also come.” Said Kevin.
“Oke, I'll join lo.” Shasya.
Kevin returned to his seat with a face that was sparkling.
Not a few, their class has finished.
“Sha, I'm waiting there. Due first.” Said Kevin leaving class.
“Say I was told to come with him, why am I left?” Gerrutu Shasya's.
“Why, Sha?” Ask Khaira.
“No pa-pa.” Shasya said with a slightly forced smile.
“Iya, let's go to the park. I wonder why Kevin took us there.” Khaira.
“Gue too, come.” Said Shasya who immediately pulled Khaira's hand to walk immediately.
Khaira and Shasya walk towards the Park.
Arriving at the Park, Khaira and Shasya are shocked because there are already many people there. It looks like Kevin is standing carrying a bouquet of flowers in the middle of a circle that Students and Students make.
Without a doubt, Kevin began to speak in front.
“Friends, I thank you for helping me make my love come true to someone I love so much.” Said Kevin casually.
“Wah, who's the lucky girl to be loved by Kevin?”
“Surely the girl is very beautiful.”
“It is, as a famous Student Kevin here. Where want him the same mediocre person aja.”
That was a little talk that Khaira and Shasya heard from the girls there.
Kevin walked towards Shasya who was in the line. Kevin immediately crouched down in front of Shasya who still did not understand what happened. Kevin immediately handed over the bouquet of flowers he had brought towards Shasya.
“Shasya, you have stolen my heart. Many times I express my love to you even if only by phone. And here, in this place with all the seriousness of love that I have given to you, you want to not be my girlfriend?” Kevin asked who was looking at Shasya, but Shasya looked down and did not dare to look into Kevin's sincere eyes revealing everything to him.
“Shasya, how?” Ask Kevin again.