The Her Wedding Dress

CH47-Is this how you feel??

 Malik was glued to the screen

television, changed his gaze as soon as he heard Indira's words. It's a little

confused by Indira's behavior tonight.

How could he say things not

makes sense to him.

Malik summarizes Indira's face with a second

her hands. Trying to remove the tear from her cheek.

His feelings were mixed when he saw the woman he loved crying.

Malik promised himself

forget his feelings for Indira. But still, He still could not fully

scavenging Indira.

“Hey Why are you?? What's that talking about? There are more

problem?” Ask Malik a little worried

“Hiks.. Excuse me. Sorry akuuuu.”

“Iya but sorry why? You ain't got nothing wrong.

Story first, don't cry gini”

“Huuuu... Maaliiikk..” Seeing the cries of Indira

the more it broke, there was nothing else to do but embrace her.

Malik grabbed Indira's small body and hugged her

tightly. Despite not knowing what Indira was facing, at least

a hug from him would definitely lighten the burden of the woman a little.

“Ma.. Malian.. L'm.. L'm.. Same with kamuuu..

Huuuuuu.” Indira's voice rang out behind Malik's chest.

“Shhh. Ja. Cup cups.. I love you the same

you.” Malik rubbed Indira's head slowly in his arms.

“Ak.. I fear. Don't stay with me..” Yakap

Indira while tightening her arms around Malik's waist

“Iya. I'm not gonna leave you. Shhh.

Don't cry anymore yeah.”

Malik long enough to maintain his position with

Indira. Trying to calm Indira's heart with the warmth of her embrace.

If only Indira had not become a fiancee

Akbar, Malik must have kissed Indira by now. The tears that come out will

replaced with happiness. Sorry is also free. All have been

be late.

Malik let go of his hand when he was not

hearing Indira's cry again. Malik slowly pulled Indira's head

from that moment on his chest.

He smiled when he saw the woman

sobbing now sleep so comfortably. With one move, Malik carried

Indira headed to her room. Climb the stairs very carefully. He doesn't want to

wake Indira and Mama and Papa who first sleep.

Malik opened the door slowly and pushed it

using feet. Put Indira's body on the bed slowly. And

cover the woman's entire body with a blanket.

He sat down next to Indira who was sleeping

and began to look at his face carefully. Exhaling his heavy breath

as if to release all the burdens on his shoulders. Unnoticed, though,

malik's hand began to walk down Indira's face.

His fingers continued to move, from his forehead, eyebrows, and,

the eyes, nose, cheeks, and last are the lips of Indira. Malik is interesting

long breath. Now the hand turned to the head of Indira. Swiping slowly

affectionately.

“Ndi.. Don't cry anymore. Whatever the problem

you, don't let those tears come down. I can forget the feeling of love

to you I've saved dozens of years, but I won't be able to

forget your sadness and tears. You know how broken my heart is

see you cry like that ?? Whatever your decision, with whoever you are

get married later, I'll always support you. I will always love you

as of this time.”

Malik spoke softly. Her tears are deep in

eye peluker. The emotional mix of disappointment and sadness

inward. His personal feelings are no longer important. Right now, for Malik happiness

Indira is the main one.

He lowered his head, pointing his face to

indira's face. He put his lips on Indira's forehead. Malik closed his eyes

and enjoy the moments where he can still take care of Indira.

Tears that had been soaking up had already plunged

freely wet the Indira temple.

***

His heart was beating very fast. Want to feel

Indira jumped up and forced Malik to repeat his words earlier.

Nope-no.. This is not the time to open your eyes. Indira still has to

listen to Malik's next words.

With eyes closed, Indira heard

with great care what Malik said.

It feels warm when Malik's lips touch

his forehead. And what is this?? Why is the pelipils wet? Is Malik crying?? Indira

still holding back his curiosity.

Oh my God, what is this really?? Is this a dream??

What did he just hear was reality?? Why has Malik been quiet all this time

just. Why Malik did not express his feelings. Then what should it be

did it?

“Akbar is a good guy. I'm sure, He

you can love you more than me. Please don't disappoint Papa and Papi

Ndi.”

Malik's whispers echoed back in his ears.

Is this Malik's decision?? He really gave up on

her feelings?? Does Indira have to do the same?? I don't know. Thousands

the question that was spinning in his head really made his brain become

paraplegics.

“Do not go..”

Indira grabbed Malik's arm which was trying

go away. His eyes remained closed, as if he did not want to show

his sadness.

“There's ghosts, I'm afraid.” Indira decided to

theatricalize. At the moment, Indira just wants to be with Malik. Deprive

tonight before she completely takes off her feelings.

He hugged Malik's arm tightly, making

Malik sat down beside him. Realize that Malik has started to sit down

comfortable beside him, Indira releases Malik's arm and switches on

his waist.

**

“There's ghosts, I'm afraid.”

Malik smiled gently. His eyes looked at his hands

who is being held by Indira. Malik had to sit back on Indira's side.

Seeing Indira who was increasingly hugging his arm

tightly, Malik decided to accompany the woman tonight. Malik

position his body as comfortably as possible. He leaned his back. Cover over

the lower part of his body with a blanket that covers the entire body of Indira.

A mixture of surprised and happy faces emanated in

malik's face as Indira hugged his waist. What is in the dream

this woman hugged him so tightly.

The scene a few years ago is back

reenacted. The little girl who used to fight with him, has now become

a grown woman who is getting married. Yes, this woman is getting married. Noth

with him, but with Akbar.

Malik rubbed Indira's head slowly, trying

throw out all the nightmares.

**

“Neng, see Ma...” The footsteps of Bu Mega stopped

when I saw the sight before him.

Bu Mega has been traveling around all over

home to find the missing Malik. Malik's condition is unstable

make the mind of Bu Mega slightly bouncing.

The worry gets bigger when you look at your phone

Malik is on the floor. Malik's shadow fainted or fell in the room

a shower wanders in his brain.

All those bad thoughts disappeared instantly

when he saw Malik was in Indira's open room. Tears are beginning to

wetting his face, when he saw Indira who comfortably hugged his body

Malik.

It is sad for the fate of that man. After all

long harbored feelings, his heart was broken because it had to budge with his best friend

by oneself. Even when trying to erase his feelings, Indira did not

give it room to breathe.

Maybe this is the view that will be seen

all day long if Malik proposes to his daughter first. But maybe this is

the best path God has given them