The Her Wedding Dress

The Her Wedding Dress
CH15 - CONTENTS MALIK'S HEART



I sat on this bamboo hut together


with 2 of my best friends and a very middle-aged man


loved me. The cottage has begun to reot. The color is a little worn out. The rope is there and


right here. Will come out a squealing sound when one


between us moving. I hope it doesn't collapse if I, Indira and Akbar


start fighting again.


I wrapped my body in a towel. Water sharpness


it made me feel a little bit confused. My bones are like something's piercing. I don't know


what I'm feeling. But it doesn't make me feel cold


iota. There is a warm feeling that is enveloping my heart. As if expelling


all the coldness that should be lodged in my body.


Thanks God.. You have presented


good people who love me so much when I fall silent and think of them.


Papi, I haven't felt warmth in a long time


a father. He offered me shelter. Promising the beauty of my future. There was no lie from the look in his eyes. He also gave


permission for me to work. Replying to the services he will give me


later. Papi, can I be a good boy for you?? Do I have a chance


realize all your dreams?? Will I be a human


as you expected?? I'm afraid to let you down pi. I'm not a good boy


as you can imagine.


Mama and Papa. There is not much time


they take it for me. But the love they gave me,


I really enjoyed God.. The soft caress in my head made me


they realized they never thought of me as someone else. But like


own child. They never distinguished me from Indira. The treatment


same. What Indira received, that's what I received. Warmth is always


I felt when I came to their house. The warmth I always miss.


Which I used to feel. In a small house with my mom and dad. I'm gonna


very happy Lord, if You allow me to always be among the


this family..


Sired.. How are you, sir?? Wait for Malik. Sinewed


once I grow up, I'll fight to be a cop. In order to be able


handling the father case. I don't want to sue anyone who's already


taking father's life. I just want to see what his life is like


now it's. Happy for him, after taking my father and mother. Step-by-step


his life after leaving the father lying covered with blood. Recall


she, with two crying children, screamed


his father took his life in front of him. What he is like now.


Really, I don't expect anything from him sir. I just want to know him. Right now I am still helpless. Wait for me to grow up, sir, pray for me, so that I can achieve my goals.


Mom, I miss buk.. Is Mom happy? What


Is mom not sick anymore?? Did you meet Dad there?? Buk.. Why


lying to me buk.. Why don't you tell me about Mom's true condition.


Do you know how sorry Malik is now, Mom?? Malik is like being a child


the worst in the world, ma'am.. How can a child not know


illness of his mother. Malik has not been able to make Mother happy, Mother already


leave Malik. Really, Malik is not ready yet..Malik still wants to


together with Mom. Feel how warm your embrace is. Seeing how


tender loving gaze of Mother to me. . Right now, not Malik


I want to forget mom.. I will always have a place in Malik's heart.. But


I want to be happy. Always smiling.. Did I betray Mom?? What Mother


angry at me?? Ii'm sorry.. My tears are no longer coming out


remembering you doesn't mean I've forgotten you, Mom. I just wanted to


let go of mother.  I love you mom.. I hope you understand what I mean. I'm sorry I couldn't be the proud son of Mom. As long as you live, I can only


inconveniencing you. She also had to take care of my friends. Forgive


i'm.. Thank you for giving birth to me. Being a father and mother to me.


Always providing what I need. With all the limitations that we


have, Mother always fulfilled what I wanted. I missed you mom.. Malik


this man misses Mom very much.. Come once in a while into my dreams


ma'am.. I want to hug you, Mom..


Akbar.. Thank you for always being this long


there's for me. Always laughing with me. Comfort my days with your laughter.


With your silly behavior. Share all the things with me, and now you have to


start sharing my dad with me. I am so grateful to have a friend like you


bars.. Your joy always warms my heart. Our age is not far away


different, but you've always protected me and Indira. You always act as


sister for us. You're a tough bar guy. But for the first


the next time, I saw tears fall from your beautiful eyes. Not because of the departure


My mum. But because you saw me lamenting my fate of having to live without Mom


any more. Is that how you are with me?? Don't worry bar, me too


loved you. I wish you were always by my side, accompanying me on my days.


Embrace me with the warmth of your smile. Comfort me in my worst moments.


I promise I'll repay all your affection for the bar. I've already considered you


like brother. Hopefully our relationship will be like this until old age..


Indira.. You are a beautiful girl who is always beside me..


for more than 10 years we have always been together. Eating, sleeping, studying, playing.. Ye


the one that always holds me, holds my hand every time. Your cheerfulness


enliven my days. We fight often. Not because of us


doesn't fit. But this is how we show affection for each other. I


just happy to bother you, because when you get angry your face turns very strange, but sweet and I'm happy


saw it. But I was the first one who would get angry if I saw any


someone else hurt you. I don't like to see your tears come out. Do you know that I'm always watching you. How you walk, smile, talk.


Whatever I do to make you happy..To me your happiness


it is the main. You have always been number one for me. I'm so


love you, not just as a friend. But more than that.  Yeah, I like you. Maybe right now only


just love monkey. Hopefully this will remain…


The atmosphere became increasingly sad as a small drizzle drenched this cottage. I see


Indira was joking with Akbar and Papi. Smiling with soft. Smile


sweet that I like very much. The smile that has been gracing my days.


I also


smiling at the happiness that is currently present between us. Perceived


the warm hand of the papi hugged my shoulder, making me dissolve in the afternoon cheerfulness


to day.


Ahh


thank God once again, for bringing such amazing people


in my life. I will always be grateful for the life you have given me


to me.. But please God, take care of them. Including my Mother and Father


there.