The Heart of the Jutek Girl

The final decision

Hisham stepped into the bathroom to calm his mind for a moment.

"What have I done...! Uh..! Shit...!!" Aspersion.

Sheena was still silent in the backyard. His body trembled violently and his chest became increasingly tight.

"Not Mas Adhi.. No..! He's not Mas Adhi..!!" said bitter. Sheena tries to move her legs back into the living room.

There he did not see any physician Hisham among them.

"Where is he..?!" inner Sheena.

"Who..! Whatever..!" sheena muttered.

Sheena also joined in the middle of the two families.

Hisham who showed a tired and tangled face came from behind.

"Sister Hisham... Where the hell did it come from... Lama...!" grouse Emily.

" there was a call from the hospital." elak Hisham.

"sit Sham...!" father Hardian said.

"Afran same Ara same mbok Sumi first yes .." persuaded Bu Shinta.

"Come den, non." said Mbok Sumi.

Afran and Ara followed Sumi into the backyard.

After the departure of Afran and Ara, Mr. Atmaja also started talks.

"This is Nak Hisham... Actually, our purpose to meet tonight is not just because kangen want to reminisce or just to stay in touch... But there is something that Om wants to say." said Mr. Atmaja.

"Actually.. We want Hisham and Sheena to know each other better... We know for sure our daughter has a lot of shortcomings compared to Nak Husyam... And I hope Hisham wants to accept Sheena in the future." said Mr. Atmaja.

"What does pi mean..?" sheena asked in surprise.

"Yes Om... Sorry if I failed to understand the meaning of om." added Hisham

"yes... This is a person, it is old also do not understand the meaning.yes it means you are asked to marry lhah...! Especially..!That's not understanding..! Emily had guessed.. There must be shrimp behind the bakwan... Hehehe.. ! " said Emily.

"Silence Em..!" firmly Bu Andita.

"Look at Syam... We are already good friends with the Atmaja Family... So I feel sorry to see Ara and Afran without Dad like that... They need protectors for later if they're big..."

" but ma'am... How Hisham got into a family that was already intact... There is a mother and her father... They all love their papa... And there's no way Hisham's gonna destroy those wonderful memories...!" reject Hisham.

" That's because they can't accept the fact that the papi's dead... Our son is dead, and we do not want them to be disappointed by waiting for the arrival of the dead son..! Aunty is afraid they even hate her papa which turns out not to come when they need a hug... Aunty is afraid that it will ruin their happiness with her papy memories later... Hiks hyks hyks " said Ms. Shinta as she broke into tears.

" Is it because of Sheena's status that makes Nak Hisham object..? " ask Mr. Atmaja.

" For Allah's sake that's not Om... I just felt that I had entered into a world that I should not have been in." said Hisham.

"Yes.... Say something Na... Do you disagree with this mother's wishes...? Did mommy force you to do this too much...? Mama loves you guys so much.. Even if you can, you want to replace Adhi.. Let the mother who died rather than have to see you who are always followed by the shadow of Adhi which is clearly no longer there... Hiks hijs hiks. " said Ms. Shinta brick.

"we are old... Who will take care of you later... Afran is a child... Still need a father figure that he'll be proud of... That will be his life.. And Ara.. Do you know Na.. The first love of a daughter is her father... And Ara, that poor boy.. His first love was lost to this world... So please give him a good father so that love can survive in his heart." said Ms. Shinta rested at Sheena's feet.

" my... Don't be like this Mi...! " Sheena answered lifting up the middle-aged woman's body.

Sheena herself could not possibly argue with her in-laws, but this was also too soon. He can't just say it. Adhi Dharma is still a love that will dwell in his heart until anytime. He did not want to betray that love.

"May Sheena speak with her..! Later after that Sheena will give an answer." said Sheena.

Finally back again they were in a cold and gripping state. Two people who reject each other but have no power to argue.

"Do you know about this..! Don't lie tell me the truth..!" ask Sheena.

"How many times have I said, I don't know what..!" answer Hisham coldly.

"Arrghghh...! Why am I stuck here...!" hisham said annoyed at ruffling his hair.

"What's upset is not just you... Me either.. And if I accept this match, it's the same as betraying my husband..!" sheena held back her emotions.

"I only want to love once and get married once... Our love struggle was even so heavy and we had just briefly felt that happiness... But... Why would... Why...!!" sheena stopped holding her hand on her face and wept bitterly.

Hisham felt sorry for Sheena's life. She knew that she loved her husband very much.

" Do I have to refuse?" ask Hisham to Sheena.

Sheena began to fade from her cries. He stared at the man intensely. He realized that the man was not wrong. Only circumstances make for an endless situation.

For a moment they were silent, and trying to think clearly.

"if you refuse... Then there will be another man who will be betrothed to me again... I know they love me very much... Their intentions are good.just I haven't been able to open my heart.." Sheena explained.

"In that case, I will accept this match, I do not know what will be your response and the child.. But I can't make my mom and dad sad... It seems like they owe a huge debt of gratitude to your in-laws." said Hisham.

"Sup to you.... If you refuse, just say it in front of them... I don't want to interfere...!" added Hisham.

Sheena thought hard.

"alright... For the sake of mami, papi, Ara and also Afran I will also be ready... Afran is very close to you... So does Ara.. He also often looks at you... It's probably better than anyone else being their father" Sheena said.

"You know marriage is sacred.. Once we become husband and wife, you will be very guilty of thinking about a man other than me... And do not fulfill your duty as a wife... Are you sure of that..??!" ask Hisham.

"this is my first marriage and I hope it's my last... So I don't want any word of divorce or infidelity...!" continue Hisham.

"You have to accept me for who I am.. But if there is a bad trait of me please remind me... I'm gonna fix it... So did I... I'll accept you for who you are... But you must want me to remind you that you are wrong." continued hisham.

"Who...! Why did it become like this anyway...! If only we could marry a contract or even better temple marriage...! I really don't want to betray Mas Adhi..!" sheena is glassy.

"If you want a contract marriage it is better to find someone else... Because I obviously don't want to... The first one lied to the big family, and I don't want to live a lie.. And secondly we will sin more if bound in a contract marriage." replied Hisham.

"But it feels..." Sheena did not continue her word.

"Just calm... I know the rules... But the moment I want it I hope you should accept me and not the shadow of someone else..!" hisham said firmly.

"Because I'm also a normal guy who needs to be impingement...!" continue Hisham.

"If I can't?!" sheena hesitated.

"Do you want to test me to see my anger..??!!!" replied Hisham sharply with intimidating eyes. The glint of anger was obvious. He can look very nice and polite but sometimes he is like an unforgiving person to the opponent.

"really scary..!" sheena Ogat.