The God of Anger

part 114's

★lower world, void space★

There is a square-shaped land with a giant pentagram symbol, in the middle of the symbol, there is a black tree that dried its branches.

In the dried twigs were ten cocoons with various red-flaming dimples, no one could reach the place except themselves, the demon gods.

And one of those ten cocoons is Radehs.

★consciousness Radehs★

He himself saw various places, 1 second walk he had reached thousands of lives he saw, this is called learning.

Good things that end bad and bad things that end good.

That's the life Radesh is seeing.

From there he continued to deduce various conclusions on the lives of each person, some where he struggled to live even in the oppressed and finally watched his loved ones dying to death, unfortunately he ended up even worse without being able to avenge what he had done.

There were also people who betrayed their loved ones and acted as if nothing had happened, and he ended up in solitude in a dark room and committed suicide because of his incompetence.

There are also people who want to transcend themselves by fighting hard against the disease he suffered and the condition of his poor family is helpless to treat it, he said, feeling a burden on the family he resigned and gave up until death picked him up.

There are also people who want to be the best in their family but are always put aside because they have a more reliable brother and he was thrown away and ended up tragically being a food of wild animals.

Now Radehs is looking at the figure of a 4-year-old child, the child is different from other children, his physical form is different where unnatural, and also mental, he said, it is usually called mental retardation.

The child is named Arda, the parents themselves do not mind Arda's condition is different from other children, they love Arda like a kind parent to take care of his child, Arda, incidentally, Arda's parents have a friend who has married his wife where they also have a child named zuha where the child is different from Arda because of the condition of normal zuha like other children.

For a moment they saw Zuha, in the mind of Arda's parents, especially the mother, was sad why Arda was not like Zuha, because they are sad to see the condition of Arda who is mentally and physically handicapped is different from other children and certainly his life will not be normal like ordinary people, usually other children will be afraid of Arda because of his physical condition and also Arda who behaves strangely, but different from Zuha, he wants to play with Arda and when Zuha shares his toy with Arda, he wants to play with Arda, arda's own mother was filled, she was crying silently, she was very moved there were still other children who wanted to play with Arda.

The mother asked Zuha's mother that she wanted to carry Zuha.

As the mother held onto Zuha, she was very happy and happy, tears splattered on her cheeks looking at Zuha, and Zuha who saw that wiped away Arda's mother's tears, on the other hand Arda just watched her, and Zuha who saw that wiped away her mother's tears, he seemed to be fixated on the thing in front of him, and in that moment Radehs also went up black.

GUILT

That's what a moment in the feeling of a 4-year-old toddler, that, although he still does not understand but his heart has learned if his parents are not he is not happy with his presence but his parents feel burdened because the guilt makes Arda's self already this way, but Arda felt twice as much guilt as his parents.

After that day Arda fell ill, his condition continued to deteriorate, his parents were always by his side wishing him all the best for his recovery.

At that moment Arda said something.

"I love mom and dad" he said limp.

And Radehs was jolted by it.

"Goodbye mom and dad, thank you for taking good care of me" Arda said.

"Why do you give up, even though your life is bitter but you still have parents who will continue to support you!" Bentak Radeh's.

"It's only a few years but I'm so happy over a million million years, to have a life like this, to have a life like this, when you held Zuha, my heart finally learned that I did not deserve to be a child of you" said Arda Lirih.

"it does hurt, they don't know how much it hurts you to see that scene!" Radehs.

"With my death this happiness will surely reach you!" Arda.

"WHAT'S THE POINT OF HAPPINESS WHEN YOU END UP MISERABLE!" Bentak Radeh's.

"If I die Zuha will be your medicine and your next child will take my place and make you happy in the future" Arda cried

"ASSHOLE"

"Goodbye my dear parents forgive me for bothering you" said Arda's soul and she left forever.

"LIVE HIIIDUUUP HHIIIDUPPPLAHHH" Shouted Radehs.

The fact is that Arda survived her illness but she held her breath to death.

Radehs held his head, for some reason out of the many lives of others he saw, Arda's life was the most painful for him.

But Arda is just one of many lives that will make Radehs' blood boil.

"His life is the same as ours Radehs, from birth we have been destined as a test for many people, if someone deserves it then surgically the place and vice versa, it is the torment of hell that awaits them, but the problem lies with the examiner who knows nothing, many living creatures are still stupid at the core of life so that they are overwhelmed with pride and arrogance and make a terrible caste" said Retha.

"I will never forget it, I will never forget it, until at any time I will continue to rise even until my body is blown to pieces I will rise!" Radehs.

He looked up to see how clear the sky was at that moment, and finally he turned to the next life and continued on like that.

Then Radehs saw a graceful woman, in the world the woman was nicknamed as a symbol of beauty, she sat in her window looking at the vast expanse of the garden provided for her.

"Unempowerment!" Said someone behind Radehs and Retha.

A man with a white wolf.

"You..."

"The symbol of the manifestation of all beasts, the god of malevolence!" Radehs.

"It's good that you know me Radehs the god of anger" Mathilda said, and she sat on top of the wolf.