The God of Anger
part 64's
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Radehs was in a room, she saw two people in front of her where the other was her brother and the other was her young self.
"Why do you stay away from me, when I want to be loved like a sister" said Radehs.
"You don't deserve pity, just so you know don't call me your sister in front of people, I'm ashamed to have a sister like you" she said loudly and firmly with her sadism.
"Why should we be ashamed why we should hear people talk, just live like what is lived, then those people will certainly be tired by themselves and we are used to our lives"
"YOU'RE A BOY AND YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING!" Shake the woman with overflowing emotions.
"You don't understand how painful it is to talk to people" he said again, while Radehs' self only speaks a thousand languages.
Radehs was speechless about her brother's words just now.
"Ah I just realized this has happened in my life, it's been a long time" Radehs said.
"So she left me and I was confused as if there was no way to get on with my sister, and that was the last time I spoke to her" Said Radehs with a tightness in his chest.
"It's sad" said Retha.
"That's how if we live in deprivation, there must be people who refuse to accept you" Radehs said, holding his head. She kept seeing her brother's face, the face that he hated the most was somehow what his life was like now but only one thing that Radehs could guess was happiness because he was no longer there in his life gradually people would forgetting about Radehs and her position as a sister replaced by Lorn, it is not strange and has been considered by people since then if Lorn is the sister of his brother.
"It sucks, after getting an illusory attack from him (lorn) I often get memories of the past, when I don't want to remember it, damn it" said Radehs furious.
And suddenly Radehs eyes opened, he woke up from his long sleep for 5 full days.
He saw that his surroundings were just a wall of rocks, and he rose from a rock as his bed.
Not bad for him because he used to sleep on the ground while working as a stone carver.
He's looking outside.
"Is this a cave?" Ask Radehs.
He tried to get out of the place and tried to find the answer to how he could fall asleep there.
When he came out he saw someone looking at the desolate dry land scene.
"I hate to say it but you're wasting your time looking for another demon god, on the other hand I can't leave you with that guardian figure of yours, because when you go on a rampage he can't do anything about it" Hanzjoe said.
"Who cares about it too, don't blame Retha, blame me for my mistakes" Radehs replied.
"Already, I don't want to argue, but now I'm the one who will stop you if you go berserk, it's still not time for us to rise up and fight the universe" Hanzjoe said as if to organize Radehs.
"Do I have to listen to all your words?" Radehs asked as if challenging.
"You are no longer a human being, and you are no longer a person who rises up after becoming strong, because if you dare to forget yourself then just remember your past" Hanzjoe said.
"AaaaaAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH" Radehs even tore his facial skin.
"Do you have no intention of helping her" asked Retha.
"Don't be helped and just let him experience it, then he will feel back if actually this power is not appropriate for him, it also applies to me" Hanzjoe explained at length.
After a few minutes, Radeh recovered on his own.
"Why, why is this so, usually I also remember it but not as painful as this, it feels like my heart is breaking" said Radehs.
"Actually all the strongest angels have an ability of repentance, that is, to have their enemies recall their pasts and realize that their lives are not bad, but your brother makes you feel that you are the ringleader of all the chaos in your life, especially the chaos in your family, it aims because we as gods can only be dropped by our past" explained Hanzjoe at length.
"Don't call him my brother, I never thought of him as my brother" Radehs said with his head lowered.
"Well, after you've been like this, but in the past?, obviously I didn't want to argue with you, just restore your soul after that and then we'll go" Hanzjoe said.
After a few hours, Radehs finally recovered a hundred percent.
"We should wait for you to recover while eating something but whatever the power, we no longer need to eat and drink, and we are no longer human, either, we are demons who want fear and always vent anger" Hanzjoe explained.
"No need to explain I understand too, but where are we now?" Ask Radehs.
"We are in a remote, remote world, which has no life at all because of what, because its creatures are one hundred percent extinct" Hanzjoe said.
"Why did you choose a place like this?" Ask Radehs.
"Because this place reminds me of my past where in solitude for 5 years, different from this world, my world was once filled with monsters that expanded its territory, which was very different from my own, and I was in a weak state helpless to survive it all until gradually I finally became strong and continued strong and unknowingly it turns out I had been crowned as the successor of the demon god, the devil, just imagine that time I knew nothing and was forced to understand a very terrible thing where all my hopes were lost" Hanzjoe said.
At first glance Radehs feels that Hanzjoe is almost the same as himself.
"There's something I'd like to ask, why you can be crowned as the successor of the demon god, there'll be a cause for it"
"The reason is the same as you, my sister was offered to sign her contract by Herrix saber as the guardian of the demon god of hatred, she said, at that time he was so angry with me that he signed his hand without a second thought with the lure I would disappear from his life forever" explained Hanzjoe.
It is the same as Radehs where the anger of his brother is directed at him rather than the criminals in his old world.
"You've recovered let's get out of this place, we'll go through the various worlds around here, with you now already even into eight gods that should have been collected and the remaining two gods who have not channeled any contact with us at all"
"Are they just like us?"
"Of course, no one has succeeded in becoming a demon god"
"Because of what"
"Because the people who have the upper hand are different from us the lowly ones, we have become accustomed to being trashy and demeaned, and our hearts have become strong because of trials, too, but one thing is for sure, whatever it is there is also a limit, our hearts are broken and broken because we have to become a demon god without our own will and it is caused by our loved ones" Hanzjoe explained.
