The Girl Who Missed Love

Chapter 17's

There's no news. Arkana has no news today. I kept calling her on the phone, her phone's off. Wonder. I'm just letting it go. Eh even my enemy, Rahul SMS me and apologize to me.

Rahul: Aurel, I'm sorry. I unintentionally said rudely to you. I promise I won't be rude to you anymore.

Aurel: yes, papa. But I beg you never to disturb my life again.

Rahul: don't be Aurel, we're still victorious. Don't ever leave me. I need someone by my side.

Clik. Wonderful, why also the strange Rahul did not find a girlfriend or find a partner outside for him to make a girlfriend. Why choose me who obviously has. Was Arkana. A man who until now has no news.

I finally called my friend Jenny.

Aurel: hello jenny.

Jenny: tumben you phone. Where aja's. Long time no news.

Aurel: I'm engaged now. You how?

Jenny: I'm in college S1. My mind.

Aurel: good at college. Same with me who's so cute right now. I don't know what my fate will be like Jenny.

Jenny: you are calm, pray a lot and try your best. I know we're women, surely the tormented feelings must be there, right?

Aurel: no, I'm ordinary. How are you tidings?

Jenny: thank you, fine. You whatpatient?

Aurel : well. Exceptionally well. I'm just worried.

Jenny: why, there is already a fiancee. What's your fiance's name?

Aurel : Arkansas. Very upset with him. I'm staying right now, no news. I'm disappointed in him.

Jenny: have you called her?

Aurel: the phone is off.

Jenny kept talking until the end. After calling my friend from Jember. I sat in my room thinking. Why yes, I hate Arkana. Do I have to go to her house, see her?

I ended up staying at home for a while while waiting for news from my friends, who knows if anyone chatted. I SMS Arkan at last.

Aurel: Arkan, your phone is not active. I want to talk to you. You're still there, right?

I waited for the reply SMS, but he did not reply. Never mind, maybe he no longer has a package. My thoughts turned to Rahul. His friendship with him was very exciting. Because at that time, I was at the supermarket picky time goods, uh, it turns out the goods fell on me. Rahul saw that, and I was having trouble packing those things. God, why does it have to be like that. Finally Rahul helped me to clean up the stuff.

***

"I'm sorry, I'm taking nicotine." I said to Rahul.

"Liet down. You alone?"

"Yes, I'm alone."

"You?"

It was my first experience walking with men and it was Rahul, the man I hate so much now. I chose a comfortable seat with Rahul.

"My name is Rahul Khan. I have Indian ancestry, a little bit" he told me. I nodded without answering. I look around. Rahul ordered coffee for me and him. Honestly, I don't like to coffee. That I had to do.

I don't take care of him wanting any offspring. "I can't stay here long I have to leave quickly. Sorry to hurry." I said to Rahul. I don't know what to do.

"You don't like it, did I invite you to this cafe? If you don't like it, it's okay."

"Sorry, I have to leave quickly. Excuse me." I said to Rahul. Honestly, I still think a little about him, but how else.

***

I finally came home and tried to calm myself down. There was a call from my friend saying I should go to her house, she said there was an event.

My memory goes back to the beginning. Where Arkana Mash hasn't come yet. If Arkana was in my life, maybe how happy I am. I created a new story on my account. No news from day to night from Arkana. I forgot that this story might end. Oh my god, I'm so lonely.

"There's Brother Auntie saying she wants to come back again" said my mother. She is Santi's mother. He brought his son, his name was Farel. I got to know him. Me and Farel accidentally sat in the back of the garden after a long time mother and mother Santi chatted for a long time in the living room.

"Your name is Farel?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Are you in college or..?" I started the question with that sentence.

"I'm still in second semester college. Economics school." he told me.

"Oh, still in college. I don't know what college is like?" She smiles.

"Oh, you'll know" he told me. Farel looks patient. I forgot about Arkana.

Pause for a moment.

"Actually the lecture is according to your field alone."

"Whose name are you?"

I was surprised to hear that question. Really, I feel insecure in front of him. Really baper. You see Farel is handsome, cute. Her hair was a little long, her face clean and white. His body is thin, like my favorite type.

She almost miri Andre my brother. But Andre's body is more contained than Farel.

"My name is Aurelia Michelle, you can call me Aurel or Michelle" I replied to Farel.

"Behold, I'll let you go" he told me. He went to the front of the park, to the middle position of the park, while calling someone. I don't know who he is. All I remember is Farel's blue checkered shirt.

Hope I, may she not disappear from my life. Hopefully he can be a replacement for the lost Arkana even temporarily. Long time no papa, but the real desire is to be with Arkana, not Farel.

...What if Farel likes me the same? OOPS! How do I think far away? But not necessarily Farel likes me....

Farel and I talked a long time ago and stopped it. Nothing happened between me and Farel. A new story in my life. Farel finally came home. I'm alone again.

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