The Girl Who Missed Love

Chapter 16's

After the party at Norman's diamond house, Arkana drove me home. Well, go home.

"That's Arkana!"

I send my greetings to him. He smiled at me in the car and he left me with his car. I was thinking, it's nice to be a free man like Arkana.

My house is empty, my mother and my father went nowhere.

"Hello, is there anyone?"

I used to say hello to people who weren't inside. I went straight into the room and fell down. That night I fell asleep.

The next morning I got up, took a shower and got ready to go to school.

...***...

I don't know why I wanted to go out that time and take a walk out. I wear a thick red jacket and I walk alone. I looked around and started to enter the nearby shops. I then saw someone I knew, he was Rahul.

I pretended not to see him, I purposely avoided him. It was like shopping or buying clothes. I just walked around the store and you disappeared. I exhaled. God, I just found out how Rahul is doing now. As I stood there was someone patting me on the shoulder from behind.

"Hey!" I flinched with that voice. I looked and it was not wrong that it was Rahul.

"O Lord Rahul, you, you are here..?" I said scared.

"Yes, I'm here what are you doing here, shopping?" Rahul asked me.

"No, I'll just take a walk. At the crutches house." I said in reply.

"Then come with me!" he said to me while taking me somewhere. "Where are you going Rahul..?"

"To the cafe" he replied.

"Well?"

"Drink coffee."

"This one..?" I said to him.

"Yes. Do you want to coffee with me?"

"I'm not used to coffee. I used to snack." Rahul kept quiet and kept walking. After until I choose a seat to be able to sit comfortably in front of Rahul.

"Rahul, why did you bring me here, you have the intention to talk to me about something or just a fad..?"

"Buck..!" rahul ignored my question. I was so angry at him.

"Two milky coffees" he said. I swear I don't feel good about having coffee early in the morning. It was actually already ten in the morning where people were still quiet and there were wandering around as well.

Oh god, it's so males.

"Actually there's an event you invited me here, to this place. I drink coffee, but I don't like coffee. I love to eat that bread."

"Yes, sometime if I have money. It's usually just coffee." Rahul told me. It's good to see him. Why would I want to see him, because I miss Rahul. Long time no see.

"I heard you were engaged to a man named Arkan. Rightly so?"

"really. I'm Arkan's fiance who I can't possibly let go of him. Handsome guy, cute, fine, smitten again. Not like you. Eh, sorry. Not arrogant, but in fact. Aye right?"

"From the beginning you always insulted me Aurel. From my school, college, until now. Okay, I'm honest that I don't have people. I lost much to your fiancee's family."

"Arkana, her name is Arkana. I'll introduce you to him sometime." as I'm direct.

"No, it doesn't matter to me. I don't need to meet you. All I need is you. Do you think I'm gay? Wishing men to be my girlfriends?"

"Where are you waiting for Aurel, where are you going, you haven't had a drink yet." Rahul held my hand.

"Take me off! I don't want you to play me. Look yeah, until whenever I wouldn't cheat on you. Let me not be, I won't let you relate! Unhand me!"

"As much as you hate me, what's up with Aurel. I got the same wrong of you?"

"I'm sorry, I didn't like you before. You're ugly Rahul!" I screamed in front of that good guy even though it was ugly actually. That's why I don't want to talk to him. Black too.

"Oh so because I'm ugly you don't want to be friends with me that way. Okay, I accept. But don't blame me for God if someday your son will be worse than me. Remember that Aurel!"

I was still standing, and pulled out of that place.

"I'm not at all willing to relate to a man who doesn't know at that profit. There was no point in me being friends with him either. I lost seeing a black guy like him. Rahul Khan, pull it." I grumbled to myself as I walked down the stairs of the big mall in my town.

Instantly I saw Arkana pitching in that place. He walked in but I didn't say hello because it wasn't good. I turned and saw him from behind. Why Arkana is here in the mall. He went alone, maybe he was shopping or something.

...***...

Arkana was still driving in my car, alone and I thought about not going home soon. I want to sit on the bridge, on the river you don't know where. The bridge below is a river.

Arkana got out of my car after turning off the engine quickly. Oh my god, I'm lonely now, there's only a big sunayi flowing down below. I still see the situation, while occasionally looking at the direction of the car that runs on the left side of the bridge. God, I'm really lonely tonight. I have to go first.

...***...

Early in the morning Aurel was immediately greeted by mother.

"Well, Aurel's home..?" mother said to me. I looked towards him, though,

"Yes mom, I got hung up last night with Arkana. He's the one who sent me home." I explained to my mother while still lying down. I'm so lazy to wake up like a lazy person, lazy to wake up.

"Yes, obviously Arkan, right, who goes his way, after all, who wants to drive if not your fiancee?"

"Mom don't have to overvalue Arkana, she's a commoner, Mom, even if she's rich. Even to this day, I still don't really like him, like that!" clear you to mom.

"No way Aurel, Arkana is a good person, sincere, indiscriminate, willing his people, Nerima as you and our family are. If others don't expect that. He is your soul mate! Glad not to be happy, it's already brought you two later!" obviously mother.

"Why is your mom so far away talking about it?"

Mom moved to sit on my bed. "Well, let's say if you like good-looking, cold, cool Arkana!"

"Mom started again. I'm so sorry about Arkana, I'm afraid to hear it. I'd rather that mom give me what kind of food that cake is?"

"Aurel, I said it was for your good, for the happiness of you two. You don't know what mom's problem, now it's hard to find money for your marriage later!" mom seems hard in front of me.

I thought, "why don't you borrow it from Arkana, she's rich!" I immediately squirm happily. If you remember Arkana as rich as it was I immediately like to have the spirit again that is.

Mom looked at me. "That's not how Aurel, I'm going to go to the room first, want to rest. I accomplished the job of preparing food for you and your papa. If you eat, take it in the kitchen cupboard!" my mother told me.

"Mother, sorry Aurel. Aurel didn't accidentally say anything bad to mom!" I'm still sitting on my bed, soft.

"Yes I'm sorry."

Mother then left me, I want to SMS Arkana first, who knows she wants to reply. If Arkana is very easy to make in conjunction but difficult to come home. He always had a reason not to come. Unless I told you it was my mother's order. Hehe.

I'm still on vacation in college maybe a month.

Aurel: Hello Arkana, are you awake?

Arkan: not yet