The Gem of the Land of Ginseng

episode 14

I breathe heavily. I don't think avoiding Euna at home is the right choice. But lying by covering it up is also not a good thing. I have to what now?

Kurogoh mobile phone in my pocket, then I open my bbm. There is the name Euna Myung Hae in the chat list, I intend to ask her what she wants to leave before I go home. But it seems that my finger doesn't even have a fingernail tip of courage.

"Zzztt-zzzttt" The vibration of the phone struck me. There was a message coming in.

*From: Diana

Received: 07.50

A sham? U there*?

Diana's name was printed there. A figure waiting for reassurance from a shithead like me. A sinless mask dancing on the stage of a sickening drama.

I'm just looking for an excuse to find 'love' but I don't intend to find it. I decided to reply to the message. Even though I know that I am not worthy to repay anything with my circumstances like this.

*To: Diana

Hey Can*

From : Diana

Received: 07.51

Yes sham? Wh why? You're doing all right?

*To: Diana

I'm this... Why*?

A bland smile fell on my lips, I stared at the footsteps of the humans who walked past me. Those who are disguised with expressions, must have their own problems right? is running the right thing? is that a cowardly act? it felt like I was too cruel to yell that 'he's a coward' to a person who always runs away in his problems.

Maybe my decision later on this girl will have a big impact on my life.maybe I who is not human will be lifted warm in the arms.even though the decision I made, when the hole in my head is getting bigger.

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*cirebon, February 27, 2016

09.40 WIB

Racuun...

Racuunn...

Vacuunnn.*

"Blood? Hey, let's get up! Do I eat yuk in the cafeteria?"

Dead blood pace..

You are racuuunnn.... Gruaaah

"Chicken?"

"Yamaammm?!"

"Ah.. I'm nyerah! It was hard for him to sleep like this. Dimas! Help me dong!"

"Bantuin's? He woke up again."

"Eh? How come?"

"really. Look at the ntar."

Ampuuun...

Ampuuuunn.

"God.. Noisy"

I was still half conscious from my sleep at lunch break. Damnit damnit! Cirebon was suddenly hot, but it was still morning, but I didn't even want to go out of class.

"Haha, it's true!" A young man's guru. Yes who else if not Dimas Saputra The Maestro of Love.

Dizziness strikes when I sharpen my hearing slowly. Realizing the boisterousness of the disciples was unable to dispel a tapering sound through my ears.

Wasn't it! I'm not questioning that song. Even the chaotic strumming he was playing right now. Although the song 'changcuters' is identical to the loud voice, why should it be shouted in such a tone? Really, like a discordant violin in the middle of a gray night. How horror..

Not insult. But why doesn't anyone realize that she's not good at singing? I mean, anyone please! Take care of the sound even a little.

Takluk is already my great...

Takluk is great...

You are racuunnn.

The reflection of my iris shimmered across the whole class. Now I can see the group of students at the end of the class. One of the men played the guitar, and the other sang with his golden voice.

Have you ever heard of a super-sick kid who likes to watch indie music? they are called by the name 'sons of the show'. Well, that's how these kids are. The face is tangled, the uniform is clad in a gloved sweater, a hat that is mounted half-head, jogged to the rhythm of the song.

Their appearance when going to different events again.they will wear a neat shirt that seems forced, not to forget also with the hat.

Oh, quick. So that's the origin of the sound. My irritated gaze now turned, a girl sitting next to me and a young man who was engrossed in a cryo with his cell phone. Online novel, I thought.

"Why are you thinking so much sham? Don't you want to take me?" Knit the girl next to me. He looked up at me, his fingers tugging at my uniform. For some reason even though Diana was said to have an adult attitude in responding to many things, But her attitude was very different when we were both.

He was spoiled and getting sticky! Hormonal effects, I thought. Ah no-no-no! The logical reason is because of what we do. Aye! What we did a few days ago. Fomenting desire in a great kiss.But... Enjoy too, my mind.

Lah, I even thought about it! Focus Sham. I must determine my own heart. I have to understand, it's a big mistake if I play around with lust. He is a friend and friend that I love. I can't let her down. Especially to break our bond.

But if I chose it, would it really be good for us? What happens next if we break up? Are we going to leave each other like a 'former' in general? I don't think it's like that. Our bond is stronger, he must have thought of all the consequences when expressing his feelings at that time.

"Hey! How come bengong? Come on!"

Diana's palm rubbed my cheek gently. I was treated that way, obviously wrong. Hadoh, we're not officially Non!

"Did? Ahahaha not really! I'm not dumbass. Just...." I couldn't look him in the face. So nervous!

"just anyone?" The pressure is getting closer. The front side of his uniform is pulled shoulder to shoulder as his body is leaning, making the hill pop increasingly become.

I was amazed at the courage Diana acted aggressively in a place like this. Luckily we were not getting any attention from the kids in the class. But I saw Dimas just looking at us. Damn it, son, I am in my heart.

"Y-yeah.. I have been sleeping less for a few days. So less focus. So sleepy." Honestly answered.

"Huh, you are. Very stubborn anyway. Just want another exam. You should take care of your body." His words began to murmur.

Dimas who heard only chuckled with his lips on the mouth-pinked.

"Uwuhhh... Sham! how do you feel? bandel angel ciiih! What do I want to do later??" It was Dimas's cry that made me grunt and throw my pen at him.

It's true. I should have taken care of my body more. But what's my day? The incident of 'his older brother's stumbling' made my head want to be split apart. It is hard to even sleep at night.

The shadow of Euna that night had completely possessed my brain. Even so confused to behave, I was more likely to be quiet and avoid while at home. So it seems unclear who else is licking, him or me.

I have to forget it. That's my decision. And I think Diana's presence could help me get back to normal.

The parasite that uses? Nah! It's more like he's helping me while I'm breaking my feelings.

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