The Gem of the Heart of the Former Thug

The Gem of the Heart of the Former Thug
sadness and anger



“Mom don't know either, son Sandi. There was a mother who went to the market. Don't know if Budi entered the hospital”


A woman heard the voice of a woman. I feel familiar with that voice. But he couldn't see the person who was talking.


“He doesn't know what happened to you, Mom?”


Another voice, a male voice. He also knew that voice. But similarly, he could not see the whereabouts of that person.


“He just said that Budi had time to pursue Adel, rich again marahan that, son. Not long after, the sound of the door slammed from the top floor. Twice the horror”


“Continue, bu?”


“That person said, not long after, Bu Lusi shouted to call them. When they come, they are lying down on the ground floor. His head was bleeding”


“So the story Falls, ma'am?”


“Not knowing, son"


“No way Budi fell by himself until he went down, Bu”


There was one more female voice besides the first. I'm getting curious, where exactly are they. It sounds close, but not visible.


“The man said, his father mbak Adel was angry and said Budi. But I don't want to su’zon”


“They didn't say anything, ma'am?” ask Sandi.


“Tadi Putri sepet denger, the man said, he was looking for a bull mas Budi said something about slander. But it is not clear what the sentence is. Then, he also said that Mr. Fajar nudu mas Budi, if the Budilah mas nyelakain mbak Adel. He also accused mas Budi who burned his wood workshop”


“What?”


I also felt very familiar with the voice of that woman. Yes, he felt very familiar with that voice. But he is also invisible. Only darkness surrounds him.


“Disturbed princess, mas. How could it be that Adel was the same Pak Fajar nudu mas Budi was cruel?”


Sandi fell silent. He seemed to think about what the Princess said. Makes the Princess wonder with her inertia.


“Mas Sandi wants to say that what Fajar said is true?” ask the Princess with a face that does not like.


“Not that, Put. We used to practice sabotage. We've been training people. But if we take the clandestine stage of gini, we have never. Impossible thats. Impossible it Budi” replied Sandi.


“What's an honest answer diplomatically?” ask the Princess again.


“Put!” tegur bu Ratih's.


“Sorry, mas” says Princess.


“No papa, Put, “


“Aahh, fight”


Password Sentence cut off by Budi's voice. He's starting to wake up. And merta bu Ratih stood up and entered through the bulkhead door, approaching to Budi's bed.


“Ngger, are you human?” ask Ratih ma'am.


“We call the doctor, Put” took the woman.


“Princess, rika” replied Princess.


“Ngak papa's. Yuk!” bring Erika.


They went to call the doctor.


“Bu” call Budi Lirih.


“Iya, jnger. Mom here” replied Mrs Ratih.


“Don't be angry with Adel, Mom! Don't hate him! He just put slander” said Budi.


Madam Ratih raised her gaze to Sandi. Sandi can only be silent when stared at by Ratih bu. He did not know the meaning of the gaze, and did not know what to comment on.


“Iya, jnger. Don't think of the heavy ones first! All is well, kok” replied Mrs Ratih.


A moment later a doctor came into the emergency room. The princess and Erika could only wait outside, because there was already Sandi accompanying Ratih maam inside.


The doctor checked the situation. And declared okay. The doctor did a hand on Budi's complaints. Just a minute, then go. The doctor only said that Budi had to wait for further observation before being transferred to the treatment room.


Outside, there were many guests coming. Lek Puji and market colleagues Ratih bu who came to visit. But baby, they haven't been able to meet Budi. Can only be reported through the Princess. The princess only told me that Budi fell down the stairs. But when asked why, the Princess said she did not know. The princess let her guests comment with their respective speculations.


“Bu, is Budi wrong with mom?” ask Budi lirih. His eyes looked into his mother's eyes.


“What's wrong, ngger? No” replied Ratih.


As much as his energy he held back the crying. It was too sad to see his son lying helpless like this.


“Budi got defamed again, Mom. More cool than the previous” said Budi.


He turned his face away. There were tears rolling as he closed his eyes. Mrs Ratihpun. He could not help but endure his sadness. He could feel exactly what Budi was feeling right now.


“Budi did not expect ma'am, Vani could be as sadistic as it” said Budi, a few moments later.


Mrs Ratih did not answer. He was busy wiping away his tears before his eldest son turned his face back to look at him.


“Budi thinks, with him detained he will be penitent. Think he'll show his good side. But it turns out, his tears were just camouflage, bu” continued Budi.


“Propay yes, ngger! Characteristics of good people will always be tested” comments from Ratih.


“Mafin Budi yes, ma'am. Budi still bothers mom”


“No, ngger. It is the duty of a mother, care for her children” replied Mrs Ratih.


“Bu, will mom still love Budi, if it turns out Budi ngecewain mom?” ask Budi.


Mrs Ratih scrunched her forehead. He was surprised to hear a strange question from Budi.


“Ngecewain what, ngger?” ask Ratih ma'am. He looked at his mother's eyes more closely.


“What you have done since two years ago, it makes you proud. Especially lately. What you achieved was much higher than what Harepin's mother. No one is cheating” continued Mrs Ratih.


“Will you love Budi, if anyone says that Budi is a criminal?” ask again.


“Ngger, if there are people you trust the most after your father, yes it's just you. That Abis, Princess. A thousand people say you are a bad person, I still believe more in you, ngger” replied Ratih steady ma'am.


“Kalo it turns out it's real, what mom would maki-maki Budi?”


Here Mrs Ratih fell silent. His heart began to wonder. One thing he liked about his eldest son, was his honesty. Budi never hid the crime he had committed. If he asks if it is true said people, who say this and so, Budi always answers with what is. But on the other hand, that answer also made his heart restless.


*What are you doing again, ngger? What does it mean to do evil again*?


“A mother's duty is to fear her child for her Lord. Because a child is really a day care, and will be questioned later on the day of the apocalypse. I was more afraid that I could not answer when Gusti Alloh asked why your son left in a state away from religion. So, even if you are a real criminal, you will never let go of your mother's affection with you. I will always guide you to return to the right path” replied Mrs Ratih.


“Bu”


That's all that comes out of your mouth. She was crying so much. He kissed the back of his mother's palm.


*Alhamdulillah, yes Alloh. You are still willing to allow one of Your angels to be with me always. Please guide you, Allaah. Please guide you, so I can untangle this tangled thread. I can't bear to see this sad mother because I'm Alloh*.


***


Elsewhere, Madina still faithfully listened to her brother's fiery curses. She occasionally turned her attention to Tati, who occasionally chimed in on her brother's story.


Although sometimes he was emotionally ignited, but Madina still tried to use her rationality. For him, too far for Budi to step, if in fact the target is the father and mother.


*What are you doing to take care of the Dino and his cronies, if the end goal is the father? Why should he fight jotos until the Princess is in danger, if he can benefit the Dino to destroy the father? Why should make the drama forget the memory first, if mbak Adel motor nyabot much easier? After all, if the goal is to make trust from the father, and he has big funds, it is easy. From the beginning he made the workshop first can. seem to be cool, look rich, enough. You will be immediately interested, though. If the target is the trust of Mbak Adel, it is not necessary to also show his wealth. Mbak Adel even more salute if it turns out that Budi mas is a rich man, but his life is simple. If rich gini story, so burem. Especially the other day he got those injuries. Why also engineer an accident if coming on time is preferable to Mr*?


“Dek, dengerin no hell, shoot by what?” jakt Adel. Madina was surprised not to play.


“Del, what the hell, use yell all? Sampe was surprised, Madinnya” said Tati.


“Yes abisnya, shot again vent instead dicuekin”


“Hei, Madin is a thinker, Del. His expression is that, right, if you hear people's stories? No cuek, he again nganalisa” said Tati defended Madina.


“Continue, what is your analysis?” ask Adel to Madina.


Madina was confused as to what to answer. She knew what her brother needed right now was support and a loyal listener, not an opinion let alone advice.


“Tuh, kan” comment Adel. Tati smile.


“Del, which you need now then, listener. Someone who can support you. Yes if Madin yelled, I'm sorry! same sister own hard time, gitu” said Tati.


“Huufft” Adel sighed heavily.


“Sorry Shoot yes, Dek!” pinta Adel, sitting in front of Madina.


“Mbak, mba. Don't squeal too! Madin kualat. Don't want to, ah” said Madin as she moved her hand, asking her brother to stand up again. Standing up again.


“Embak know, you must have the same opinion embak” said Adel. Madina. He looked towards Tati.


“Madin thought, it is Madin's job to counter the same opinion mbak Adel” said Madin.


“Means?”


“Sebenernya Madin also hurt if anyone nyelakain father same mother. It doesn't matter who it is” Madin replied. Adel still doesn't understand.


“Not a problem if mbak Adel has such an opinion. But a statement needs to be tested for its power. Madin's job is to test how strong that statement is. Because Madin does not want to say that Adel is a weapon to eat, sir. Too heavy for Madin ngebayangin mbak Adel wear orange clothes that” continued Madina.


Adel glared at his eyes hearing that follow-up. He did not expect that his own sister would be that brave to him.


“Del, already! Hold emotions. Madin is too fond of you. He would never be loud if there is no danger” said tati while stroking Adel's back, trying to calm him.


“Budi it's Sandi” said Adel lirih, but full of emphasis.


His teeth were clenched unmoving, making a distinctive sound of the person who was moping in anger. His face was close to Madina's face. Made Madina a little daunted in the face of her brother's anger.


“Sandi could be the ruler, it's because of Budi. What Sandi can't do, Budi can manifest. Let alone the injuries, make people as level as him, cut his fingers as if he must do, if that is necessary. So, what's impossible for him?” adel continued without reducing his anger.


“Kalo is real, meaning that Adel does not need to bother revenge” said Madina.


Adel gasped at the answer. He frowned, a sign that he was questioning the meaning of the words.


“Whatever it is, mbak Adel is his ex-mas Sandi. You disbanded not because of Sandi mas who mutusin mbak Adel, but mbak Adel who mutusin mas Sandi. If mas Sandi to know and believe that mas Budi entered the life of mbak Adel just for revenge, can be shadowed, rich what anger mas Sandi?” madina explained.


“Kalo turned out Sandi believes in Budi?” ask Tati.


“Ya means it's a signal for us, to test the strength of Adel's statement earlier. Do not become a weapon to eat tuan” replied Madina.


“You think you're afraid to go to jail? Naw. Embak is not afraid” said Adel.


His face was back he brought closer to Madina's face. Smiling sarcastically, he walked away and walked out of the room. Madina was stunned to find the attitude of her brother who seemed to think of her as an enemy. Tati. She hugged Madina's body, and let Madina sob in her arms.