The Forbidden Passion of My Husband

37. Scratched yearning

"This is your son, our son Ed! " continue with a clear voice.

"Go, go home first. I'm still so dizzy right now, let me think this time! " dward said coldly to Bella.

It took Edward some time to straighten this tangled thread, it took a clear mind to make the best decision he took. Edward's brain was very full of Exie at the moment, but before his eyes was a woman carrying her baby.

"But Ed! " murmurm Bella lirih.

"GO! " eward shouted furiously at Bella.

Edward really needed time to make a decision about his future, and his heart was chaotic, my heart and mind attention now only focused on Exie.

Bella, who saw Edward's anger, stood up and walked out of the apartment and returned to her own apartment unit.

Edward sat down on the sofa and looked at his daddy.

"I'm guilty here dad, then I accept all your punishment! " said Edward with his firm face, Edward must be responsible for all his mistakes.

Erza who was stared at in such a way was standing and sitting next to Edward embracing his son, Erza was very fond of Edward despite all his bad habits. Hugging his son and patting his child's back.

"Follow your heart, son, your heart will never lie to you. The bond of father and son will be established to any extent. Feel the instinct of a father in your heart. And make the best decision of your life, so you don't regret it! " whispered Erza Lirih while hugging the full affection of her only child.

"Dad! "

"Didn't you love Exie? " ask Erza to Edward.

"I don't know dad, I don't know what this feeling means, my chest hurts so much when there's no Exie around me. Very tight, it felt like breathing was very difficult. My heart is like looking for Exie. I'm guilty dad. I'm guilty of her! " said Edward while putting his head on his dah daddy, as if the burden of longing so tormenting.

Erza just rubbed and patted her son's back, Erza sure Edward was not aware of his love for Exie all along, whereas Erza and Felis could see the look of love that Edward laid on Exie.

The dark past, made Edward continue to fortify himself from women, from the word love. Coupled with all the incitement Bella is very relevant to her past, as if making Edward build a super high fortress and able to hurt his wife inside his own house. But love is still love that grows in the heart over time and all the treatment Exie, patience Exie, and tenderness Exie. Exie never judged him even though he was guilty.

Now all the memory goes around his head, his memory in this apartment with his wife. All the habits of his wife and the figure so filled Edward's heart after Edward realized.

"Have it, take a shower and think. Get down at dinner and daddy wants to hear your decision! " daddy Erza said softly and Edward obeyed her daddy's words.

Erza couldn't bear to see her fragile child like this, her child who had never been like this before her. Erza stared at the lethargic back and Erza headed for Felis' room while calling her people to look for Exie to see you.

Edward who went into the room, his gaze immediately fixed on the sofa where Exie always spent time designing until he forgot the time. Edward walked to his bed that was still a mess like the war yesterday the day after tomorrow. Edward walked up to his bed and opened the white bedcover, Edward noticed dry patches of blood on his bedsheets.

The more messed up his brain, Edward then went to the bathroom and cooled his brain while soaking.

After soaking for almost 1 hour, Edward came out and his mind re-imagined Exie with a smile showing her prepared clothes on the bed.

"Arggghhhhh! " cried Edward frustrated.

Edward scissors the sheets that have dry blood to his eyes*nan Exie and will melaminate later to become a memory when he first broke into the virgin goal.

Yes, Exie one of her maiden*an in Edward's gauli so far, after years of experience in the field of hollow and already poor transverse.

Edward cursed himself why can't he speak when he hooked Exie because it was so delicious, before his rapprochement with Bella he used to soar his passion. Being with Exie delights once it reaches ubun ubun to be speechless and just focus on enjoying new items.

Edward closed his eyes on the bed, but Exie's shadow again and again was always present on his head. Edward then sat down and walked out of the room to reduce his chest tightness.

Edward headed downstairs picked up the red wine at the mini bar and walked to the balcony. His apartment is top so the balcony is a comfortable spot to reflect and clear your mind, hopefully Edward does not parachute down because of frustration.

Edward sat on the chair and sipped his wine straight from his bottle. Edward was stunned and silently stared at the blue clouds a little orange tinge because the sun would be down in a moment.

"You're where Ex is, why he just disappeared without hearing my apology. I was wrong Ex, but was there no time to hear my explanation, were you so sick as to hand over your chastity to me? are you sorry. I really want to hear the news that you're okay! " bathin Edward looked up at the sky.

Edward felt his chest was not okay. But Edward must think about what he will decide and while looking for Exie's whereabouts.

Edward drank his wine up the toilet and was not affected in the slightest because Edward was already in the expert stage with liquor.

Edward walked in and sat in the pantry like he saw Exie cooking.

"This kitchen does not live to lose its owner, hahhaha like never in use, when only yesterday you were last cooked here Ex! " just Edward while chuckling with sadness and tears.

Edward's longing was at his end, Exie's presence accompanying his one-year stay in Paris was so intense that his heart was scarred with his departure and longing.

"Where should I look for you Ex, where are you? "

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Happy reading everything

Ah, othor it feels nano nano nulis this, sad but also happy because it can repay Exie's heartache.

help othor master to strengthen the intention of punishing Edward yok!!!!!!!

keep holding hands Exie yes readers beloved Exie.