The First Unachievable Love

The First Unachievable Love
sepesial arka `dumb verdict`



~HOSPITAL~


arka's ward


zaash


*heavy rain sound


("it rained straight, yeah..")


said the arka in the heart that sat on the shelf of his nursery while looking at the window


("ah.that day")


("if it's not wrong to rain like this, right")


said the arc inwardly still looking towards that window with a sad face


°°°°


2004


that day.the last day of the work is revealed on the arc.


at that moment the ark thought


the work is sad because most of the decorations that the work made were damaged by the rain


but.it turns out that the love letter in this arka is the cause of it


october 8th, 2004


`Dear arc


I want to be honest with you directly,


I like you, ka.


`i wait for your answer after retirement, backstage decette canteen:)


`From


`shei..


which is written in the letter


"can't!"


"shei it's mine!"


said the boy named Fahmi while seizing the letter in the hands of the arka


"uh! know if it's from shei I won't "cie"- in!"


said Fahmi with an angry face while putting the letter into her jacket pocket


"you didn't ask, either, mi"


"all that makes a scene"


say arka with a flat face while taking out the letter that is in the pocket of his pants


"means you're shooting kay-"


fahmi


"yes, I must have known that shei gave me love letters"


said the arka while looking at the letter in his hand


"wah?! that's a love letter too?!"


"so you got two, ka? from whom?"


fahmi said with a splash


"i don't know, I don't want to open it"


said the arka while putting the letter in the bag


°°°°


~home school~


"arka!"


said shei who ran towards the walking arc


"here, the love letter I gave you back!"


"gue was just kidding you!"


said sheila who was in front of the arc with an irregular breath while thrusting her hand to the arka


"it's not on me"


said the arka with a cold face


"Eh? yes, now you're coming with me!"


sheila said while pulling the hand of the arka


"you have to talk to Kay again!"


sheila said in a hurry


arka


"lo say the love letter was just a joke"


"what yes? then when do you want to playin the feelings of your best friend?"


"you think you'll take me even if you drag me in front of him?"


"Tck! I'm sick of your friendship"


said arka with an angry and upset face while pulling his hand in the hold of sheila tightly and walking away leaving the shei who was still silent


arka really does not understand the friendship of girls


they can understand the feelings of his best friend they can give up for the sake of his best friend,


and give up because of the feelings of friends


but what about the arcs?


then the arka took a foolish decision that the arka regretted.


°°°


"Ciee arc!"


"arka behan lo same adek class! cie cie cieee"


brian shouted his arka companion as he walked into the classroom


"classmates? whoa, who?"


say the child in the class


"karin, son x-9!"


shouts brian


"PJ* dong, yes! noodle yamin canteen, deh!"


say the child in class compactly


note:PJ - readymade tax


"where the hell is the guy?"


say child in class


"wah! I'm arka first! I'm from MOS*"


yelled one of the men


Brucks


sound of stuff thrown


"WHISPER LO, BRI!!"


yelled joya with an angry face


"what the fuck is joy?"


"i was thrown in the bag?! sick tau!"


said brian's head was hit by a bag that was thrown joya


"LET'S LO DIEM!"


yelled joya with an angry face


"what am I wrong?! I'm just looking for something I'm becoming"


shouts brian


"gue doesn't care, anyway I don't like you screaming"


yelled joya with an angry face


"well, you're screaming yourself!"


shouted brian with an irritated face


"gue yells because I'm angry!"


joya shouted


when it saw the work that was slumped and sad, sheila who embraced the work with a sad face and an angry joy,


it was as if making the arka to be happy with the situation,


when the arcs just stare while looking at them


the masterpiece, joya and shei who saw the arc at that time only gave a shocked face


I don't know what pervades the mind of the arka but at that time the arka inggin works also feel pain.


2016


~hospital~


the arka nursery room


"i'm sorry, kay..."