The First Unachievable Love

decisions

~APARTMENT~

"along, kay...."

mother of work

"do you come home?"

said the masterpiece mother who saw the work walk quickly into the room

BLAM!

the sound of work shut the door of his room loudly

at that time the mother of the work just stared at the room with a confused face not knowing what happened to the work

"so Kay told her boss to the doctor, auntie.."

"i met Kay at the hospital and she went home together"

said joya who just entered the house explained to the mother of the work

"uh, right..."

said the mother of the work with a worried face staring towards the masterpiece room

"this morning my aunt told me for permission"

say mother of work with a worried face

"yes already aunty make boiled lemongrass and ginger first make, kay let cepet heal"

said the mother of the work with a worried face while rushing to the kitchen

"yes, auntie"

say joya while falling

("it turns out.lo isn't ready, kay!")

say joya while looking towards the masterpiece room

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~inside room karya~

("BENER-IS REALLY A COWARD

YOU'RE KAY! ")

("WHEN ARE YOU LIKE THIS? ")

say the work in your heart while sitting curled up next to his bed

("LUPAIN ARC, KAY!!")

say the work in the heart that remembers the memories of the arc with a red face and glassy eyes

("wrong!")

say the work in your heart while crying

("LUPAIN!!")

said the work in the heart that remembers what happened in the hospital while covering both ears with his hands while crying

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~morning day~

"hi kay!"

said sheila who saw the work open her eyes

"shey?"

said the work with a confused face because just woke up and saw sheila sitting next to her bed while reading a book

"thank God, your fever's down, Kay"

"yes, but my nose is still stuck"

say the work while sitting

"you're here to see me shei?"

masterpiece

"yes, dong!"

sheila said while she was wide

"thank you, but I'm just sick with the flu"

say the work while being shaken

"goe is all about joy "

"kemaren joy called me"

say sheila while putting a book on a small table next to the work bed

"maybe the word joy yesterday was a little harsh to lo, kay"

"but I'm sure.."

sheila

"i know how"

"you want me to live happier, right?"

"unlike now, my life seems to have stopped in the past"

masterpiece

"but....."

"sometimes I wonder if I can be happy without an arc?

haha is ridiculous"

say the work that looks down while sad

"fill my head with only an arc"

masterpiece

"kay, happy is not a benchmark, happy according to people must be different"

sheila

"no one guarantees you are happy with the arc or its reverse"

sheila said to the work with a serious face

"some say happiness is simple"

sheila said with a serious face

"because only we can determine happiness is not someone else"

say sheila while holding the hand of the work with a smile

at that time the masterpiece just fell silent staring at the sheila who advised him

"i'm a smart ass, yeah "

"maha.."

said Sheila who still held the hand of the masterpiece while laughing small

"so, kay.. Now what do you want to do?"

"what's your decision?"

say sheila to the work with terseum

"just say joy I should try even harder to move - on from arka"